ufph nak masuk 2010 dah ni. sehari lagi, sehari lagi. nak bertambah setahun lagi angka on my age counter. oh no, oh no. panicked. despair by the fact. well no, not exactly. to say the least, I would want to stay where I am standing right now.
1. I don't want to grow up that much yet.
2. grrr there's still so much to do.
3. and so much to achieve, to learn about.
4. I need to freeze the time for quite some time.
5. NOW!
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Even if the sky is falling down II.
Jah punya pasal aku asyik dengar Jay Sean - Down ni for like the 37th time already. haha I know it's an ancient song, and it is cliche for its 'so baby dont worry, you're my only, you wont be lonely, even if the sky is falling down, you'll be my only, no need to worry blablabla'
take a look at the lyrics, it's nice for you to know there's someone who cares about you, right? the feeling of secure, of being safe, of being loved, of...erm sorry I'm not good at describing details. but I don't know what I wanted to say either. it felt stucked somehow.
but I can describe loneliness in a way that you can't describe it. I can describe hatred in an ugly way that you would not believe it's me who talks shit.
I was just wondering, would there be anyone who'll pick up my call if I'm losing myself in the middle of the night?
take a look at the lyrics, it's nice for you to know there's someone who cares about you, right? the feeling of secure, of being safe, of being loved, of...erm sorry I'm not good at describing details. but I don't know what I wanted to say either. it felt stucked somehow.
but I can describe loneliness in a way that you can't describe it. I can describe hatred in an ugly way that you would not believe it's me who talks shit.
I was just wondering, would there be anyone who'll pick up my call if I'm losing myself in the middle of the night?
Monday, December 28, 2009
Of Korea and mak.
I blame myself for introducing Hello My Lady that altogether got 16 episodes to mak because now she ended up watching it the whole day and it has been 4 days!
yaicks.
but still she'd be ranting she didn't finish her ringkasan mengajar lah apa lah tapi asyik tengok cerita Korea je memanjang. oh man I wanted to watch some other things on the TV la mak oiii.
cepat habiskan Got-ah tu, adik nak tengok Dyesebel pulak ni.
HAHA.
yaicks.
but still she'd be ranting she didn't finish her ringkasan mengajar lah apa lah tapi asyik tengok cerita Korea je memanjang. oh man I wanted to watch some other things on the TV la mak oiii.
cepat habiskan Got-ah tu, adik nak tengok Dyesebel pulak ni.
HAHA.
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Is something we don't ask for.
semalam petang kan kan ada accident depan arked mara tepi sungai tu. ada satu lori ni kan dia claim brake dia rosak. driver tu (a perfect not-so-young man) terbang (not exactly terbang la, saja letak kata sifat gempak sikit) daripada depan Balai Polis Jitra, langgar traffic light lepas tu straight langgar kedai-kedai makan depan tu.
oh not to mention dalam perjalanan melanggar kedai-kedai makan tu, lori tersebut telah juga melanggar sebijik kereta Naza dan sebijik kereta Wira.
bapak balik office, bapak cerita dengan mak orang yang bawak kereta Naza tu kawan bapak dengan wife dia. kesiannya aku dengar rasa sesak dada bila bapak cakap dia dengan wife dia sama-sama masuk ICU and mata dia terkeluar/jatuh atau yang sewaktu dengannya masa kena hentam dengan lori pasir tu.
yang naik kereta Wira tu pulak Nunun cakap kawan mak dia. orang dalam kereta Wira tu katanya meninggal di tempat kejadian. entah lah betul atau tidak, aku pun dengar orang lain yang bercerita.
aku lalu depan tu semalam dengan adik pun aku pandang dengan hati yang takut-takut berani. kecut perut je rasa orang dah lah ramai. janji, lepas ni tak mau bawak laju-laju and nak pakai seatbelt sentiasa.
cross-fingers!
macam mana pun, ajal maut di tangan Tuhan.
oh not to mention dalam perjalanan melanggar kedai-kedai makan tu, lori tersebut telah juga melanggar sebijik kereta Naza dan sebijik kereta Wira.
bapak balik office, bapak cerita dengan mak orang yang bawak kereta Naza tu kawan bapak dengan wife dia. kesiannya aku dengar rasa sesak dada bila bapak cakap dia dengan wife dia sama-sama masuk ICU and mata dia terkeluar/jatuh atau yang sewaktu dengannya masa kena hentam dengan lori pasir tu.
yang naik kereta Wira tu pulak Nunun cakap kawan mak dia. orang dalam kereta Wira tu katanya meninggal di tempat kejadian. entah lah betul atau tidak, aku pun dengar orang lain yang bercerita.
aku lalu depan tu semalam dengan adik pun aku pandang dengan hati yang takut-takut berani. kecut perut je rasa orang dah lah ramai. janji, lepas ni tak mau bawak laju-laju and nak pakai seatbelt sentiasa.
cross-fingers!
macam mana pun, ajal maut di tangan Tuhan.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Seronok seronok sedih.
back home. despite of I went to Terengganu TWICE this year so konfem-konfemlah sekarang aku still ingat a few street/places there. of course lah aku ingat mana Gong Badak terletak which is using a street near the airport. and sumpah lah aku ingat all those fab food at Kampung Warisan, sebab makan kat satu rumah cantik bawah jambatan Sultan Mahmud.
see? see?
aku boleh kira unofficial Terengganu's resident already.
otw pulang haritu we stopped by kat Kelantan, lagi. singgah makan makanan sedap, beli comforter murah banyak-banyak and satu lagi benda mak dengan bapak tak lupa beli ialah BUDU. tapi kali ni mak tak beli 3 botol macam mak beli last year, dia angkut 1 dozen ambik hang 12 botol!
bapak perli kata balik nanti boleh buat mandi kalau air tak ada. ^^
currently am at home with phones kiri kanan texting here and there sambil baca itu ini. memang santai habis lah tak buat kerja apa pun.
tengah hari tadi pergi teman adik register ambik lesen motor, ya lah dia dah sweet 16. aku dah dengar dia asyik ulang benda yang sama iaitu nak ambik lesen this one whole year tapi disebabkan birthday dia 22/12 so baru hari ni lah dia boleh register.
petang pulak tengok Hello My Lady lagi sampai episod 8. hari ni tak jumpa Nunun, patut rasa macam ada yang tak kena je. tadi macam nak pergi lunch sama tapi ada la pulak beberapa hal yang memerlukan perhatian segera. kesian Nunun, dia dah bebai lapar tak makan lagi. wuwu
lepas tu kat Facebook Zaki post pasal elaun next sem konfem potong sebab ada budak Sultan Mizan cakap kat HEP mereka dah ada lekat pekeliling. ok, itu adalah scary jika melihat kepada perbelanjaan aku these past semesters.
oh no!
dah la, pergi tengok Kamelia Katrina lagi best *nada sarkastik gila*
tipu jeeeee~
haha!
see? see?
aku boleh kira unofficial Terengganu's resident already.
otw pulang haritu we stopped by kat Kelantan, lagi. singgah makan makanan sedap, beli comforter murah banyak-banyak and satu lagi benda mak dengan bapak tak lupa beli ialah BUDU. tapi kali ni mak tak beli 3 botol macam mak beli last year, dia angkut 1 dozen ambik hang 12 botol!
bapak perli kata balik nanti boleh buat mandi kalau air tak ada. ^^
currently am at home with phones kiri kanan texting here and there sambil baca itu ini. memang santai habis lah tak buat kerja apa pun.
tengah hari tadi pergi teman adik register ambik lesen motor, ya lah dia dah sweet 16. aku dah dengar dia asyik ulang benda yang sama iaitu nak ambik lesen this one whole year tapi disebabkan birthday dia 22/12 so baru hari ni lah dia boleh register.
petang pulak tengok Hello My Lady lagi sampai episod 8. hari ni tak jumpa Nunun, patut rasa macam ada yang tak kena je. tadi macam nak pergi lunch sama tapi ada la pulak beberapa hal yang memerlukan perhatian segera. kesian Nunun, dia dah bebai lapar tak makan lagi. wuwu
lepas tu kat Facebook Zaki post pasal elaun next sem konfem potong sebab ada budak Sultan Mizan cakap kat HEP mereka dah ada lekat pekeliling. ok, itu adalah scary jika melihat kepada perbelanjaan aku these past semesters.
oh no!
dah la, pergi tengok Kamelia Katrina lagi best *nada sarkastik gila*
tipu jeeeee~
haha!
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Just gotta let you know.
I learnt that when you give hope to people, you have to be ready of its consequences too. so ; keep your hands off and come clean~
Monday, December 7, 2009
Somebody did something.
ni aku geram sama ini budak kecik yang suka minum Vitagen oren which is my smallest cousin in the family, sebelah bapak. budak kecik Adam ni pandai berkata-kata dan menyanyi lagu Anak Tupai. tak tau la tang mana dia duk p belajar menyanyi lagu accent Kelantan tu sebab kami semua orang Kedah.kalau mak dia cakap 'Adam p masuk bilik ayaq, mandi!'
nanti dia jawab 'alaih' yang bermaksud malaih.
haram dak budak ni?
dia jawab dgn muka cool dan innocent smile.
geramnya aku, dia buat comel tak sampai hati nak marah.
kadang-kadang kalau aku jalan sebelah dia, dia tegur aku.
'Kak Fani mok' konon-konon dia nak acan aku gemuk la.
acan : sakat
haha.
kalau tanya dia 'Nani Adam p mana?'
dia nanti jawab 'Nani p ajid' yaitu masjid.
sebab Nani selalu tipu dia kata Nani nak p masjid walaupun Nani sebenarnya nak p kedai simpang jalan beli ikan. ya lah, kalau bagitau Nani nak p kedai nanti dia guling-guling nak ikut, larat la pulak Nani aku nak usung dia yang dah la buas tak reti duduk diam.
hobi budak kecik ni; main periuk belanga dan tengok kartun Upin Ipin.
Nani aku kata dulu mak dia kempunan nak makan apa-apa kut masa tgh mengandung sebab tu anak dia berkenan sgt nak main periuk belanga Nani aku. Nani siap bagi satu periuk spesial lagi untuk Adam. so kalau Nani aku dgn mak dia tgh masak, dia pun masak jugak dekat-dekat dgn depa. tapi pakai periuk dia sendiri ah. dia nanti kutip bunga dalam pasu bunga Nani aku and daun-daun kering, lepas tu tambah air sikit konon-konon air tu minyak lepas tu dia pun duk goreng sakan lah pakai sudip mak dia.
haha sumpah lawak tengok dia tgh beraksi masa menggoreng.
siap kangkang dgn bersila lagi tunggu bunga dia masak.
Adam-Adam.
recently ni, dia ketuk LCD tv mak dia pakai benda yang kita guna nak menggaru, yang bentuk dia macam garfu tu. haha lawak ah kalau kita tanya dia...
'awat Adam katok tv mak tu sampai retak?'
'Upin tu gaduh dgn abg dia. mana boleh gaduh, Tuhan marah.'
katok : ketuk
ok-ok nak salahkan dia pun tak boleh jugak, memang mak dia ajar tak boleh gaduh dgn adik-beradik each time dia nak start tarik rambut kakak dia kalau dia geram kakak dia tak mau bagi pinjam pensel. pandai doh dia apply pengetahuan positif tersebut melalui pembelajaran bukan lisan yang telah berlaku.
ceee aku pun nak tulis teori pembelajaran behaviourisme kat sini la kan.
hehe.
alamak rindu Adam pulak!
