My own version of cooking.

semalam aku main masak-masak kat rumah, tapi tadak ah pakai daun pokok bunga kertas mak dengan daun kari tepi rumah kan. aku masak betul-betul aa pakai api ahaahaa. masak apa? trifle. benda ni aku tolong Elley dengan KW buat dua minggu lepas kat Bangsawan and tiba-tiba aku rasa ceit tadak la susah mana pun so I decided to give it a try while kat rumah ni. thanks to Elley yang  bersusah payah textkan ingredients to buy and e-mail me cara-cara membuat trifle. when I told mak I want to try this out she completely goes 'no problem, p la beli barang-barang amek duit mak' yeay mak sponsor duit, bapak sponsor air liur tolong kritik masa aku tengah buat semalam. dia tak habis-habis habaq hang 'betul ka Fani reti buat ni, ish takut jadi macam masak dulu tu keras tak boleh makan' T_____T wargh bapak downgrade kebolehan aku I was like 'ee bapak ni bukannya nak bagi sokongan moral kat anak-anak' mulut kasi muncung sikit, muka buat-buat nak merajuk sikit okay berjaya, bapak pun diam kekeke.

skill masak-memasak aku ni as everyone knows isn't that skillful tapi to achieve something like this I would say I'm proud of myself because at least dah melangkah setapak lagi ke hadapan betul tak? daripada tak reti buat dessert AT ALL, dah tau buat one type of dessert. impressive Farhani, impressive.

and anyway, buat trifle ni tadak la involve a lot of cooking. I mean tumis-tumis ke, bakar-bakar ke, no nothing. masak susu cair je sikit heheh I bet most girls know how to do it already so I don't think there's a need to re-write here anymore. just take a glance at the product will ya? ^_____^

tadi after kerja Nun and Jah came by because I told them to come over and have a taste of my hand-made dessert. guess what, Nun kata yummy you. nampaknya boleh buat lagi! Jah tak prefer sangat this type of food so it's just a so-so to her. nevermind. bapak pun diam-diam makan rupanya sebab pagi tadi aku bangun tengok half dah hilang hehe. okay lads serious business here, tempahan dibuka sekarang siapa nak cepat call and order ye? *playful smirk*

Hang in there dear.

it suddenly came to me that I'm actually the type of person yang tak tahan sejuk. haha random kan? macam ni, sebab dua malam lepas aku balik naik bas air-cond direct kat muka kot. yep I had my sweater on and my stockings too but it didn't work this time. it's too fucking cold in there I can't even sleep man. sebab tu sampai je rumah aku hentam tidur sampai pukul 11 pagi tehehe.

forget that, sekarang ni meh focus kat orang Egypt. Dila mana Dila? betul ke internet connection kat Egypt dah kena potong after midnight last two days? I hope you're doing just fine over there friend, stay indoor if possible. nanti contact yeh bila dah ada internet connection semula. lots of love from Malaysia.

and then this sudden news from Ezadd telling us her sister got involved in an accident today. I was like 'oh my god, everyone must've been worried about her' Ezadd's on her way to Sungai Buloh the second she texted us and according to her Wann is still in the operation theatre, be strong Ezzati and family. insya-Allah dia tak ada apa-apa. let's pray for the best shall we?

A token of gratitude.

a week ago, I helped Didiey and his Asy-Syakirin team taking pictures of them as a group, formal and informal pictures. alah type-type gambar kelas duduk berderet tu lah. and yesterday, they rewarded me with something! I was thrilled and feeling appreciated for what I did erm just because you know I ain't that good, I take unreasonable pictures as far as I'm concerned. but a friend told me we need no reason to take pictures, we just push the shutter button and it'll be memories which we can never have again, not the exact one at least.

so this is the thing they gave me. later when I go back home end of this week, gonna send the cloth to my favourite taylor, nak buat baju kurung.

special thanks goes to Didiey, Najwa, Suhaibah (urm not sure of the spelling) and basically everyone, thank you very very much! *wide grin*

Sugar! Oh honey honey.

well, ring a bell now?

Committe and commitment.

awkward sikit rasa macam dah lama tak update blog. XP

ni nak update lah niii. lusa nanti ada Larian Mesra lepas tu Jumaat. maksudnya? Jumaat balik yeayeah. eh tu je update-nya, blergh tak thrill langsung hehe.

as for now depa semua pergi meeting committe Larian Mesra so I'm just goofing around endlessly in my room jadi mari tengok Playful Kiss cause finally I finished watching 90210 S01. fine got it, I know it was so last year but hey I'm busy remember, tak sempat tengok ceh alasan baik punya. lepas tengok cerita kita basuh t-shirt putih pakai pergi PJ tadi ya. lepas tu tidur esok ada kelas Linear Algebra okay? good girl, good good. *pat myself on the back, feeling proud*

sekadar peringatan, be strictly careful when you put high expectation on anything or anyone. you see it's simply because all that might came crashing at some point and it will be painful as hell to deal with. I'm just saying, kthxbai.

