Awesome.

I spent my money againnn. on Jay's '28 Hari Jurnal R&R'. erm tak apalah at least I finally got to meet him tehehe though I dumbly forgot to ask him to sign on the book I've purchased.

hari ni pergi tengok Diary Of A Wimpy Kid. siapa belum tengok sila lah pergi tengok. I love it. smart kids I must say. only after that we headed for PWTC tapi lambat sampai wuwu terlepas Bourjuis. sorry yep Jitra, but still I love you real deep mmmuacks!

aku ingatkan ramai kat Youth 10 tapi tak ada lah ramai sangat, tak sesak pun. kalau setakat nak pandang straight mata Yuna dengan AG COCO tu lepas rasanya. tak ada gambar la, sorry I didn't bring Canon today cause err I just didn't lah. actually banyak yang aku nak tengok tapi tak tengok hehe example, Frinjan sebab it was on Friday and Cosplay Competition because it was held this morning. haih aku tak suka sangat pun Army Of Three tu.

kat warehouse sale banyak pulak beg cantik-cantik aish geram betul! I wish money'll breed faster, c'mon I need you to be A LOT. haha and I thought I saw Boy (ex-boyfie Teng) tadi kat this one booth selling shawls. maybe he's helping his friend or something. eh tapi mana lah tau dia buat bisnes shawls kan.

ala esok ada Puteri Islam babai nak tidoq nyte!

Wishful thinking.

I wish money would have sex in my jeans pocket and then multiply.

impossible is nothing, kan?

XD

You whom I rely on.

there's a page of 'The only man a girl can rely on is her daddy' on Facebook. I like it, very much. here's my own version of daddy with his beloved car yang tadak bateri. haha panas tau tak kena tunggu kat luar sementara apek tu nak mai pakai jump start apa semua lepas tu bawak pergi workshop tunggu tukar bateri lagi!

nasib baik Canon ada boleh jugak ambik-ambik gambar.

hihi I miss youuuuu!

Road taken.

exam weeks sure stressed everyone out kan, including me. yeah I had this feeling of disturbance over things that I was suppose to not even bother. but that's life and that's me, concerning over small things.

up till now, I did my four papers and there's one more left for tomorrow which is English. I hope I can deal this one without not much difficulties.

paper yang dah buat tu, sudah lah.
doa and tawakal banyak-banyak.

so it seems semester three is coming to an end.

what did I learnt? plenty.
what will I miss? loads.
what will I cherish? everything.

actually, it's a lot more than plenty, loads and everything but I think none of it matters to any of you.

BUT BUT BUT it isn't over yet. I still have to sit for my paper tomorrow and I still need to do all the packing, Puteri Islam's marching, Maths exhibition and so on next week before going back home.

lets sigh, it's the least we could do hehe kidding.

Now turn me on!

panic attack.

MTE 3105 - Statistics.

will do my very best.
pray for me will ya?
mmmuacks!

oh btw, tadi gatal tangan sangat nak update IDM, dah terblock dah padan muka. tak payah download Benny & The Jets dengan Chaka dah, padan muka lagi booo.

=.="

Flashbacking past exams.

I'm in the middle of exam weeks you know. these weeks that caught everyone's attention which we have to stop playing around and focus more on those theories, calculations bla bla bla.

I'm done with first paper this afternoon, my Pengurusan Bilik Darjah. I didn't know how to put this but I hope it'll be graded as an A. I studied whattt, so I deserve an A lah kan.

though I studied based on the skema that had been passing around by so many people and last-last ambik kau ada 3-4 skema pulak. hish tak pernah aku jumpak. all those questions and answers from the skema macam sama je sebenarnya cuma ayat pusing-pusing, eh itu lah yang susah kan! sebab different people got different interpretation of the questions. so if kau salah faham soalan in the first place hah hancur lah jawapan yang berjela-jela tu betul tak.

tak apa lah, dah buat pun and I think I'll bore you if I keep writing about this.

till then!

To dearest mother.

so happy 51st mak.
I love you, gorgeous.

Before I love and leave you.

I told you from the start,
baby from the start.

I'm only gonna break break your,
break break your heart.