Saturday, December 5, 2009
Hello goodbye.
ramai yang berkenduri-kendara cuti-cuti ni, itu tak dapat disangkal. alhamdulillah ramai yang mendirikan masjid, sebab tu la ramai guru diperlukan sebab ramai orang sedang membina keluarga sekarang ni (haha tak pasal-pasal). satu soalan, bila pulak turn aku? wohooo 7 tahun lagi yeah.
ok tak mau cerita pasal kenduri, nak cerita pasal cinta iaitu suatu perasaan yang sering meresap ke dalam jiwa manusia. perasaan yang membawa suatu rasa gembira, bahagia, suka, dan pelbagai rasa positif lain yang berupaya membuatkan seseorang itu berubah perwatakannya.
blablabla shit this that (describing love, its theory, its significant, its harm)
ok-lah aku tiada mood pulak mau karang panjang-panjang.
nak tulis simple-simple saja.
awak,
kenapa awak tinggal kawan saya after two years you guys had been hooked up?
kenapa awak hilangkan diri awak macam tu saja tanpa khabar berita?
kenapa awak bagi alasan yang pada pandangan saya tak munasabah langsung?
awak kata awak sayang dia.
awak kata dia segalanya.
awak kata awak dan dia : forever.
awak tau tak...
sebab awak, kawan saya nangis tak henti-henti semalam.
saya kawan dia, saya tumpang sedih.
tapi saya tak tau nak react macam mana.
saya cuma mampu ikutkan saja apa dia mau buat pagi ni.
saya cuma mampu pergi makan roti canai dan jalan pusing satu tasik.
saya harap itu dapat tenangkan dia, sedikit sebanyak.
sampai hati awak buat macam ni kan.
saya memang tak kenal awak, saya tak pernah jumpa awak pun.
tapi, sampai hati awak...
as this when you failed her right in front of my own eyes,
I myself can't assure me to believe in any of your kind ever again~
ok tak mau cerita pasal kenduri, nak cerita pasal cinta iaitu suatu perasaan yang sering meresap ke dalam jiwa manusia. perasaan yang membawa suatu rasa gembira, bahagia, suka, dan pelbagai rasa positif lain yang berupaya membuatkan seseorang itu berubah perwatakannya.
blablabla shit this that (describing love, its theory, its significant, its harm)
ok-lah aku tiada mood pulak mau karang panjang-panjang.
nak tulis simple-simple saja.
awak,
kenapa awak tinggal kawan saya after two years you guys had been hooked up?
kenapa awak hilangkan diri awak macam tu saja tanpa khabar berita?
kenapa awak bagi alasan yang pada pandangan saya tak munasabah langsung?
awak kata awak sayang dia.
awak kata dia segalanya.
awak kata awak dan dia : forever.
awak tau tak...
sebab awak, kawan saya nangis tak henti-henti semalam.
saya kawan dia, saya tumpang sedih.
tapi saya tak tau nak react macam mana.
saya cuma mampu ikutkan saja apa dia mau buat pagi ni.
saya cuma mampu pergi makan roti canai dan jalan pusing satu tasik.
saya harap itu dapat tenangkan dia, sedikit sebanyak.
sampai hati awak buat macam ni kan.
saya memang tak kenal awak, saya tak pernah jumpa awak pun.
tapi, sampai hati awak...
as this when you failed her right in front of my own eyes,
I myself can't assure me to believe in any of your kind ever again~
Friday, December 4, 2009
The lazy days, ahh.
sakit aih period pain ni. wuwuwu. tak boleh nak buat apa rasa kejang ja kecuali bersila depan laptop, picit-picit butang handphone, baca Kiss Me Once Kiss Me Twice atau tidur. alasan nak curi tulang tak mau sidai baju, sapu sampah dengan basuh pinggan tuu.
however, however hari ni Jumaat, cuti la kalau siapa-siapa yang pernah tinggal di Kedah. tapi aku malas masak jugak. hari ni ja ok hari lain aku masak walaupun mak yang lagi banyak menyumbang hee. mak pun malas, sebab dia sakit gigi. adik lagi la pun malas, sebab dia sakit kaki. ehh tipu! adik memang tak masak pun kecuali hashbrown dia tu ja lah. maka, aku dgn rajinnya keluar beli nasik.
situasi dalam kereta Iswara Aeroback 1.5 hijau milik mak ketika dalam perjalanan mencari restoran-restoran sedap yang berpotensi menjalankan perniagaan mereka pada waktu tengah hari Jumaat seperti hari ni :
aku bawak dgn kelajuan 80km/j tak ada la laju kan, air-cond yang bertanda medium ditemani suara JJ and Ean (jika tak salah) dan dgn hati yang lapar. tiba-tiba bunyi datang dari arah depan aka enjin kereta, aku agak la enjin sebab tak kan bunyi dari tayar kut kan. bising, macam tali kipas pusing tapi tersangkut. aku cuak. aku gelabah katak. aku sorang-sorang ni. nak telepon bapak, bapak kat KL. Bamir kerja, Ba tak tau, Mat kerja. Nunun macam tau la pulak benda-benda macam ni. mampoih jugak dah, fikir aku dalam hati.
dulu lepas servis aircond memang ada bunyi sikit-sikit. tapi dah lama dah tak bunyi ni dia buat hal bunyi balik pulak dah. aku call mak setelah berhenti di bahu jalan sambil bagi signal, right away.
tau dak apa reaksi beliau dengan adik?
depa gelak, oh no aku rasa tak patut betul aku tgh takut ni!
adik kata dia memang bunyi macam tu, mak dah p tanya dah apek kedai air-cond tempat dia servis dulu dia kata tak membahayakan.
uuu free-free ja kena gelak tadi nasib baik tak call orang lain lagi kalau dak for sure malu ganda-ganda. ok tak pa lepas ni jangan larang aku nak ikut bapak servis kereta. aku pun boleh belajar la, kalau nak. malas ja masalahnya sebab tau bapak ada. jadi, bapak lebih berhak dan layak untuk tau benda-benda macam ni. heheh~
however, however hari ni Jumaat, cuti la kalau siapa-siapa yang pernah tinggal di Kedah. tapi aku malas masak jugak. hari ni ja ok hari lain aku masak walaupun mak yang lagi banyak menyumbang hee. mak pun malas, sebab dia sakit gigi. adik lagi la pun malas, sebab dia sakit kaki. ehh tipu! adik memang tak masak pun kecuali hashbrown dia tu ja lah. maka, aku dgn rajinnya keluar beli nasik.
situasi dalam kereta Iswara Aeroback 1.5 hijau milik mak ketika dalam perjalanan mencari restoran-restoran sedap yang berpotensi menjalankan perniagaan mereka pada waktu tengah hari Jumaat seperti hari ni :
aku bawak dgn kelajuan 80km/j tak ada la laju kan, air-cond yang bertanda medium ditemani suara JJ and Ean (jika tak salah) dan dgn hati yang lapar. tiba-tiba bunyi datang dari arah depan aka enjin kereta, aku agak la enjin sebab tak kan bunyi dari tayar kut kan. bising, macam tali kipas pusing tapi tersangkut. aku cuak. aku gelabah katak. aku sorang-sorang ni. nak telepon bapak, bapak kat KL. Bamir kerja, Ba tak tau, Mat kerja. Nunun macam tau la pulak benda-benda macam ni. mampoih jugak dah, fikir aku dalam hati.
dulu lepas servis aircond memang ada bunyi sikit-sikit. tapi dah lama dah tak bunyi ni dia buat hal bunyi balik pulak dah. aku call mak setelah berhenti di bahu jalan sambil bagi signal, right away.
tau dak apa reaksi beliau dengan adik?
depa gelak, oh no aku rasa tak patut betul aku tgh takut ni!
adik kata dia memang bunyi macam tu, mak dah p tanya dah apek kedai air-cond tempat dia servis dulu dia kata tak membahayakan.
uuu free-free ja kena gelak tadi nasib baik tak call orang lain lagi kalau dak for sure malu ganda-ganda. ok tak pa lepas ni jangan larang aku nak ikut bapak servis kereta. aku pun boleh belajar la, kalau nak. malas ja masalahnya sebab tau bapak ada. jadi, bapak lebih berhak dan layak untuk tau benda-benda macam ni. heheh~
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Unconditionally in love.
not really a big fan of Twilight saga, but I managed to watch New Moon downloaded by Adik. I insisted on him downloading it since dia terbongkang tak boleh pergi mana for the past week.
it was quite nice to be compared with the first one released last year because there were two hot guys in it kut. hahah ambik la nak pilih between tanned muscled werewolf atau white sharp-eyed vampire.
yeap it's a tough one!
at some point I find myself hating Bella since she was being selfish herself. she wanted the wolf to be next to her, to fill her in even when she knew she would choose Edward over Jacob.
however I think Adik did not fully finish downloading it because after the scene when Edward proposing Bella, the story ended. I don't think the ending was just like that and now I'm wondering about what happen in the end.
is it possible it just ends like that?
it was quite nice to be compared with the first one released last year because there were two hot guys in it kut. hahah ambik la nak pilih between tanned muscled werewolf atau white sharp-eyed vampire.
yeap it's a tough one!
at some point I find myself hating Bella since she was being selfish herself. she wanted the wolf to be next to her, to fill her in even when she knew she would choose Edward over Jacob.
however I think Adik did not fully finish downloading it because after the scene when Edward proposing Bella, the story ended. I don't think the ending was just like that and now I'm wondering about what happen in the end.
is it possible it just ends like that?
Sunday, November 29, 2009
A over K.
If I get to choose, I definitely will choose staying at home looking over Adik while helping Nunun's kenduri akikah over waking up early in the morning, get dressed and drive off to Mak Long's.
it's the bonding that I'm tired of.
obviously, I can't choose.
so Taiping here I come.
it's the bonding that I'm tired of.
obviously, I can't choose.
so Taiping here I come.
Saturday, November 28, 2009
There I go again.
saya tak pernah jumpa manusia yang egonya setebal/setinggi/sebanyak awak.
saya tau la awak bagus tapi kan awak kena ingat macam mana sekali pun bagusnya awak, ada lagi orang yang bagus tau tak. macam awak masuk acara lari merentas desa tu lah, tak semestinya setiap kali awak berlari tu awak menang nombor satu. kadang-kadang disebabkan awak tersepak batu lalu jatuh tergolek maka secara automatiknya awak jatuh. orang lain yang lebih laju senang je potong awak kan? awak pun dapat lah nombor dua.
walaupun awak dah jatuh, awak bangun la balik dan teruskan berlari. awak tak payah lah nak malu mengaku yang awak jatuh dengan mengatakan tadi awak berhenti sebab letih atau nak kentut. apa kata awak cakap je kejadian yang sebenar? saya rasa tak ada salahnya untuk mengaku kesalahan sendiri. semua orang pernah buat salah kan? jadi dari kesalahan tu la awak bangun dan teruskan apa yang telah awak mulakan.
gagal sekali tak bermakna awak akan gagal selamanya~
saya tau awak suka menang. awak impikan kesempurnaan. awak pentingkan nama. awak pentingkan kemasyhuran. tapi awak agak-agak la sikit. tak payah la awak pentingkan diri sendiri untuk capai segala kehendak awak tu. tak payah la awak ketepikan perasaan atau pendapat orang lain untuk kejar segala kemahuan awak tu. orang lain pun ada hati dan perasaan, sama macam awak. kalau awak tak suka orang perkotak-katikkan awak, tolak awak sana sini, saya nasihatkan awak baik awak jangan buat macam tu dengan orang. baru lah adil, hidup pun tenteram dan harmoni.
saya tau awak ada menyampah dengan saya, tapi saya terima je lah. saya pun bukannya boleh paksa awak sukakan saya kan.
suka hati awak lah~
saya tau la awak bagus tapi kan awak kena ingat macam mana sekali pun bagusnya awak, ada lagi orang yang bagus tau tak. macam awak masuk acara lari merentas desa tu lah, tak semestinya setiap kali awak berlari tu awak menang nombor satu. kadang-kadang disebabkan awak tersepak batu lalu jatuh tergolek maka secara automatiknya awak jatuh. orang lain yang lebih laju senang je potong awak kan? awak pun dapat lah nombor dua.
walaupun awak dah jatuh, awak bangun la balik dan teruskan berlari. awak tak payah lah nak malu mengaku yang awak jatuh dengan mengatakan tadi awak berhenti sebab letih atau nak kentut. apa kata awak cakap je kejadian yang sebenar? saya rasa tak ada salahnya untuk mengaku kesalahan sendiri. semua orang pernah buat salah kan? jadi dari kesalahan tu la awak bangun dan teruskan apa yang telah awak mulakan.
gagal sekali tak bermakna awak akan gagal selamanya~
saya tau awak suka menang. awak impikan kesempurnaan. awak pentingkan nama. awak pentingkan kemasyhuran. tapi awak agak-agak la sikit. tak payah la awak pentingkan diri sendiri untuk capai segala kehendak awak tu. tak payah la awak ketepikan perasaan atau pendapat orang lain untuk kejar segala kemahuan awak tu. orang lain pun ada hati dan perasaan, sama macam awak. kalau awak tak suka orang perkotak-katikkan awak, tolak awak sana sini, saya nasihatkan awak baik awak jangan buat macam tu dengan orang. baru lah adil, hidup pun tenteram dan harmoni.
saya tau awak ada menyampah dengan saya, tapi saya terima je lah. saya pun bukannya boleh paksa awak sukakan saya kan.
suka hati awak lah~
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Malas nak ranting banyak-banyak.
so far tak ada buat benda berfaedah lagi.
dalam hal ni, aku salahkan kesemua kedai-kedai yang enggan mengambil aku sebagai pekerja sementara bagi berkhidmat untuk mereka!
kan dah tak tau nak buat apa melainkan rutin-rutin biasa menghabiskan masa serta wang ringgit yang perlu diminta dari ibu bapa~
dalam hal ni, aku salahkan kesemua kedai-kedai yang enggan mengambil aku sebagai pekerja sementara bagi berkhidmat untuk mereka!
kan dah tak tau nak buat apa melainkan rutin-rutin biasa menghabiskan masa serta wang ringgit yang perlu diminta dari ibu bapa~
Thursday, November 19, 2009
We sang to the tunes as we wanted to.
classmates dear, happy hols!
take good care of yourselves.
have all the fun in the world.
till we meet again in January.
p/s : by the time aku selak-selak folder pictures cari gambar kelas kita yang semua orang ada baru aku sedar there's no new pictures of us as a class, as one big happy family. take good care of yourselves.
have all the fun in the world.
till we meet again in January.