There's a whole new world out there you should see.

why deactivate girl? problems can be solved, trust me. it's just you have to have the guts to face the fact that when one's gone it means he really had gone and he's not worth waiting for. holding on to your past would not help you in any way. oh come on, you know you're better than this. prove me I'm right.

I want to see more of cheerful you, please. take my hand and let's walk together through. damn enough of those tears, it ain't that hard to be happy.

 

smile again, like you used to.

Live the life you imagined.

if I write here, updating with typical stuff I did everyday it must've been a real bore is it? but the purpose of writing in the first place isn't about you, it's me. so that when I'm old enough there's an available place I could dig to, reading about myself, smiling from ear to ear. I just happened to love imagining things.

well as for now I want to write about future. about things I used to dream pointlessly each and every night, which were variety of them I dreamed of you know. I often dreamed of having a small house that would be convenient for me and my upcoming family. I would like to paint it in warm maroon on the outside and I'll paint it with pastel colours on the inside. family room, kitchen, bedrooms, and other rooms, they will have beautiful different colours. I would want to own a room full of books and I'll build nice shelves attached to the walls where I'll be putting my books up. I'll make it possible to have a white room too because it'll be easy for me to take pictures of families, friends, kids and everyone I love. I will have two bathrooms of pink and blue in colour. I'll buy some crafty wooden kitchen stools to match with my polished floors. then I'll buy a simple L-shape leather couch to fit into my living room and knowing me, I shall not grow plants or flowers but I'll be growing green well-trimmed grass instead in my yard.

hey this is no wrong right? =)

Saya dua puluh dua saya okay.

it was such a long Monday today, not really some kind of a start I would like to have actually. KW kena kondem during EDU's presentation lepas tu Kak Ha pulak cakap Ezadd kena blacklist from asrama sebab tak pulangkan kunci. whattthe aku pun tak pulangkan jugak kot sebab tu kunci duplicate sendiri duh.

but that was just that. after class we went out for dinner since KT and Ezadd puasa so sekali bukak puasa. well we planned earlier on surprising Elley with something because tomorrow's her 22nd birthday, happy birthday babe! love yah! what we did was we bought half of a dozen doughnuts from Big Apple, stick a few candles on 'em and sing a birthday song at her doorstep. it was fun innit. I got to snap a few pictures too, here they are. ^_____^

Elley in telekung lagi. lepas solat Maghrib, tengah baca Quran hehe. aku tadak dalam gambar! tak aci ah korang! eeii diskriminasi terhadap insan lemah huh. :p

we took her out after that to have a proper dinner sebab dia belum makan and guess what happened masa tengah tunggu order. ada orang gila y'alls. sial sumpah aku takut tangan siap ketar-ketar. mula-mula tak cuak sangat masa dia jerit-jerit tu bajet dia tak kacau orang, tapi sekali dia main kasar pulak kejar kakak sebelah table kami hah apa lagi menyirap ah. aku blah doh dengan KT tak sanggup tunggu dah. budak-budak ni tunggu order Elley siap, bungkus, terus blah. dalam kereta bising habaq hang siapa tak cuak woi. buatnya dia ada pisau ke, cekik leher ke, tendang perut ke apa yang patut tak ke naya namanya. 

ow ow ow don't worry kami semua selamat pulang alhamdulillah, mana entah dia hilang lepas tu tak muncul dah budak-budak ni cakap. just a friendly reminder everybody, please watch your back and be extra careful. sekarang ni manusia semua unpredictable. kalau jadi apa-apa siapa yang susah? diri sendiri jugak betul tak. walk in groups or you know, things like that. take care dearies!

Tak berapa gemar.

roughly, these are two non-preferable things I just realized of.

1. lubang jalan.
2. minggu orientasi.

bahahah tadak kerja ke cik kak? eh tapi betul ni, alergik betul lah dengan lubang jalan yang mendalam sedalam cinta aku terhadap Pierre Andre tu. bergegar rasa otak and mengancam keselamatan pelis. orientation week is another thing, boring serta tak cukup tidur. tak payah mention ah kan pasal kena ambik sign senior segala tu lagi blergh. haish that explains why. yeah dah puas hati now lets get back to work, nak buat tutorial Linear Algebra ni nyah oi. *waving*

Don't ever look back.

it had been four days in 2011. a brand new year, a brand new hope. so I'm writing from Cheras, yes I'm here already. berat hati malas belajar apa semua tolak tepi. mari jalani hidup apa adanya kata Ezzati once before and lets share all the difficulties together. InsyaAllah we'll make it through, the toughest us.

thanks for these precious going-away gifts.

seriously rasa nak nangis bila baca.

and now sumpah dah rindu.

distance is just another bitch we hate. agree? :S