Darling I've loved you for a thousand years.

sempena dah tengok Breaking Dawn hari ni maka malam ni meh ramai-ramai dengar OST movie tersebut pulak. Breaking Dawn ni from my point of view dah boleh bertepuk tampar dengan a few other soft porn movies, video klip Rihanna - We Found Love contohnya. tapi nak tengok the Cullens punya pasai, tengok jugakla. hihihi tapiii jangan risau noks, awal-awal je sikit. tu pun most Malaysian cinemas dah cut banyak dah, unless ada yang gigih tunggu DVDRip version then download uncut scenes punya la kan. towards the end tu dah more to Edward/Jacob protecting Bella's pregnancy from the dogs. don't worry. ^o^

I still hate Bella. she's a selfless bitch. tamak. Jacob nak Edward pun nak. grrr

I prefer this Christina Perri's OST rather than Bruno Mars.

Selamat Tahun Baru 1433.

hari baru tahun baru 1433 dimulakan dengan kenduri kahwin. up to this level, kenduri kahwin bukan setakat Sabtu/Ahad, both Tuesdays and Thursdays pun ada jugak. kalau yang kawan-kawan tu sah-sah la aku pi. kalau yang mak bapak punya kawan, ehm, tengok lokasi kenduri dulu, baru decide nak ikut atau tak. peh demand siak. HAHAHA takda ah. ingat senang?!? sementara nak duduk and makan each time sampai rumah kenduri, kena salam seribu orang dulu pastu orang tanya pulak 'ni anak yang ni belajar mana/kerja apa/kat mana' segala baru nak kedek-kedek ambik lauk and settle down untuk makan. kalau kena table tu ada kawan-kawan depa lagi ah. sembang setahun, baru teringat ajak balik. jenuh nganga kalau ikut tak tau nak buat apa. dok terkebil-kebil sorang-sorang tang tu jawab dia. mulut lenguh asyik senyum tak payah cerita la. hmph

K panjang dah kot. bawah ni ada gambar raw curik from Zackie. gambar nak oren saja. baju aku dah la stripes head to toe oren, gambar pulak nak mode shade ja. nah ambik buntang mata hampa tengok, tengok la nah, tengok la.

We found love in a hopeless place.

malam ni nak mimpi AG, and that new Godin of his. the Godin that he's been telling the world about. he shall not be saying anything in the dream. he'll sit silently in a corner of the red room in his studio, with me sitting beside him. holding the Godin in his hands and play me a song. every song that I want to hear. then I'll start spilling everything to him, I want to tell him everything that I know. I want to tell him about my day. I want to tell him about how unsure I am of what I've been doing now. I want to tell him of those boring days I had. I want to tell him how far things had changed that people nowadays hardly have time for other people. I want to tell him of how busy my loved ones had become that no one's actually listen to me babbling anymore. I'll tell him that I'd tried but they shut me off. they were too busy doing their things I don't know where to turn to. I sent them long texts, but sadly I never got any reply. I will never forget to tell him that I still secretly wish for a sister. hehehe. I'll whisper to him how lucky I am to have him around and that he should pay me a visit more often, in dreams, so that I would not be bothered by anything else. >.<

oyes this is my dream. let me have it the way I want. good night reality.

Pull the trigger, boom!

here's a lullaby I'll leave you to listen to for tonight. I put this one on repeat for a few days now. not that it's a new song pun. haizzz good night lads and gents!

rum pa pa pum rum pa pa pum rum pa pa pum me say wah man down.

look I never thought I'd do it, never thought I'd do it, never thought I'd do it.
what ever happened to me, ever happened to me, ever happened to me.

Transparent. Lame. Period.

been shutting myself from the Facebook world for a month and a week now. think I should give myself an excuse and reactivate my account back since I couldn't get hold of the information posted in all those various private groups. some are very important details that I really need to take note of you see.

I've seen the harm Facebook brings to people. me, you, him, her, them. that's why. Facebook has become so visible... and transparent I couldn't stand it.

despite of how much I hate Facebook, no, not hate. hate is such a strong word. I just kinda dislike, wait, I think 'not prefer' is better. yes, most likely. I don't prefer Facebook to be the main site for me to virtually socialize anymore.

nevertheless, hello Facebook. *clicking the log in button*

Money moneyy moneyyy. $_$

lemme tell you, I earned RM50 today. I worked. my first RM50. should give myself a pat in the back, no? good job Farhani. very well done. for some people this might be nothing, but it means the world to me. hey I actually contribute something to the society and then got paid for the work I did.

I have never been working you see.

guess that's why I'm making such a fuss over this though it's only RM50. HAHAH who cares. feels like taking a picture of me and the money and post it up here tapi rasa macam over pulak so tak jadi so takpa lahhhhh.

anywaysss exam's finally over. can't believe I've been through with semester 6 already, sighhh how time flies. SO I THINK I CAN KISS SEMESTER 6 A GOODBYE NOW!!! happy holidays classmates! happy holidays PISMP January '09 intake! stay healthy and be safe, see you next semester!!!

It has been a while.

"Don't wait. The time will never be just right. 
What we do today is what matters most."

Got a feeling I can be someone.

terkejut tak? terkejut kan? kay I know where I stand now. guess this will be my turning point too, no? I will never look back. yeah gal YOU SHOULD NEVER.

BY THE WAY.

"didn't I tell you I love beautiful melodies telling me terrible things?"

I didn't miss the other 10 months did I?

I like red. red is blood. it's a bit funny isn't it when we have nothing in between except for blood?

Hello November.