:))
I told you not leave me alone.
did I tell you I'm done with exam, with second semester? sorry, forgot. so, DONE!
currently I'm counting every single second to hop onto the bus and drag my ass home. there's a few hours left, I'm waiting patiently. yeah I know I'm going home ALONE this time around. 11pm, Puduraya. what do you expect? enough with my phones stolen and my purse was being pick-pocketed now I get quite scared already each time I need to go to somewhere on my own. but, I have to. I mean, I can't count on people each time I need to get to somewhere since they have to entertain their own things too.
BTW he told me that he'll meet me if he could make it to KL tonight on his way to Shah Alam but nevermind, there's plenty of time still.
I packed all my things already and stuffed them into Bilik TV so I got nothing to do other than watch movies, loitering on the internet, sleep, hang around Elley's with Ezadd and that's it. just before me Ezadd and Elley watched Ketika Cinta Bertasbih downloaded by Paan and yep it was quite a good one. tapi ending tak habis la pulak, we had to ask Paan to download the sequel of Ketika Cinta Bertasbih to know how does it end for Furqan, Anna and Azzam.
erm I'm Facebook-ing too while I'm writing this. I saw all those beautiful pictures uploaded by different people and I started to miss my 450D. how's her agaknya? dah 2 minggu berpisah. I love her mucho-mucho eventhough yeah, kit lens dah jam. huhu Nunun jaga elok-elok eh. first thing first sampai Jitra esok nak collect my belongings yang ada dengan Iena and Nunun.
and out of the blue I feel sad for that after holiday, everything will change~
currently I'm counting every single second to hop onto the bus and drag my ass home. there's a few hours left, I'm waiting patiently. yeah I know I'm going home ALONE this time around. 11pm, Puduraya. what do you expect? enough with my phones stolen and my purse was being pick-pocketed now I get quite scared already each time I need to go to somewhere on my own. but, I have to. I mean, I can't count on people each time I need to get to somewhere since they have to entertain their own things too.
BTW he told me that he'll meet me if he could make it to KL tonight on his way to Shah Alam but nevermind, there's plenty of time still.
I packed all my things already and stuffed them into Bilik TV so I got nothing to do other than watch movies, loitering on the internet, sleep, hang around Elley's with Ezadd and that's it. just before me Ezadd and Elley watched Ketika Cinta Bertasbih downloaded by Paan and yep it was quite a good one. tapi ending tak habis la pulak, we had to ask Paan to download the sequel of Ketika Cinta Bertasbih to know how does it end for Furqan, Anna and Azzam.
erm I'm Facebook-ing too while I'm writing this. I saw all those beautiful pictures uploaded by different people and I started to miss my 450D. how's her agaknya? dah 2 minggu berpisah. I love her mucho-mucho eventhough yeah, kit lens dah jam. huhu Nunun jaga elok-elok eh. first thing first sampai Jitra esok nak collect my belongings yang ada dengan Iena and Nunun.
and out of the blue I feel sad for that after holiday, everything will change~
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Sneak peak.
aku bukanlah kaya sangat actually. tapi sumpah ni rasa susah sangat nak membelanjakan sehelai wang kertas bernilai rm50. hish aku beli makanan kat kafe tu kadang-kadang rm3.70 je tapi aku bagi rm50. memangla sebab aku baru withdraw, mana ada duit kecik!
lagi satu, kalau aku tak pecahkan rm50 tu memang sampai bila-bila jugak aku tak ada duit kecik! paham tak? tapi yang menyampahnya nanti apabila cashier-cashier sedunia akan memandang aku dengan satu jenis pandangan yang sukar ditafsirkan lalu berkata...
'takde duit kecik ke kak?'
mangkuk, memang aku tak ada tu pasal la aku bagi rm50 (kata hati aku).
erm look, bukan aku nak tunjuk kaya ok. tapi memang itu je yang aku ada.
tu belum situasi di mana aku bayar menggunakan rm100 sekeping time beli tiket KTM to Padang Jawa yang berharga rm3.80. kakak tu yang muka mula-mula cantik pun terus pandang aku macam nampak bihun sup sedap.
eee kepoh betul, bukannya duit dia pun. bagi je la exchange aku cepat-cepat tak payah pandang aku lama-lama sebab aku tau aku memang lawa.
ok-lah Glee memanggil, bye!
lagi satu, kalau aku tak pecahkan rm50 tu memang sampai bila-bila jugak aku tak ada duit kecik! paham tak? tapi yang menyampahnya nanti apabila cashier-cashier sedunia akan memandang aku dengan satu jenis pandangan yang sukar ditafsirkan lalu berkata...
'takde duit kecik ke kak?'
mangkuk, memang aku tak ada tu pasal la aku bagi rm50 (kata hati aku).
erm look, bukan aku nak tunjuk kaya ok. tapi memang itu je yang aku ada.
tu belum situasi di mana aku bayar menggunakan rm100 sekeping time beli tiket KTM to Padang Jawa yang berharga rm3.80. kakak tu yang muka mula-mula cantik pun terus pandang aku macam nampak bihun sup sedap.
eee kepoh betul, bukannya duit dia pun. bagi je la exchange aku cepat-cepat tak payah pandang aku lama-lama sebab aku tau aku memang lawa.
ok-lah Glee memanggil, bye!
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
3 in a row.
heya.
MAB dah selamat selesai diiringi batuk dan selsema aku yang masih tak berkurang but I just can't resist kantin punya Milo ais after exam tadi. urgh damn sedap ah so I drank eventhough I should not be drinking those icey drinks in the first place.
naa nvm, tau lah aku jaga diri.
so people lets prepare for Geometry Lee Lay Hwa pulak. I surely do not want this paper to be fucked up. I need to study, I need to be okay, I need to score! err, lulus tu lagi penting. hehe.
esh rasa seronok pulak those yang dah habis final. I got 3 more papers to go. PJ yang last, entah apa nak merepek nanti pun tak tau. haha, Michael memang dah ada bagi notes tapi macam sikit je, diibaratkan sekelumit kasih sayang bagi orang-orang yang rasa tak disayangi.
minggu-minggu exam ni memang menstresskan orang agaknya kan? entah rasa macam ada je benda yang tak kena. dengan cuaknya, dengan serabutnya, dengan sakitnya, dengan mengantuknya, dengan boringnya, macam-macam lah.
erm Mak Bapak tolong bertahan yeah?
MAB dah selamat selesai diiringi batuk dan selsema aku yang masih tak berkurang but I just can't resist kantin punya Milo ais after exam tadi. urgh damn sedap ah so I drank eventhough I should not be drinking those icey drinks in the first place.
naa nvm, tau lah aku jaga diri.
so people lets prepare for Geometry Lee Lay Hwa pulak. I surely do not want this paper to be fucked up. I need to study, I need to be okay, I need to score! err, lulus tu lagi penting. hehe.
esh rasa seronok pulak those yang dah habis final. I got 3 more papers to go. PJ yang last, entah apa nak merepek nanti pun tak tau. haha, Michael memang dah ada bagi notes tapi macam sikit je, diibaratkan sekelumit kasih sayang bagi orang-orang yang rasa tak disayangi.
minggu-minggu exam ni memang menstresskan orang agaknya kan? entah rasa macam ada je benda yang tak kena. dengan cuaknya, dengan serabutnya, dengan sakitnya, dengan mengantuknya, dengan boringnya, macam-macam lah.
erm Mak Bapak tolong bertahan yeah?
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Dear you.
ni lagi sorang nak tua jugak.
happy 20th Fren!
BFF weyyy~
:)
kau mesti nak belanja aku kan?
terbaik ah kau.
thanksss!!!
BFF weyyy~
:)
kau mesti nak belanja aku kan?
terbaik ah kau.
thanksss!!!
Georgie is falling down so did you.
nak tulis.
cerita pasal selesema demam batuk, nak meraih simpati.
cerita pasal hari-hari yang berlalu tanpa pengisian.
cerita pasal exam yang akan menjenguk tak lama lagi.
but, not now definitely.
too sick to whine this and that here.
:'(
cerita pasal selesema demam batuk, nak meraih simpati.
cerita pasal hari-hari yang berlalu tanpa pengisian.
cerita pasal exam yang akan menjenguk tak lama lagi.
but, not now definitely.
too sick to whine this and that here.
:'(
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
One and only.
lokasi : Guardian Aneka. :)tu budak baju biru tu dah tua.
happy 20th gemuk! I sayang you sampai tua oh yeah.
erm aku tau hg tgh serabut segala sekarang, mungkin ada explanation sebab apa dia buat macam tu, Nunun kena sabaq la. nanti mesti tau jugak kan?
paper esok tu make sure score dulu.
Jumaat jumpa ok? donut pun donut la, my treat.
lepas tu tolong bawak balik camera dgn barang-barang aku sekali. letak ja lah kat rumah hg, nanti aku balik aku kutip. kalau rajin p la tekan loceng rumah aku nanti aku pesan kat budak gemuk tu suruh bukak pintu and ambik. haaha~
jaga diri dan jaga pandangan hg tu jugak!
Monday, November 2, 2009
Desicion making.
things are about to change and to be frank, I don't think I have the courage to face all these sudden important changes.
benci ah asyik post depressing things macam ni.
benci ah asyik post depressing things macam ni.
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Even if the sky is falling down.
Jah bersama beg MNG baru nya.
hari ni hari tua Jah, 20 tahun.
selamat hari jadi DOH!
Jah seronok dapat hadiah tabung merah yang berisi duit 50 sen~
hari ni hari tua Jah, 20 tahun.
selamat hari jadi DOH!
Jah seronok dapat hadiah tabung merah yang berisi duit 50 sen~
Sunday, October 25, 2009
We feel loved yesterday.
dah lega maki orang come I wanted to share my Saturday story with you.
nothing much, I spent the day with Haz and Jah. yeay for Jah she got her Sony E back. thanks pak cik for returning my friend's cell, Jah must be really lega tapi ye lah dia sedih sikit because according to her she can't buy one new Sony E yang macam Aney punya tu since she got back her Walkman. haaha apa la Jah ni, buat touching pulak.
Haz insisted on visiting Bird Park so there we off to the park, snapping here and there and it was raining cats and dogs. but nvm as long we still didn't get wet, we want to smile at each clicking of the camera as much as possible.
we were there till like 2 pm and then headed straight to have lunch at Curve. yummy lunches we had I must say, but please trust me when I said I can't finish up my meal. gila apa besar kut ikan tu. memang tak mampu lah seriously, esp when I had two glasses of Peach Tea. hehee.
Haz planned on catching up a movie with me and Jah but unfortunately I had to leave after that. ye lah dia ni dah asyik text tanya where am I and if I'm gonna be late and stuff like that. hah tudia last-last I'm totally late like ninety minutes and turun je LRT I saw his face yang macam nak cari gaduh sebab lambat sembilan puluh minit. so-sorrryyy~
oh I'm promoting 500 DAYS OF SUMMER here. everyone, please go to your nearest cinema and watch this one. OMFG it was so cool and quite funny. yeap it might be a little bit boring at first few scenes cause you know it's not anything related to the types such as action or hilarious but still I gave it 10/10. haa I don't easily rate movies with this score but for this one, I did. go and watch!
there's some beautiful (perasan) pictures too;
nothing much, I spent the day with Haz and Jah. yeay for Jah she got her Sony E back. thanks pak cik for returning my friend's cell, Jah must be really lega tapi ye lah dia sedih sikit because according to her she can't buy one new Sony E yang macam Aney punya tu since she got back her Walkman. haaha apa la Jah ni, buat touching pulak.
Haz insisted on visiting Bird Park so there we off to the park, snapping here and there and it was raining cats and dogs. but nvm as long we still didn't get wet, we want to smile at each clicking of the camera as much as possible.
we were there till like 2 pm and then headed straight to have lunch at Curve. yummy lunches we had I must say, but please trust me when I said I can't finish up my meal. gila apa besar kut ikan tu. memang tak mampu lah seriously, esp when I had two glasses of Peach Tea. hehee.