Seberapa pantas.

oh celakanya hanya kau lah yang benar-benar aku tunggu hanya kau lah yang benar-benar memahamiku kau pergi dan hilang ke mana pun kau suka oh celakanya.

ahhh just an introduction because I've been humming this song repeatedly in my head dari tengah mandi tadi and sampai lah lepas sembahyang maghrib tettt nampak sangat tak khusyuk hahah. haih I like the original one that got oh celakanya tu instead of the commercial one on Malaysia's radio. they'd changed oh celakanya into oh sayangnya tak best lah Duta, apahal kau ikut jugak masa dorang suruh ubah tu? orginality lariii.

so what's there to talk about?

home? lambat lagi nak balik.

last Sunday? memang best tapi ala malas ah.

kelmarin Monday? pergi kelas Anatomi jeee tak buat apa pun.

semalam Thursday? pergi kelas Oon & teman KW jumpa pompuan puaka haha.

hari ni Wednesday? makan kek kat Jusco & belajar Stats tahniah Farhani tahniah!

erm erm erm.

ergh no-no, semua tu tak menarik!

let's talk about SINCERITY. you know in friendship, got this one tiny little word that describes relationship between a friend and another friend based on what we called SINCERITY. you can put LOYALTY, TRUTHFUL, HONESTY and a few more synonyms into the account, too.

tak pun, jum weh jum kita ambik gambar lalang tepi pagar.

cool habis!

Moment like this.

meowww (bunyi kucing gatal) aku suka lah internet laju ni sebab aku akan henshin bertukar jadi extra rajin untuk post menatang-menatang kat blog. hihi semalam aku cerita pasal hari Jumaat kan sekarang aku nak letak gambar hari Sabtu pulak. gambar tak cantik pun (sebab bukan aku yang amek hahak kidding) tapi kami memang tak reti sangat main belasah je yang penting nampak muka.

kami tak pergi jauh pun, sebelum aku pergi Shah Alam petang tu kami duduk kat pondok tepi guard yang tak sampai satu kilometer pun dari bilik. huhu semua orang tak ada tinggal kami bertiga je. Ezadd balik rumah, KT keluar, KW pun balik. so aku bawak Lenovo sebab nak taip Sistem Penghadaman while Elley dengan Didiey lumba kuda baca bab satu PBD. buat kerja sikit, main je banyak. stendettt~

bajet hot kan kau ni sengal, tutup-tutup muka pulak

pak guard kami garang, pulun pulak tu

cee study sama-sama hihik

muka gedik sila abaikan

haah senyum padahal kami LAPAR

:)))

Let today take you by the hand.

hari Jumaat aku habiskan dengan sangat bermakna iaitu lunch kat Ayu dan kemudian beralih ke McD Shell tu konon nak teman Dira lunch tapi in the end aku dengan Elley tumpang sekaki melantak McFlurry Berries, tamak beli sorang satu lagi tu! hish. kami membawak Canon kerna saja busan so we think we might want to snap a few pictures. so here's the few pictures.

ekh ekh lepas Dira drop kami kat Budi, kami sambung sikit lagi main ambik gambar dekat tempat parking bas. ada jugak budak-budak ni join sebab masa tu they were after their dikir practice untuk Hari Guru nanti. tengok lah, tengok lah the smile of ours! :)))

Hook up, hookers!

sound check.

ehem ehem tadak apa lah saja je err randomly terfikir dan terasa nak tulis, nak share. kenapa ah lelaki suka sangat beauty from the outside? asal nampak cantik sikit kat facebook muka budak pompuan tu pakai shawl colourful, ambik gambar syok sendiri buat mulut muncung-muncung sikit terus add as friend? tak pun yang comel-comel rambut guna teknik rebonding, pakai legging dengan floral plaid shirt with polished nails terus private message tanda nak berkenalan. tak rasa macam lame ke? memang, memang mulia amalan nak meramaikan kenalan berkawan biar beribu bercinta biar satu tu ye tak, tapi itu lah, kalau tanya kepada pompuan yang tak cantik + gemuk macam aku ni mesti aku cakap 'entah apa-apa' hahaha.