Haz planned on catching up a movie with me and Jah but unfortunately I had to leave after that. ye lah dia ni dah asyik text tanya where am I and if I'm gonna be late and stuff like that. hah tudia last-last I'm totally late like ninety minutes and turun je LRT I saw his face yang macam nak cari gaduh sebab lambat sembilan puluh minit. so-sorrryyy~
oh I'm promoting 500 DAYS OF SUMMER here. everyone, please go to your nearest cinema and watch this one. OMFG it was so cool and quite funny. yeap it might be a little bit boring at first few scenes cause you know it's not anything related to the types such as action or hilarious but still I gave it 10/10. haa I don't easily rate movies with this score but for this one, I did. go and watch!
there's some beautiful (perasan) pictures too;
Saturday, October 24, 2009
TAK PERLUKAN TAJUK.
so let's just terima segala perangai haram kau tu and get on with life. ok?
sebabnya aku dah tak larat nak layan, tak larat nak mengata, tak larat nak menyampah dan tak larat semuanya. fed-up lah senang cerita.
ok-ok aku tau mengata di belakang tak baik tapi mampus aku ah macam lah kau dan kau mulia sangat tak mengata orang kat belakang kan? ala tak payah nak menipu, mengaku je. bukannya aku marah.
biasa la tu mengata belakang, best macam sepak orang kat perut.
sebabnya aku dah tak larat nak layan, tak larat nak mengata, tak larat nak menyampah dan tak larat semuanya. fed-up lah senang cerita.
ok-ok aku tau mengata di belakang tak baik tapi mampus aku ah macam lah kau dan kau mulia sangat tak mengata orang kat belakang kan? ala tak payah nak menipu, mengaku je. bukannya aku marah.
biasa la tu mengata belakang, best macam sepak orang kat perut.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
None of us forget about who we are.
Madame DeLuca : And which emotion have you picked through?
Effy Stonem : Anger, Jealousy, Bitterness, Tiredness, Hope, Love, Lost.
you forget of how spectacular it could be don't you?
you wondered what happen if nobody left?
if they'd all stick around?
yes Effy, go fight and win this time.
Effy Stonem : Anger, Jealousy, Bitterness, Tiredness, Hope, Love, Lost.
you forget of how spectacular it could be don't you?
you wondered what happen if nobody left?
if they'd all stick around?
yes Effy, go fight and win this time.
Monday, October 19, 2009
Now it's your turn.
I know it's 19th not 17th.
happy belated of 20 years Aela!
it was good to see you around much these days.
those moments, definitely will be missed.
:)
happy belated of 20 years Aela!
it was good to see you around much these days.
those moments, definitely will be missed.
:)
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Step 4 : Looking back.
ada this one friend of mine cakap ;
Allah tak pernah hampakan kita, kita yang jarang bermohon kepada-NYA.
hmm.
pernah rasa macam dah terbabas jauh sangat? pernah rasa tak sebenarnya kita tengah menuju jalan yang salah, dengan orang yang salah dan pada masa yang salah? pernah rasa tak sepatutnya benda yang dirasakan salah tu perlu diperbetulkan, tetapi dengan ego yang kita ada kita enggan betulkan? pernah tak? pernah?
Lelaki dan Perempuan, banyak masa lagi.
mari balik ke depan, kita ikut jalan yang betul.
Allah tak pernah hampakan kita, kita yang jarang bermohon kepada-NYA.
hmm.
pernah rasa macam dah terbabas jauh sangat? pernah rasa tak sebenarnya kita tengah menuju jalan yang salah, dengan orang yang salah dan pada masa yang salah? pernah rasa tak sepatutnya benda yang dirasakan salah tu perlu diperbetulkan, tetapi dengan ego yang kita ada kita enggan betulkan? pernah tak? pernah?
Lelaki dan Perempuan, banyak masa lagi.
mari balik ke depan, kita ikut jalan yang betul.
Friday, October 16, 2009
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Sayang you very much. Be nice to me, will you?
ni apa masalah entah Mozilla Firefox ni aku tak boleh nak log masuk account Facebook. hish banyak la pulak nak menyusahkan aku. yang dah ada ni pun dah cukup semak samun, lagi mau tambah la kan.
bukak guna Internet Explorer pun tak boleh jugak. entah la, beruk-band Maxis ni semakin hari semakin lembab walaupun monthly bayar mahal siap dengan service charge yang sekali lagi mahal tapi servis yang diberikan tidak secekap atau sepantas wang yang dibayar kepada Maxis setiap bulan.
hampeh, bayar lambat sikit pun nak terminate line orang. duit nak cepat je, nak on time. lambat tiga empat hari pun tak boleh. tapi internet macam siput sedut. mungkin laptop aku yang tak betul kut. ish tak reti aih.
nak mencarut sekali, HARAM J.
bukak guna Internet Explorer pun tak boleh jugak. entah la, beruk-band Maxis ni semakin hari semakin lembab walaupun monthly bayar mahal siap dengan service charge yang sekali lagi mahal tapi servis yang diberikan tidak secekap atau sepantas wang yang dibayar kepada Maxis setiap bulan.
hampeh, bayar lambat sikit pun nak terminate line orang. duit nak cepat je, nak on time. lambat tiga empat hari pun tak boleh. tapi internet macam siput sedut. mungkin laptop aku yang tak betul kut. ish tak reti aih.
nak mencarut sekali, HARAM J.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Have you ever heard, I'm the crazy bitch around here. So back off you stinky little rats.
KAU JANGAN CAKAP KAWAN.
SIAL BENCI AKU DENGAR.
SIAL BENCI AKU DENGAR.
All you wanted.
I wanted to be like you
I wanted everything
so I tried to be like you
and I got swept away
I didn't know that it was so cold
and you needed someone
to show you the way
so I took your hand and we figured out
that when the time comes
I'd take you away
if you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
so lonely inside
so busy out there
and all you wanted
was somebody who cares
I'm sinking slowly
so hurry hold me
your hand is all I have to keep me hanging on
please can you tell me
so I can finally see
where you go when you're gone
if you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
so lonely inside
so busy out there
and all you wanted
was somebody who cares
all you wanted was somebody who cares
if you need me you know I'll be there
I wanted everything
so I tried to be like you
and I got swept away
I didn't know that it was so cold
and you needed someone
to show you the way
so I took your hand and we figured out
that when the time comes
I'd take you away
if you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
so lonely inside
so busy out there
and all you wanted
was somebody who cares
I'm sinking slowly
so hurry hold me
your hand is all I have to keep me hanging on
please can you tell me
so I can finally see
where you go when you're gone
if you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
so lonely inside
so busy out there
and all you wanted
was somebody who cares
all you wanted was somebody who cares
if you need me you know I'll be there
Monday, October 12, 2009
Pleasure keeps knocking and so I let it in.
it's been days since my last post. things were like all over the place and in pieces that I need extra time to pick all those up and put them together in a circle. that makes me busy.
I don't have anything funny, important or interesting to write about pun, but still I would want to write because I have the time now. selalu macam tu, when I have things to share with people, mesti ada halangan such internet connection tak ada atau lembab, piles of works that need to be done and so on. then I'll postpone and postpone again till I forgot what do I want to write about.
haha!
btw we have a blast weekend. don't we, girls?
:)
I have a list of things need to be done. starting from this afternoon which is attending volleyball's match between seniors and juniors. we Maths girls did make it to the final. yeay hebat kan? ok I know I'm not playing pun, but I'm one of the loyal supporters of Maths group. our Maths boys did not make it though because of the Science guys pun tak kurang hebatnya. alah nobody minds, it's for fun. no hard feelings ok.
this Wednesday there'll be exhibition on our Maths project regarding the topic Solids we'd learnt, Paper Engineering (pop-up) techniques, Tessellation and so on. this is the subject which Madam Lee aka Lump Sum taught us. she's very kalut, you should know that. kesian kadang-kadang tengok Muzapa kena kejar dengan dia regarding paper work yang kena bawak jumpa pengarah la, pasal location of the exhibition la, pasal barang-barang yang nak guna la. chilex eh Muzapa.
then on Thursday, raya! yeay that's the best part above all because I get to eat all those food provided by the institute, then I get to see all those girls and boys in their glamorous + fab baju raya. esp the girls. girls and fashion, macam laut dan pantai la jugak. haha. tapi, kesian sekali lagi Adik Tgh saya, cause she needs to rush for her pidato session after the jamuan, meaning she won't be with us for too long. Wan Father pun, they'll be going together. yeah I know that it will be held at hall je, tapi still they have to leave. naa, it's ok daripada last year kau kat Pahang kan Zadd? huhu nak video call pun tak boleh.
then Thursday afternoon tu I'm going back to Jitra!
OMG Nasmer please tunggu saya,
sekali dengan Gani caketiau,
sekali dengan Roti Canai Ali,
sekali dengan Nasi Goreng Belacan Mahani Johari,
sekali dengan Nasi Ayam Periuk Besar,
sekali dengan Sate Wawasan depan TNB,
sekali dengan Nasi Lemak Panas Taman Pasu,
sekali dengan Laicikang Jalanan Abg Jat,
sekali dengan Burger sedap Lebai.
and oh not to forget Bihun Sup depan Pizza Hut!
yaicks I hate that I 'consume' a lot for the past weeks after Ramadhan. hah dah la Mat celen me of reducing some weights and I yakin-ly told him that I can do it.
nah ambik sekarang siapa malu?
ergh tak apa, manusia kan perlu makan untuk hidup.
I don't have anything funny, important or interesting to write about pun, but still I would want to write because I have the time now. selalu macam tu, when I have things to share with people, mesti ada halangan such internet connection tak ada atau lembab, piles of works that need to be done and so on. then I'll postpone and postpone again till I forgot what do I want to write about.
haha!
btw we have a blast weekend. don't we, girls?
:)
I have a list of things need to be done. starting from this afternoon which is attending volleyball's match between seniors and juniors. we Maths girls did make it to the final. yeay hebat kan? ok I know I'm not playing pun, but I'm one of the loyal supporters of Maths group. our Maths boys did not make it though because of the Science guys pun tak kurang hebatnya. alah nobody minds, it's for fun. no hard feelings ok.
this Wednesday there'll be exhibition on our Maths project regarding the topic Solids we'd learnt, Paper Engineering (pop-up) techniques, Tessellation and so on. this is the subject which Madam Lee aka Lump Sum taught us. she's very kalut, you should know that. kesian kadang-kadang tengok Muzapa kena kejar dengan dia regarding paper work yang kena bawak jumpa pengarah la, pasal location of the exhibition la, pasal barang-barang yang nak guna la. chilex eh Muzapa.
then on Thursday, raya! yeay that's the best part above all because I get to eat all those food provided by the institute, then I get to see all those girls and boys in their glamorous + fab baju raya. esp the girls. girls and fashion, macam laut dan pantai la jugak. haha. tapi, kesian sekali lagi Adik Tgh saya, cause she needs to rush for her pidato session after the jamuan, meaning she won't be with us for too long. Wan Father pun, they'll be going together. yeah I know that it will be held at hall je, tapi still they have to leave. naa, it's ok daripada last year kau kat Pahang kan Zadd? huhu nak video call pun tak boleh.
then Thursday afternoon tu I'm going back to Jitra!
OMG Nasmer please tunggu saya,
sekali dengan Gani caketiau,
sekali dengan Roti Canai Ali,
sekali dengan Nasi Goreng Belacan Mahani Johari,
sekali dengan Nasi Ayam Periuk Besar,
sekali dengan Sate Wawasan depan TNB,
sekali dengan Nasi Lemak Panas Taman Pasu,
sekali dengan Laicikang Jalanan Abg Jat,
sekali dengan Burger sedap Lebai.
and oh not to forget Bihun Sup depan Pizza Hut!
yaicks I hate that I 'consume' a lot for the past weeks after Ramadhan. hah dah la Mat celen me of reducing some weights and I yakin-ly told him that I can do it.
nah ambik sekarang siapa malu?
ergh tak apa, manusia kan perlu makan untuk hidup.
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Up high till I reach the sparkling stars.
I need my drugs ;
the cure to my addiction.
and that will be THEM.
the cure to my addiction.
and that will be THEM.
Thursday, October 1, 2009
My red jibbitz butterfly + her white jibbitz ball.
kasut Crocs kami.
the right one will be Ezadd's and the left one will be mine. tapi, nampak tak? mine was the tipu one! hahaha I bought that one for rm10 from the Downtown specially untuk pergi camping kat Pangkor last two months.
ala tak kisah lah, yang penting is when I got up late in the morning, the tipu Crocs tu la my great lifesaver because you know, nak jalan cepat-cepat nak pergi kelas ni tak kan lah nak tie up wedges Voir yang tinggi melangit tu kut. lagi lambat la nanti. and anyway this tipu Crocs memang dah tersadai depan pintu bilik which make it MORE easier for me to slip my feet into and drag my ass to class.
so this is us tadi tengah hari in Murid & Alam Belajar's class sitting next to each other, gossiping, sharing some thoughts on several issues and berangan sekejap pasal the time of praktikum nanti. nak tau tak apa? heehe we planned if we did not get to go to the same school, then petang after 'kerja' we'll get together sekejap hanging out kat Coffee Bean ke, Q Bistro favourite si Ezadd ni ke atau Sup Meletop Bandar Sri Permaisuri.
yes we're dreamers.
so that makes today's Murid & Alam Belajar less BOSAN.
:)
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Above all, I do want fame.
I never knew if I made the right decision.
I never knew if I fall for the right guy.
I never knew if he will ever likes me in return.
I never knew if it was worth to be feeling this.
I never knew if it was even for real.
I never knew if I keep holding myself back.
I never knew if I didn't seek for the truth.
I never knew as I'm afraid the truth'll cracked my jaws.
I never knew any of these.
I definitely never knew.
entah apa-apa, The Fray pun cakap Never Say Never kan?
don't let yourself sinking too deep.
do stand up and fight against the odds!
teheehee~
I never knew if I fall for the right guy.
I never knew if he will ever likes me in return.
I never knew if it was worth to be feeling this.
I never knew if it was even for real.
I never knew if I keep holding myself back.
I never knew if I didn't seek for the truth.
I never knew as I'm afraid the truth'll cracked my jaws.
I never knew any of these.
I definitely never knew.
entah apa-apa, The Fray pun cakap Never Say Never kan?
don't let yourself sinking too deep.
do stand up and fight against the odds!
teheehee~
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
The tell tale heart.
I've viewed several blogs and most of em cerita pasal experiences sambut raya, makan sedap-sedap tak ingat dunia, duit raya lah and so on. hehe seronok, esp the part of konvoi raya dengan kawan-kawan and then at the end of the post mesti cakap rindu zaman sekolah.
you see, raya is the only time semua orang balik and ada kat rumah masing-masing. at least lah kan, sampai raya 3. so that was when you called everyone up, meeting friends, talk, share what's new with you and your life and be happy.
terbukti raya mengeratkan silaturahim.
ok, bukan lah aku tak cherish raya with family members, aunties, uncles, cousins semua tu. I did but they made me suffocated in their own place. suffocating as the way I think it is. so I chose to stay quite afar from being hurt...
since I have nothing to be offered.
you see, raya is the only time semua orang balik and ada kat rumah masing-masing. at least lah kan, sampai raya 3. so that was when you called everyone up, meeting friends, talk, share what's new with you and your life and be happy.
terbukti raya mengeratkan silaturahim.
ok, bukan lah aku tak cherish raya with family members, aunties, uncles, cousins semua tu. I did but they made me suffocated in their own place. suffocating as the way I think it is. so I chose to stay quite afar from being hurt...
since I have nothing to be offered.
Monday, September 28, 2009
Older now than we were before.
biar lah hari ni raya ke-9 pun, tapi raya jugak kan.
jadi SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI.
seronok kan raya?
bagitau aku sikit ada siapa tak seronok raya?
hahah mana ada~
live well people.
you've got the chance once and one only.
spend it according to you.
:)
jadi SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI.
seronok kan raya?
bagitau aku sikit ada siapa tak seronok raya?
hahah mana ada~
live well people.
you've got the chance once and one only.
spend it according to you.
:)
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
I'm yearning for a hate game, let's play.
I watched lot of shows and listened to a lot of songs involving English people these days. the shows where they talked using their unique accent tu. ala tak la banyak sangat. setakat Lily Allen sikit-sikit dengan Skins and some other movies je. entah it felt right listening to them talking. they talked better you know, ya right mate?
*jelir lidah*
ok-ok I admit they talked dirty. but so what? everyone does. it's just sama ada kau nak cakap depan orang atau tak je, depan orang kan kau nak tunjuk mulia tak curse orang cakap fuck, babi, bastard ke apa. tapi belakang orang kau sama je. konon nak jaga saham ah. haha go die in hell ass-hole.
ye lah, kalau jahat tu semua aku dengan kawan-kawan aku je kan? sebabnya kau tunjuk muka baik, cakap lemah lembut meraih simpati orang sana sini. tapi come on lah kau patut sedar. kau banyak sangat la pulak bagi sumbangan kan?
oh lupa, memang semua benda kau involve. memang semua benda kau take part. memang semua benda kau in-charge. mana ada aku buat apa-apa kan? mana ada kawan-kawan aku bersusah payah fikir itu ini untuk tolong kau, kan?
back off LOSER.
tak suka la, bulan puasa tahun ni asyik tambah dosa je.
*jelir lidah*
ok-ok I admit they talked dirty. but so what? everyone does. it's just sama ada kau nak cakap depan orang atau tak je, depan orang kan kau nak tunjuk mulia tak curse orang cakap fuck, babi, bastard ke apa. tapi belakang orang kau sama je. konon nak jaga saham ah. haha go die in hell ass-hole.
ye lah, kalau jahat tu semua aku dengan kawan-kawan aku je kan? sebabnya kau tunjuk muka baik, cakap lemah lembut meraih simpati orang sana sini. tapi come on lah kau patut sedar. kau banyak sangat la pulak bagi sumbangan kan?
oh lupa, memang semua benda kau involve. memang semua benda kau take part. memang semua benda kau in-charge. mana ada aku buat apa-apa kan? mana ada kawan-kawan aku bersusah payah fikir itu ini untuk tolong kau, kan?
back off LOSER.
tak suka la, bulan puasa tahun ni asyik tambah dosa je.
p/s: eh jangan terasa pulak, ni monolog dalaman aku. hehe tiba-tiba tertulis.
Lending you some strength of mine.
Nazat darling, happy 20th!
yes the light never shines on us, but we'll make through though.
have faith.
:)
yes the light never shines on us, but we'll make through though.
have faith.
:)
Tried to find my way back home.
in class. En Radzi's lecture. alah lecture la sangat. dia masuk tengok-tengok keadaan sekeliling je, tanya dah buat ABM untuk minggu ni atau belum. semua pakat-pakat jawab tak buat lagi. dia diam, cakap 'Ok, hari Khamis baru present' haha senang kan? resepi kejayaan - buat bodoh, buat tak tau, buat muka mulia.
OMFG kerja aku bertambun timbun tak cukup kaki tangan kepala semua nak fikir bila nak buat and compile and hantar. hah ambik panjang lebar ayat aku. tapi mesti la sebelum balik kena settle semua benda kan. haih.
cepat la Khamis datang, nak raya!!!
OMFG kerja aku bertambun timbun tak cukup kaki tangan kepala semua nak fikir bila nak buat and compile and hantar. hah ambik panjang lebar ayat aku. tapi mesti la sebelum balik kena settle semua benda kan. haih.
cepat la Khamis datang, nak raya!!!
Monday, September 14, 2009
You do think of happiness don't you?
it was sooo me because yesterday I spent quite a lot buying things. I got myself two new baju kurung + one baju kebaya. all three cost RM100. that's a total cheap in case you don't know how to calculate cause if you gonna buy the cloth itself dah berapa dah, then added with the upah jahit lagi. tapi at first I didn't plan to buy any baju raya pun. Nunun ah keep persuading me to buy one. nah ambik hang last-last aku beli tiga. haha!
I bought new shawls too! hehe Nunun did buy one and Jah did buy one jugak. I bought two! see, selalu nak lebih dari orang. it's just I can't stand looking at those colourful and soft materials of the shawls. it's quite a bargain because if you buy one it's RM10. if you buy two it's RM18. so I bought two. haha ikut hati mau saja aku beli lima-enam keping. eee those colours! totally awesome.
bought a few other needs for myself, Ariani's for my auntie and we went to watch The Orphan. hishhh cerita psycho cause it was about murderer of a lady who acted to be an orphan since she's having this one kind of disorder that make her stays young. be it her face or her physical. so she pretended to be a polite girl, hiding in an orphan house and often waited for any family to adopt her. then she'll seduced the father of the family and if she didn't get what she wanted she killed all of them. she'll make everything looked like an accident. I thought 'pandai doh perempuan ni nak plan everything all by herself'
act what she was looking for was just a man's love. faham tak dia kerdil, muka budak-budak, bentuk badan tak menarik? so who would you think would like @ love her? nanti orang cakap pedophile pulak. logik kan? kan? kan? so there was no one's fault I guess.
moral of the story : be thankful with the look that you have.
life should be simple you know if you don't questioned that much.
I bought new shawls too! hehe Nunun did buy one and Jah did buy one jugak. I bought two! see, selalu nak lebih dari orang. it's just I can't stand looking at those colourful and soft materials of the shawls. it's quite a bargain because if you buy one it's RM10. if you buy two it's RM18. so I bought two. haha ikut hati mau saja aku beli lima-enam keping. eee those colours! totally awesome.
bought a few other needs for myself, Ariani's for my auntie and we went to watch The Orphan. hishhh cerita psycho cause it was about murderer of a lady who acted to be an orphan since she's having this one kind of disorder that make her stays young. be it her face or her physical. so she pretended to be a polite girl, hiding in an orphan house and often waited for any family to adopt her. then she'll seduced the father of the family and if she didn't get what she wanted she killed all of them. she'll make everything looked like an accident. I thought 'pandai doh perempuan ni nak plan everything all by herself'
act what she was looking for was just a man's love. faham tak dia kerdil, muka budak-budak, bentuk badan tak menarik? so who would you think would like @ love her? nanti orang cakap pedophile pulak. logik kan? kan? kan? so there was no one's fault I guess.
moral of the story : be thankful with the look that you have.
life should be simple you know if you don't questioned that much.
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Fling it all away.
I browsed through my playlist, again. this was like my 2nd or 3rd time browsing it. I find it sometimes hurt and confusing to realize the types of songs that I'm currently into.
you know all those heartbreak, cursing, loser nya type? duh I felt like swearing again and again. so I guess it is the perfect time to start looking back and re-check everything. I mean, I would not want to fuck this and that most of the time don't I?
but still Oh Chentaku - Fallback is the best for now.
you know all those heartbreak, cursing, loser nya type? duh I felt like swearing again and again. so I guess it is the perfect time to start looking back and re-check everything. I mean, I would not want to fuck this and that most of the time don't I?
but still Oh Chentaku - Fallback is the best for now.
Monday, September 7, 2009
Contented is not in the list.
I think that time's moving on so slow but still I feel like works haven't been done that much yet. there was a lot happening around lately. one to mention is, this same particular him.
should I say thanks for the lilies?
thank you then.
let me spell the word EXHAUSTED. in case you forget how to spell it (ceh, pandang rendah tu) no-no. saja je la. there's too much to catch up. I've done my ELP short story, Sorting pun almost done. tapi faham tak Literasi Bahasa masih banyak together with popup Lee Lay Hwa tu.
adoi.
and as everyone knows, it's puasa.
penat berganda.
walau bagaimanapun, I just woke up 10 minutes ago.
memang nampak ah tak berusaha sangat pun.
tapi asyik whining how letih I am all the time.
God help us all.
should I say thanks for the lilies?
thank you then.
let me spell the word EXHAUSTED. in case you forget how to spell it (ceh, pandang rendah tu) no-no. saja je la. there's too much to catch up. I've done my ELP short story, Sorting pun almost done. tapi faham tak Literasi Bahasa masih banyak together with popup Lee Lay Hwa tu.
adoi.
and as everyone knows, it's puasa.
penat berganda.
walau bagaimanapun, I just woke up 10 minutes ago.
memang nampak ah tak berusaha sangat pun.
tapi asyik whining how letih I am all the time.
God help us all.
Friday, September 4, 2009
Sexy off-shoulder.
found this at The Sartorialist.
grrr look at the red bag on her, awesome .
would love to own one!!!
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Bitter heart.
trust me 20 is just a figure.
but still would like to thanks a lot of him and her for the things you did.
remember how I said I'm so cannot wait to be 20?
well, not keyed up to that anymore.
knowing that God still let me live, Alhamdulillah.
maybe a year wiser of Nur Farhani?
we'll see.
wanted to get rid of you.
someone please tell me a way.
CAUSE I REST MY CASE,
YOU'VE BEEN TOO LONG THERE IN BITTER HEART OF MINE.
but still would like to thanks a lot of him and her for the things you did.
remember how I said I'm so cannot wait to be 20?
well, not keyed up to that anymore.
knowing that God still let me live, Alhamdulillah.
maybe a year wiser of Nur Farhani?
we'll see.
wanted to get rid of you.
someone please tell me a way.
CAUSE I REST MY CASE,
YOU'VE BEEN TOO LONG THERE IN BITTER HEART OF MINE.
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Funny is hot too.
accidentally I watched She Spies on Hallmark yesterday evening. there's a few shes in it on their daily basis schedule and they've been defining what they find HOT in a man during their girly conversation. haha since I heard the word HOT tu I'd quickly glued my eyes tightly on the tv.
and there's these lines that I chuckled at.
she 1 : clever is hot.
she 2 : tough is hot.
she 3 : brunette is hot.
she 4 : but I do think, HAIRY is hot.
OMFG kau biar betul, BERBULU? wayyy to go girls~
:)
and there's these lines that I chuckled at.
she 1 : clever is hot.
she 2 : tough is hot.
she 3 : brunette is hot.
she 4 : but I do think, HAIRY is hot.