pompuan pun lebih kurang je kut, suka nak add lelaki handsome. aku suka je lelaki handsome hahah cakap sikit siapa tak suka, macam current boyfriend aku sekarang ni si Chad Michael Murray dengan Zachary Levi tu tapi tak ada lah aku nampak smart sikit terus aku add, oh mungkin sebab aku sedar aku siapa.

what's the point of adding someone who you barely knew into your account? cakap hai sekali dua, tanya belajar mana umur berapa ada boyfriend tak serba sikit lepas tu terus senyap. buat semak friend list jek. baik aku add Redza Minhat hihihi boleh jugak tau apa dia buat mana dia tinggal semua tu kan.

kata Kesha, if you keep talking like blah blah blah.

translation Melayu, malas nak layan blah blah blah.

Will not be caught, hopefully.

actually I realized I'm quite a stalker myself. I can go on hours and hours stalking this one guy punya facebook, twitter, flickr, blog blah blah blah you name it I'll stalk all if I happened to know something related to him!

I didn't remember exactly when I started stalking him. tapi yang surenya sejak dia final year at this one local uni sampai lah sekarang ni dia dah kerja. yela yela aku mengaku, dah dua tahun.

hahaha scared enough?

aku bukan suka dia lah err ok suka jugak sikit-sikit hihi, aku suka gambar dia meleleh cantik no matter how he did it. biar lah dia cakap dia saja-saja captured sebab boring so sambil naik basikal dia bawak camera and snap here and there atau apa-apa tapi jadik gambarnya! aku suka! suka gilak! angle dia selalu betul, colour dia selalu cantik ok fine colour tu boleh edit tadak hal lah tapi dia selalu ambik from those sides yang biasanya orang nampak common tapi in the end cantik jadinya.

gambar dia cantik lah betul ni aku tak tipu. black and white ke, blurred ke, coloured ke memang cantik. atau aku telah melakukan sesuatu yang kita panggil hiperbola di sini kerana dari tadi aku cakap cantik tapi agaknya bagi sesetengah daripada kita gambar dia sekadar biasa? entah based on comments yang berlonggok tu semua cakap cantik lah.

disebabkan aku kedekut, tak mau lah aku bagitau siapa yang aku selalu stalk tu. lagipun nanti kalau siapa-siapa yang kenal dia baca blog aku (ces, perasan) habis lah aku malu lah. kalau nak tau jugak mungkin boleh tanya aku in private yea.

nanti aku cerita pasal sorang lagi yang selalu jugak aku stalk,
tapi yang ni bukan photographer harap maklummm.

Comot sikit.

oi nak belajar kat mana-mana pun boleh lah yang penting mau ada usaha serta keinginan yang mendalam terhadap penerokaan ilmu ngee. I proved myself I can do it last night because I did my Hubungan Etnik's notes while watching AIM 17 heehee.

so last night got Zee Avi on stage, I kinda like her erm nope not like, love her. I think she had this amazing soft husky sweet voice (nah ambik letak habis semua positive adjectives semata nak puji Zee Avi! baik akak cakap akak suka saya jugak cepat). but but but,

not each time she got on stage she'll be flawless. yep there's nothing wrong with her performance of Kantoi and Just You And Me but her makeup I think it's quite terrible lah. who did her face ah? why so comot ah? why so berselerak ah? why so makcik-like ah?

aiyooo her outfit's cool enough, simple enough but I definitely think it didn't go with the makeup. eye-liner berterabur sikit la kak, ye saya tak pandai makeup pun tapi saya tengok muka akak cantik je dalam Bitter Heart. akak makeup and make your face something like those la pelis. kesian akak terbang jauh-jauh nineteen hours tapi sampai kat negara sendiri orang boikot pulak kasik makeup comot muka akak.

I kid, I believe there might be some huge chaos at the back of the stage.

black out kut tu pasal ada sikit red vintage lipstick terlekat on her teeth, orang makeup tu tak nampak agaknya yang penting muka kena siap sebab dah nak kena ready buat performance.

tak kisah lah yang penting suka kitak perform malam tek rah AIM.