OMFG kau biar betul, BERBULU? wayyy to go girls~
:)
Sunday, August 16, 2009
KEMAS KINI.
petang-petang macam ni I tak boleh berfikir la. I lost tak tau nak buat apa. sekarang ni I pergi sekolah pagi-pagi pukul 7.30 sampai 1.45 tau tak. adoi kenapa la sekolah tu nak lama sangat? I pergi hari 1st lagi GB dia pesan suruh pakai name-tag. I gelabah doh sebab I lupa bawak balik name-tag I.
hihihi~
lantak ah I buat tak tau je, kalau agak-agak jalan nak terserempak dengan GB terus I pusing lalu jalan lain. I segan la. nanti rosak la nama I di mata dia. dah la dia kenal Raped. lagi la I segan.
hari ni hari 2nd. tadi Raihan ajak masuk kelas nak tengok P&P cikgu-cikgu kat sana, I pun setuju je nak teman Raihan since kelas dia kena buat refleksi 3000 patah perkataan untuk Murid & Alam Belajar. kelas Puan Nor Hayati. nasib baik masa Puan Nor Hayati ajar kelas I dulu dia tak banyak cikadak sangat suruh buat itu ini walaupun kadang-kadang terasa macam PKK tu dah jadi subjek major ganti Maths Edu.
:)
so I pun pilih-pilih kelas and decide nak masuk satu kelas budak darjah 1. 1 apa entah, I tak ingat. I dengan Raihan dengan yakin masuk la kelas tu dari belakang.
Raihan : err cikgu, saya dengan sorang kawan nak masuk tengok P&P cikgu boleh?
sebab ada kena buat assignment...
Cikgu : eh sorry tak boleh, hari ni saya nak buat ulang kaji je. lain kali eh.
pergh I yang dengar kat luar ni dah berubah muka dah. apa hal cikgu tu nak kerek sangat tak bagi I dengan Raihan masuk? I bukannya nak buat apa pun, nak tengok je. Raihan pun macam dah hilang mood dah, tak banyak cakap terus naik bilik mesyuarat balik. dah malas nak layan dah. Raihan kata tak apa lah, nanti dia fikir macam mana nak buat refleksi tu.
erm to be frank, sekolah I pergi kali ni tak seronok. LANGSUNG. cikgu tak friendly, sekolah tak cantik walaupun student ramai, tak nak bagi co-operation lagi padahal sedar ah sikit dulu dorang nak jadi cikgu kena buat benda yang sama macam I buat sekarang ni jugak. jadi, sama-sama membantu ah. hello, KAMI BUDAK BARU BELAJAR. tak luak pun kalau tolong.
nasib baik I dah pergi ambik register book and fotostat list nama budak untuk buat Sorting SBE task. so dah tak ada apa nak buat. pasal interview cikgu-cikgu tu, nanti pandai-pandai I lah.
aaa cepat-cepat la sikit 5 hari ni habis~
hihihi~
lantak ah I buat tak tau je, kalau agak-agak jalan nak terserempak dengan GB terus I pusing lalu jalan lain. I segan la. nanti rosak la nama I di mata dia. dah la dia kenal Raped. lagi la I segan.
hari ni hari 2nd. tadi Raihan ajak masuk kelas nak tengok P&P cikgu-cikgu kat sana, I pun setuju je nak teman Raihan since kelas dia kena buat refleksi 3000 patah perkataan untuk Murid & Alam Belajar. kelas Puan Nor Hayati. nasib baik masa Puan Nor Hayati ajar kelas I dulu dia tak banyak cikadak sangat suruh buat itu ini walaupun kadang-kadang terasa macam PKK tu dah jadi subjek major ganti Maths Edu.
:)
so I pun pilih-pilih kelas and decide nak masuk satu kelas budak darjah 1. 1 apa entah, I tak ingat. I dengan Raihan dengan yakin masuk la kelas tu dari belakang.
Raihan : err cikgu, saya dengan sorang kawan nak masuk tengok P&P cikgu boleh?
sebab ada kena buat assignment...
Cikgu : eh sorry tak boleh, hari ni saya nak buat ulang kaji je. lain kali eh.
pergh I yang dengar kat luar ni dah berubah muka dah. apa hal cikgu tu nak kerek sangat tak bagi I dengan Raihan masuk? I bukannya nak buat apa pun, nak tengok je. Raihan pun macam dah hilang mood dah, tak banyak cakap terus naik bilik mesyuarat balik. dah malas nak layan dah. Raihan kata tak apa lah, nanti dia fikir macam mana nak buat refleksi tu.
erm to be frank, sekolah I pergi kali ni tak seronok. LANGSUNG. cikgu tak friendly, sekolah tak cantik walaupun student ramai, tak nak bagi co-operation lagi padahal sedar ah sikit dulu dorang nak jadi cikgu kena buat benda yang sama macam I buat sekarang ni jugak. jadi, sama-sama membantu ah. hello, KAMI BUDAK BARU BELAJAR. tak luak pun kalau tolong.
nasib baik I dah pergi ambik register book and fotostat list nama budak untuk buat Sorting SBE task. so dah tak ada apa nak buat. pasal interview cikgu-cikgu tu, nanti pandai-pandai I lah.
aaa cepat-cepat la sikit 5 hari ni habis~
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Been dreaming though I'm awake.
at the moment : HOME.
ngee sampai pagi tadi, Paan dah siap-siap call nak gambar. adoi sorry ah Paan belum masuk laptop ah. aku nak pergi settle audio device menatang ni dulu sebab aku dah rimas benda bisu tak boleh bunyi ; menyukarkan aku nak tengok Blogger Boy dengan Nur Kasih online. haahaa.
ni I tell you, I tidur semalam dalam bas tak sedar apa. I risau gila sebab I bukak bukak mata I tengok sampai Gurun, I lepak-lepak lagi, bajet nak tidur seminit dua sementara nak sampai. lagi sekali bukak mata tengok dah tol Alor Setar dah. I dah cuak sebab I tau Raped for sure bebel sat lagi pasai bagi short notice sampai pukul berapa. tengok pulak SE merah ada 2-3 missed calls from different number. Raped one of ah kan. I pun kalut-kalut terus call balik tapi nasib baik dia nak pergi Subuh jemaah dulu, selamat tak payah dengar ceramah.
tapi kan yang buat I sikit tidak tentu arah sebabnya I sampai Tanah Merah Raped tak sampai-sampai lagi. I sampai pukul 6.05. 6.17 tak sampai lagi. waaa I mamai bangun tidur ni, sakit pinggang lagi. mengantuk jadi I sumbat dengan The Ting Tings and sempat repeat 5-6 kali sampai Raped datang. ada la mak cik dalam kereta Proton depan Petronas tu usya pelik I, mesti dia fikir I ni budak rosak sebab pagi-pagi Subuh duk menyumbat telinga, nyanyi sorang-sorang sedangkan sepatutnya orang kalut cari tempat nak solat Subuh dulu. tehee.
eh I sampai 6.45 I terus solat dulu ok sebelum terjum ke alam mimpi.
I tak la jahil sangat~
ngee sampai pagi tadi, Paan dah siap-siap call nak gambar. adoi sorry ah Paan belum masuk laptop ah. aku nak pergi settle audio device menatang ni dulu sebab aku dah rimas benda bisu tak boleh bunyi ; menyukarkan aku nak tengok Blogger Boy dengan Nur Kasih online. haahaa.
ni I tell you, I tidur semalam dalam bas tak sedar apa. I risau gila sebab I bukak bukak mata I tengok sampai Gurun, I lepak-lepak lagi, bajet nak tidur seminit dua sementara nak sampai. lagi sekali bukak mata tengok dah tol Alor Setar dah. I dah cuak sebab I tau Raped for sure bebel sat lagi pasai bagi short notice sampai pukul berapa. tengok pulak SE merah ada 2-3 missed calls from different number. Raped one of ah kan. I pun kalut-kalut terus call balik tapi nasib baik dia nak pergi Subuh jemaah dulu, selamat tak payah dengar ceramah.
tapi kan yang buat I sikit tidak tentu arah sebabnya I sampai Tanah Merah Raped tak sampai-sampai lagi. I sampai pukul 6.05. 6.17 tak sampai lagi. waaa I mamai bangun tidur ni, sakit pinggang lagi. mengantuk jadi I sumbat dengan The Ting Tings and sempat repeat 5-6 kali sampai Raped datang. ada la mak cik dalam kereta Proton depan Petronas tu usya pelik I, mesti dia fikir I ni budak rosak sebab pagi-pagi Subuh duk menyumbat telinga, nyanyi sorang-sorang sedangkan sepatutnya orang kalut cari tempat nak solat Subuh dulu. tehee.
eh I sampai 6.45 I terus solat dulu ok sebelum terjum ke alam mimpi.
I tak la jahil sangat~
Friday, August 14, 2009
125.
so this is the 125th post.
entah, tak ada apa pun nak tulis. was just disappointed sebab orang tu asyik busy 24/7 mengalahkan Menteri Pelajaran Malaysia. haih nasib aku ah.
entah, tak ada apa pun nak tulis. was just disappointed sebab orang tu asyik busy 24/7 mengalahkan Menteri Pelajaran Malaysia. haih nasib aku ah.
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Made from Jitra and Langkawi.
orang atas dunia ni, tak semua sama. ketaksamaan tu various, pelbagai. contohnya perangai atau cara pembawakan diri masing-masing untuk survive. tapi bukan dari segi itu yang aku nak cakap.
aku jealous sebenarnya.
dengki.
kepada siapa ye tak? erm ORANG YANG PUNYA TALENT. aku rasa, gifted. special in some aspects. kalau yang pandai lukis, they can express their feelings be it hatred atau love on a piece of paper in a way they themselves could understand what it's all about. it's one of a way out from all the tough times they faced. so the pieces of silent artworks dah cukup to make the whole world understand them without them talking. mudah kan? aku jealous jugak they sometimes can even touched people's heart and open up minds of community through the cartoons or the sketches. I mean, not everyone has the same ability and for those who have they should be realllyyy thankful for the valuable gift from Him.
relevan tak jealous aku tu?
SANGAT, YES.
sama jugak all those funky-cool-talented musician. by just imagining the lyrics while listening to the songs, water runs through cheeks. ngee, segan. but that's how we stand up again, rebuilding the strength and walk hand by hand towards victory. nampak tak? nampak tak? bukannya apa pun, the LAGU only contained junks of words joining by melodies and there's a person who interprets the words in a soft or unique ways, err people singing lah maksudnya.
bukan apa-apa pun kan? but then why did the LAGU gives a very big impact on me? on you? on her? on them? why did the LAGU did a hell of a job in cheering me up again? why did the LAGU make me feel as if I was alone for some reasons? why did the LAGU make me feel that I can do it, no matter how winding the road will be?
*STANDING OVATION : to YOU esp*
jealousnyaaa. aku tak pandai apa-apa. I'm a normal kid in the middle of crowd who stands there and do the things that everyone does. I know nothing about me that make me proud of myself. oh yes there's several but again, they're still ordinary. eh tapi there are things I'm good at ; SOLVER TOOL!
hahaha.
nah ambik kau aku nak tunjuk aku pandai buat SOLVER TOOL dalam Excel tu!
aku jealous sebenarnya.
dengki.
kepada siapa ye tak? erm ORANG YANG PUNYA TALENT. aku rasa, gifted. special in some aspects. kalau yang pandai lukis, they can express their feelings be it hatred atau love on a piece of paper in a way they themselves could understand what it's all about. it's one of a way out from all the tough times they faced. so the pieces of silent artworks dah cukup to make the whole world understand them without them talking. mudah kan? aku jealous jugak they sometimes can even touched people's heart and open up minds of community through the cartoons or the sketches. I mean, not everyone has the same ability and for those who have they should be realllyyy thankful for the valuable gift from Him.
relevan tak jealous aku tu?
SANGAT, YES.
sama jugak all those funky-cool-talented musician. by just imagining the lyrics while listening to the songs, water runs through cheeks. ngee, segan. but that's how we stand up again, rebuilding the strength and walk hand by hand towards victory. nampak tak? nampak tak? bukannya apa pun, the LAGU only contained junks of words joining by melodies and there's a person who interprets the words in a soft or unique ways, err people singing lah maksudnya.
bukan apa-apa pun kan? but then why did the LAGU gives a very big impact on me? on you? on her? on them? why did the LAGU did a hell of a job in cheering me up again? why did the LAGU make me feel as if I was alone for some reasons? why did the LAGU make me feel that I can do it, no matter how winding the road will be?
*STANDING OVATION : to YOU esp*
jealousnyaaa. aku tak pandai apa-apa. I'm a normal kid in the middle of crowd who stands there and do the things that everyone does. I know nothing about me that make me proud of myself. oh yes there's several but again, they're still ordinary. eh tapi there are things I'm good at ; SOLVER TOOL!
hahaha.
nah ambik kau aku nak tunjuk aku pandai buat SOLVER TOOL dalam Excel tu!
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Terbang tinggi cecah awan putih.
sekarang aku gembira, ya detik ini jam ini saat ini masa ini hari ini malam ini! yeah. rasa beban yang ditanggung, masalah yang dipikul seminggu dua ni hilang lenyap diterbangkan angin malam. hah caya ah ayat Bahasa Melayu kamus sial ; ni semua jasa A. B. Rahim, Normala Samsuddin sama Papa Radzi ajar aku dulu-dulu sampai sekarang.
haaaha.
jadi, maka itu aku nak letak gambar cantik aku kat sini walaupun tak ada kena mengena. ada kut, sebab gembira sangat mungkin? ngee~
haaha.
sebab musabab kegembiraan ada banyak :
PANGGILAN TELEFON YANG TIDAK DISANGKA. :) :) :)
menatang-menatang Solver dengan GSP dah nak siap. terima kasih AT dan KT banyak membantu rakan yang lambat ni. Solver kat Excel ni entah apa yang susah sangat nak buat entah sampai aku turun naik tangga, send text msg 3-4 kali, menguap sakit belakang sakit pungkoq semua tau dak.
dah nak sambung sebab kegembiraan ni. seterusnya ialah sebab Jumaat nak balik rumah walaupun Nunun cuba membangkitkan aura-aura cemburu apabila beliau berkata nak pergi lepak habiskan masa bersama Aney dengan Enna pada hari aku pulang nanti. ah tak hairan, boleh ajak Mat! sama ja :p
ok-ok cliche.
ah tadi aku berfikir secara mendalam dan membuat kajian hipotesis analisis tentang satu perangai aku, bukan-bukan. sifat aku yang agak aku cuak. erm yaitu aku selalu berfikir sambil buat benda. contohnya tengah berjalan tiba-tiba aku langgar orang. bukan sebab aku gatal atau apa ah, tapi sebab aku tak nampak atau tak perasan. sebabnya otak aku tengah fikir lain. takut doh, mana tau orang pukau ka apa sat lagi. waaa!
tadi pun masa aku tengah buat Solver kat bilik KT dengan Elley Ezadd tiba-tiba kepala otak merewang tempat lain la pulak. lepas tu kan habis ah kena marah dengan AT sebab dia beriya buat lawak tapi muka aku muka relax muka heartless lebih kurang. aku suruh la ulang lawak tu, lagi sekali kena.
hahaha siapa-siapa tolong ajar aku lebih berfokus sikit boleh?
haaaha.
jadi, maka itu aku nak letak gambar cantik aku kat sini walaupun tak ada kena mengena. ada kut, sebab gembira sangat mungkin? ngee~
haaha.
sebab musabab kegembiraan ada banyak :
PANGGILAN TELEFON YANG TIDAK DISANGKA. :) :) :)
menatang-menatang Solver dengan GSP dah nak siap. terima kasih AT dan KT banyak membantu rakan yang lambat ni. Solver kat Excel ni entah apa yang susah sangat nak buat entah sampai aku turun naik tangga, send text msg 3-4 kali, menguap sakit belakang sakit pungkoq semua tau dak.
dah nak sambung sebab kegembiraan ni. seterusnya ialah sebab Jumaat nak balik rumah walaupun Nunun cuba membangkitkan aura-aura cemburu apabila beliau berkata nak pergi lepak habiskan masa bersama Aney dengan Enna pada hari aku pulang nanti. ah tak hairan, boleh ajak Mat! sama ja :p
ok-ok cliche.
ah tadi aku berfikir secara mendalam dan membuat kajian hipotesis analisis tentang satu perangai aku, bukan-bukan. sifat aku yang agak aku cuak. erm yaitu aku selalu berfikir sambil buat benda. contohnya tengah berjalan tiba-tiba aku langgar orang. bukan sebab aku gatal atau apa ah, tapi sebab aku tak nampak atau tak perasan. sebabnya otak aku tengah fikir lain. takut doh, mana tau orang pukau ka apa sat lagi. waaa!
tadi pun masa aku tengah buat Solver kat bilik KT dengan Elley Ezadd tiba-tiba kepala otak merewang tempat lain la pulak. lepas tu kan habis ah kena marah dengan AT sebab dia beriya buat lawak tapi muka aku muka relax muka heartless lebih kurang. aku suruh la ulang lawak tu, lagi sekali kena.
hahaha siapa-siapa tolong ajar aku lebih berfokus sikit boleh?
Listen to me, I'm not.
The minutes nobody gives a damn when you're crying,
you'd better start laughing ; though bitterly.
you'd better start laughing ; though bitterly.
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Take a pill and swallow it, see you in the morning.
Assalamualaikum.
penat la nak ikut perangai kau.
letih la nak penuhi kehendak kau.
treat aku macam orang, bukan macam binatang boleh tak?
aku dah bantu sedaya mungkin.
aku dah tolong sehabis ikhtiar.
aku ikutkan mana yang mampu.
jadi, boleh tak consider sikit perasaan orang lain?
kalau aku salah, cakap mana salah.
tak payah buat gitu macam budak-budak.
sekarang bukan zaman tarik-tarik rambut.
bukan jugak zaman gaduh baling kasut.
atau tunggu luar pagar lepas sekolah.
gentle la weh, CAKAP.
tak CAKAP, mana orang nak tau.
sendiri fikir ah kan.
aku ada je kat sini, kalau apa-apa boleh datang.
you know where to find me.
and yeah I'll be waiting.
because you taught me once how to spell FOREVER.
penat la nak ikut perangai kau.
letih la nak penuhi kehendak kau.
treat aku macam orang, bukan macam binatang boleh tak?
aku dah bantu sedaya mungkin.
aku dah tolong sehabis ikhtiar.
aku ikutkan mana yang mampu.
jadi, boleh tak consider sikit perasaan orang lain?
kalau aku salah, cakap mana salah.
tak payah buat gitu macam budak-budak.
sekarang bukan zaman tarik-tarik rambut.
bukan jugak zaman gaduh baling kasut.
atau tunggu luar pagar lepas sekolah.
gentle la weh, CAKAP.
tak CAKAP, mana orang nak tau.
sendiri fikir ah kan.
aku ada je kat sini, kalau apa-apa boleh datang.
you know where to find me.
and yeah I'll be waiting.
because you taught me once how to spell FOREVER.
Monday, August 3, 2009
Know what, I can give you hell too.
I spin my head right round for tidur quite a while after class which I promised myself to tidur not more than an hour. bluergh tipu gila. I ended 3 hours flat. what a record aite.
BTW, bought a new lappy eventhough I didn't plan to buy one pun during the time kat rumah hari tu. but when Bapak kept saying 'ala beli lah, nanti nak guna jugak and Compaq tu entah boleh bertahan sampai bila' and all, I got sick and there I bought a new one.
haih tapi bengang sikit the morning I'm going back to KL cause baru sedar apek kedai tu tak install audio device! ah shit ah. tapi what can I do since ticket bus dah ada so I guess the only way is try to live with a bisu lappy for about two weeks and Bapak as usual suruh think positive and cakap since boleh guna laptop untuk buat kerja kira ok la apa la.
CAKAP SENANG. SIAPA TANGGUNG? AKU JUGAK.
ok regarding these phrases (up above) making me paranoid for a while because I told this one him about what happened to me and unexpectedly he told me to stop acting like a crybaby and act more like a big girl. what the fuck wey? you know nothing about the obstacles I've been facing with and when you know like 1/3 of them you talk to me in the face like that.
I need not more than an ear to listen to me and a shoulder to cry on and you know things like that. senang cakap ah, to COMFORT. say nice things to me please. I'm not asking much pun kan? if you're tired to listen to ke apa then don't come near. boleh faham tak?
AND STOP PRETENDING YOU KNOW ME. IT ANNOYS ME MUCH.
BTW, bought a new lappy eventhough I didn't plan to buy one pun during the time kat rumah hari tu. but when Bapak kept saying 'ala beli lah, nanti nak guna jugak and Compaq tu entah boleh bertahan sampai bila' and all, I got sick and there I bought a new one.
haih tapi bengang sikit the morning I'm going back to KL cause baru sedar apek kedai tu tak install audio device! ah shit ah. tapi what can I do since ticket bus dah ada so I guess the only way is try to live with a bisu lappy for about two weeks and Bapak as usual suruh think positive and cakap since boleh guna laptop untuk buat kerja kira ok la apa la.
CAKAP SENANG. SIAPA TANGGUNG? AKU JUGAK.
ok regarding these phrases (up above) making me paranoid for a while because I told this one him about what happened to me and unexpectedly he told me to stop acting like a crybaby and act more like a big girl. what the fuck wey? you know nothing about the obstacles I've been facing with and when you know like 1/3 of them you talk to me in the face like that.
I need not more than an ear to listen to me and a shoulder to cry on and you know things like that. senang cakap ah, to COMFORT. say nice things to me please. I'm not asking much pun kan? if you're tired to listen to ke apa then don't come near. boleh faham tak?
AND STOP PRETENDING YOU KNOW ME. IT ANNOYS ME MUCH.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
At first.
pelik la pasaipa bilik aku nampak serabut sangat tapi aku rasa selalu jek aku kemas. eee rimas aku tengok. dah la untuk masa sekarang, kena siapkan report BIG, buat Task 1 assignment Decision Maths, beli tiket nak balik SBE, beli tiket balik raya lagi.
tu tak masuk Lee Lay Hwa punya Geometry lagi tu. dah la dia si kalut, tambah menyerabutkan aku dengan Archimedean dia, Platonic Solid dia. hoih. tapi disebabkan aku tau aku DIVA maka aku boleh relax lagi. muka je ketat+bekeng sikit. haha itu sebab tiru muka Didiey.
mak ai banyak benda kena guna otak and fikir. nak jadi macam Nunun sekejap, malas fikir. ngee.
tapi hari Isnin petang terbaik ah. aku follow Haziq, Siti, Umi and 2-3 budak junior pergi tembak. tembak Wan Sha. gah sikit dia hari tu jadi model kami. kali ni aku puas hati dengan gambar aku ambik. kira mulia sikit dari dulu-dulu. gambar kat Sunway tak menjadi. buruk jee. gelap ah, senget ah, gerak ah. gambar area Pavillion lak banyak blur. thank you to Haziq esp sebab ajar aku nak beratkan sebelah mana la apa, usage of al focus bagai lagi. yey I had a clear vision now. tq Adik Kamera. :)
kau nak tembak kau ajak aku lagi ok?
tu tak masuk Lee Lay Hwa punya Geometry lagi tu. dah la dia si kalut, tambah menyerabutkan aku dengan Archimedean dia, Platonic Solid dia. hoih. tapi disebabkan aku tau aku DIVA maka aku boleh relax lagi. muka je ketat+bekeng sikit. haha itu sebab tiru muka Didiey.
mak ai banyak benda kena guna otak and fikir. nak jadi macam Nunun sekejap, malas fikir. ngee.
tapi hari Isnin petang terbaik ah. aku follow Haziq, Siti, Umi and 2-3 budak junior pergi tembak. tembak Wan Sha. gah sikit dia hari tu jadi model kami. kali ni aku puas hati dengan gambar aku ambik. kira mulia sikit dari dulu-dulu. gambar kat Sunway tak menjadi. buruk jee. gelap ah, senget ah, gerak ah. gambar area Pavillion lak banyak blur. thank you to Haziq esp sebab ajar aku nak beratkan sebelah mana la apa, usage of al focus bagai lagi. yey I had a clear vision now. tq Adik Kamera. :)
kau nak tembak kau ajak aku lagi ok?
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Fear is the factor.
semalam Sabtu aku dengan kayanya pergi main-main mandi manda kat Sunway. Kak Sarah punya plan. pengikut setia Kak Sarah spt biasa ialah Kak Chod, Kak Wae and aku. gila babi letih. Kak Wae dah sampai duduk-duduk on the way balik. lenguh gila dia kata.
haha anyway seronok jugak main macam budak-budak.
hmm tadi petang Mak call. cerita serba sikit pasal satu family demam kat Jitra sana and Adik yang dah dua hari MC. alah mengada saja dia tu. macam aku tak tau dia malas nak pergi sekolah. throughout the conversation tu aku dah ready dah nak bagitau pasal aku balik lambat hari tu and kena isi borang salah laku. tapi ish, susah betui la. esp Mak buat loudspeaker. maknanya Bapak ada kat belakang. aku bukan apa, malas ah nak cakap kat Bapak. nanti 7 hari 7 malam dia call and bebel. adoi tu yang tak tahan tu.
so aku pun pusing putar belit cerita pasal stor yang tak dak dah nanti sebab Puan Normala yang berwibawa tu tak bagi and tanya pasal Mak Ngah buat makan durian la apa la. padahal aku tak terasa nak tanya pun. susahnya nak berlaku jujur. biarlah, balik nanti baru cakap and bincang semua-semua.
sempat Mak perli aku tadi 'mentang-mentang dah kaya, terus tak call.' ngee sorry Mak, betul ni janji tak buat lagi!
haha anyway seronok jugak main macam budak-budak.
hmm tadi petang Mak call. cerita serba sikit pasal satu family demam kat Jitra sana and Adik yang dah dua hari MC. alah mengada saja dia tu. macam aku tak tau dia malas nak pergi sekolah. throughout the conversation tu aku dah ready dah nak bagitau pasal aku balik lambat hari tu and kena isi borang salah laku. tapi ish, susah betui la. esp Mak buat loudspeaker. maknanya Bapak ada kat belakang. aku bukan apa, malas ah nak cakap kat Bapak. nanti 7 hari 7 malam dia call and bebel. adoi tu yang tak tahan tu.
so aku pun pusing putar belit cerita pasal stor yang tak dak dah nanti sebab Puan Normala yang berwibawa tu tak bagi and tanya pasal Mak Ngah buat makan durian la apa la. padahal aku tak terasa nak tanya pun. susahnya nak berlaku jujur. biarlah, balik nanti baru cakap and bincang semua-semua.
sempat Mak perli aku tadi 'mentang-mentang dah kaya, terus tak call.' ngee sorry Mak, betul ni janji tak buat lagi!
Saturday, July 18, 2009
I don't make a sound.
kejadian pagi tadi kat KL Sentral buatkan aku sedar apa yang aku baca kat paper atau tengok kat berita TV3 itu adalah benar belaka. macam ni, aku stop kat KL Sentral pagi tadi pukul 8.30 lebih sebab nak tukar KTM and nak breakfast. masa aku nak cucuk KTM nya tiket tu aku dengar suara lelaki jerit and orang ramai gila kumpul depan kaunter KTM yang opposite McDonalds. aku punya la cucuk dengan cepat sebab nak tengok apa benda tengah jadi. tapi biasa la, kalau kita nak cepat masa tu jugak la ada ja benda nak melambatkan kita. lepas tu aku gerak laju-laju, siap rempuh-rempuh orang lagi nak tengok punya pasal.
Ya Allah!
aku tak salah!
mak, abang tolong aku!
aku tak kenal pun diorang tu!
tu antara jeritan-jeritan kuat dia yang aku ingat. cuak doh. ada 4 abang polis handsome duk pegang dia. dia tu meronta berguling toksah cerita la. buat pusingan 360 darjah kut. dengan mulut berbuih-buih dia, geli aku tengok. tapi ada jugak aku dengar orang tanya, 'ni tengah berlakon ke?' haha berlakon apa kebenda kak oi. scary sangat kut kalau scene berlakon. aku berdiri kira antara yang depan jugak la. ibarat pergi konsert aku duduk kat grand stage. aku buat-buat ja berani padahal kecut gak dalam hati.
aku perhati dengan dada yang berombak masa abang polis tu cuba nak gari dia. bayangkan depa 4-4 tindih dia, sure berat noh. tapi padan muka, siapa suruh buat jahat. aku rasa dia mabuk kut. tak pun, high. sebab aku nampak banyak pil kaler kuning bertabur atas lantai. tak tau la ecstacy ka dadah ka ubat selesema ka. risau aku tengok pil-pil tu takut ada pulak budak-budak kecik yang gatal tangan pergi kutip pil tu and telan. buat niaya ja.
masa aku dengar orang tu jerit-jerit aku fikir, haa baru nak ingat Allah mak abang semua. masa buat jahat tak mau pulak ingat. dah la orang yang kena gari tu orang yang sebangsa dengan aku, rasa macam haih apa la nak jadi dengan orang Melayu ni.
hmm if I get to choose, I choose happiness. dang!
Ya Allah!
aku tak salah!
mak, abang tolong aku!
aku tak kenal pun diorang tu!
tu antara jeritan-jeritan kuat dia yang aku ingat. cuak doh. ada 4 abang polis handsome duk pegang dia. dia tu meronta berguling toksah cerita la. buat pusingan 360 darjah kut. dengan mulut berbuih-buih dia, geli aku tengok. tapi ada jugak aku dengar orang tanya, 'ni tengah berlakon ke?' haha berlakon apa kebenda kak oi. scary sangat kut kalau scene berlakon. aku berdiri kira antara yang depan jugak la. ibarat pergi konsert aku duduk kat grand stage. aku buat-buat ja berani padahal kecut gak dalam hati.
aku perhati dengan dada yang berombak masa abang polis tu cuba nak gari dia. bayangkan depa 4-4 tindih dia, sure berat noh. tapi padan muka, siapa suruh buat jahat. aku rasa dia mabuk kut. tak pun, high. sebab aku nampak banyak pil kaler kuning bertabur atas lantai. tak tau la ecstacy ka dadah ka ubat selesema ka. risau aku tengok pil-pil tu takut ada pulak budak-budak kecik yang gatal tangan pergi kutip pil tu and telan. buat niaya ja.
masa aku dengar orang tu jerit-jerit aku fikir, haa baru nak ingat Allah mak abang semua. masa buat jahat tak mau pulak ingat. dah la orang yang kena gari tu orang yang sebangsa dengan aku, rasa macam haih apa la nak jadi dengan orang Melayu ni.
hmm if I get to choose, I choose happiness. dang!
Thursday, July 16, 2009
The fight they've been avoiding.
hai. lama tak online, lama tak tulis. lama jugak berjiwa kacau serta berserabut serabai terhadap benda yang entah apa-apa yang sepatutnya tak perlu diserabutkan pun. hehe habit betul.
nampak gaya sem 2 ni semakin busy. semakin banyak tidur pun ya jugak. aku pergi BIG last week. kira camping ah kat Pangkor tu ha. boleh dikatakan letih dan penat. kayak boleh tahan lagi. time mendaki tu yang macam cuak sikit. aku punya la jaga, letak garam apa semua, pakai tight lagi tak mau bagi pacat naik. tapi dengan siotnya dia naik jugak atas kaki aku. dah tu aku pun jerit la sampai naik segan dekat budak-budak lain. aku tak tau la pasaipa. bukan la geli ka apa sangat pun, tapi memang satu perasaan yang maha hebat berombak dalam hati aku bila tengok pacat lembik tu atas kaki aku. sial.
oh yeah semalam masa dalam LRT nak balik BTR around pukul 9.00, aku duduk depan dua orang minah Melayu yang boleh tahan lawa dan muda. aku ulang lagi sekali, MUDA. 30 pun tak sampai lagi rasanya. disebabkan aku naik lebih awal di stesen Bandaraya, aku pun duduk la. minah berdua ni naik kat Hang Tuah. aku diam jek tengok depa mula-mula. mengikut perkiraan aku, depa office-mate. aku lepak-lepak pandang orang kiri kanan sambil nyanyi-nyanyi dalam hati sebab orang ramai, segan la nak humming kuat-kuat. heheh.
lepas tu tiba-tiba aku dengar depa bersoksek-soksek sesama sendiri. antara ayat-ayat yang aku dapat tangkap ialah 'hm tu la budak sekarang, tak hormat orang. selfish, fikir sendiri nak duduk je. tak consider langsung.' lepas tu kawan sebelah dia yang kurus kering macam tiang letrik pun sambung 'betul. mase zaman I dulu, mane ade nak buat perangai macam budak sekarang ni.'
ewah aku yang duduk depan depa ni dah berasap dah. memang aku terasa depa perli aku. sebab aku duduk tak mau bagi tempat kat depa. suka hati aku la. aku bayar RM1.70 ok. kalau aku nampak makcik pakcik yang tua atau ibu-ibu mengandung, aku bagi la. setakat depa tu, malas aku nak bagi. lepas tu sibuk cakap pasal hormat pulak. pendapat aku ialah jika mereka pandai sangat hormat-menghormati serta sopan santun ni, kenapa seksi semacam jek? semalam hari Khamis. orang puasa sunat tau tak. huh bajet baik. ha tengok entah apa aku merepek. meyampah punya pasal. ngee~
sorry kak, saya bermulut celupar sedikit.
:)
nampak gaya sem 2 ni semakin busy. semakin banyak tidur pun ya jugak. aku pergi BIG last week. kira camping ah kat Pangkor tu ha. boleh dikatakan letih dan penat. kayak boleh tahan lagi. time mendaki tu yang macam cuak sikit. aku punya la jaga, letak garam apa semua, pakai tight lagi tak mau bagi pacat naik. tapi dengan siotnya dia naik jugak atas kaki aku. dah tu aku pun jerit la sampai naik segan dekat budak-budak lain. aku tak tau la pasaipa. bukan la geli ka apa sangat pun, tapi memang satu perasaan yang maha hebat berombak dalam hati aku bila tengok pacat lembik tu atas kaki aku. sial.
oh yeah semalam masa dalam LRT nak balik BTR around pukul 9.00, aku duduk depan dua orang minah Melayu yang boleh tahan lawa dan muda. aku ulang lagi sekali, MUDA. 30 pun tak sampai lagi rasanya. disebabkan aku naik lebih awal di stesen Bandaraya, aku pun duduk la. minah berdua ni naik kat Hang Tuah. aku diam jek tengok depa mula-mula. mengikut perkiraan aku, depa office-mate. aku lepak-lepak pandang orang kiri kanan sambil nyanyi-nyanyi dalam hati sebab orang ramai, segan la nak humming kuat-kuat. heheh.
lepas tu tiba-tiba aku dengar depa bersoksek-soksek sesama sendiri. antara ayat-ayat yang aku dapat tangkap ialah 'hm tu la budak sekarang, tak hormat orang. selfish, fikir sendiri nak duduk je. tak consider langsung.' lepas tu kawan sebelah dia yang kurus kering macam tiang letrik pun sambung 'betul. mase zaman I dulu, mane ade nak buat perangai macam budak sekarang ni.'
ewah aku yang duduk depan depa ni dah berasap dah. memang aku terasa depa perli aku. sebab aku duduk tak mau bagi tempat kat depa. suka hati aku la. aku bayar RM1.70 ok. kalau aku nampak makcik pakcik yang tua atau ibu-ibu mengandung, aku bagi la. setakat depa tu, malas aku nak bagi. lepas tu sibuk cakap pasal hormat pulak. pendapat aku ialah jika mereka pandai sangat hormat-menghormati serta sopan santun ni, kenapa seksi semacam jek? semalam hari Khamis. orang puasa sunat tau tak. huh bajet baik. ha tengok entah apa aku merepek. meyampah punya pasal. ngee~
sorry kak, saya bermulut celupar sedikit.
:)
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Maybe, let's go!
tgh mood nak main teka teki, jadi meh la ramai-ramai cuba teka.
1. ni kaki siapa?
2. apakah ketinggian beliau?
3. apakah sifat beliau? sewel @ gila (pilih salah satu saja ok)
4. apakah ukuran warna kulit? (berikan dalam nilai pH ikut iklan Garnier itu ok)
5. apakah gender beliau?
lima dulu sudah la ya buat masa sekarang. siapa jawab dengan tepat mengikut skala yang telah aku tetapkan, aku bagi hadiah. the specialest hadiah ever given by anyone. betul tak tipu ni (muka tegang, ketat)
hahaha aku mengantuk, nak beransur dulu.
selamat mencuba dan beramal!
Singing your new song.
mana ada siapa pun tau apa kita rasa betul tak? jadi kalau aku nak tipu kat sini memang boleh sangat. tapi hari ni aku nak cakap terus terang. aku nak bagitau benda betul.
erm KAWAN, dah lama tak berpeluang duduk dan makan sama-sama. sembang-sembang like what we used to do dulu. memang tak jauh mana sangat tapi itulah, distance is always there. padahal bukan busy sebab kelas sampai petang atau ganggu Sabtu Ahad pun. kenapa macam ni ah? sampai aku tak tau apa dia buat and dia tak tau aktiviti aku. cakap friends forever la, rindu la, nak jumpa la, teringat la apa la. haih please jangan cakap kalau semata-mata cakap untuk jaga nama. aku benci.
anyway to this she, aku tau dia tengah kurang sihat. cepat-cepat sembuh.
erm KAWAN, dah lama tak berpeluang duduk dan makan sama-sama. sembang-sembang like what we used to do dulu. memang tak jauh mana sangat tapi itulah, distance is always there. padahal bukan busy sebab kelas sampai petang atau ganggu Sabtu Ahad pun. kenapa macam ni ah? sampai aku tak tau apa dia buat and dia tak tau aktiviti aku. cakap friends forever la, rindu la, nak jumpa la, teringat la apa la. haih please jangan cakap kalau semata-mata cakap untuk jaga nama. aku benci.
anyway to this she, aku tau dia tengah kurang sihat. cepat-cepat sembuh.
Saturday, June 27, 2009
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