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Song of the day.

I actually got goosebumps while listening to this.

Don't you just hate it when a song did that to you?

And it's not even in your native language pun. 

Gahhh

1. Suka google randomly & tengok gambar-gambar/painting cantik Casey Baugh tapi tak pandai amek gambar cantik.

2. Suka laki muka garang thin smile gelak meriah kalau boleh hitam sikit suka tanya soalan & protective.

3. Suka sushi Sushi King sebab tak kaya nak makan Shogun setiap kali.

4. Ada kawan pandai bake moist chocolate cake paling sedap dalam dunia carrot cake pun sedap gak tapi sebab tak suka kek bermotif buah & almond.

5. Ada kawan geng makan Burger Lebai tomyam Mahani Johari roti canai depan Taman Siswa baru angkat myvi purple.

6. Kawan 4 dan 5 sebenarnya girlfriend boyfriend dah janji nanti nak beli rumah sebelah-sebelah.

7. Selalu berangan brisk walk kat one of the harbours in Cape Town compete dengan Nick Carter (watak lelaki diubah dari semasa ke semasa mengikut mood penulis seperti Taecyeon, Giring, Henry Golding, Joseph Gordon-Levitt bla bla bla)

8. Baru pandai siang ikan potong ayam cuci daging.

9. Baru lepas kena bebel sebab tak 'act your own age'. :/

10. Rasa nak makan nombor 3 sambil bersila depan waterfront tengok orang kalau abang hensem boleh senyum kalau amoi lawa boleh hi.

11. Hidung panjang, double chin, mata ke dalam sebab pakai cermin mata.

12. Tak pandai lukis, lukis Doraemon yang bulat tu pun jadi bujur.

13. Tertengok porn dengan kawan nombor 4 masa darjah 6 & form 2 tapi cepat-cepat tutup sebab geli tak paham apa orang tu tengah buat.

14. Cepat excited dengan benda-benda simple naik speed boat pakai life jacket on the way pergi snorkeling contohnya.

15. Disebabkan nombor 14, kalau boleh nak repeat Perhentian sekali lagi.

16. Nangis tengok sinetron Indon scene ular kena kurung luar rumah dalam hujan tapi ular tu sebenarnya manusia (budak laki umur 5-6 tahun) trapped in ular form, sampai harini sedih tak boleh get over scene tu I mean mana boleh sekejam tu terhadap kanak-kanak.

17. Nak duit banyak 50 000 pergi Ghaza duduk hotel mahal hire personal cab beli hundreds of souvenirs belanja strangers makan just to get their economy going & moving.

18. Tak mintak banyak nak jadi kreatif macam Grace Coddington 40% pun jadila.

19. Humanity rulez.

20. Sampai bila-bila akan rindu PISMP Maths 2 ambilan Jan 09.

I SO HAVE SOME SILLY IMAGINATONS BUT THEN AGAIN WHO DOESN'T?

/sambil dengar I Knew You Were Trouble ulang-ulang.

apa lanc tah Taylor Swift ni loser sangat dah orang dumped tu dah la.
yang aku pun nak sentap apa cerita?
shame on me-

That terrible feeling...

...is when you try hard to fall asleep but after all the attempts made, YOU JUST CAN'T. It's like your body and inner goddess won't do as they're told whattaaa argh stress dah la pagi-pagi buta ada seminar KSSR English kejad apatah. Confirm zombi sat lagi nih.

Aaa NAK TIDOQ!

Eid Adha.

NYIAUUU, walaupun post lambat seminggu. ;p

Harap faham.

SOMEONE HAD TO DRAW A LINE that caught my attention at first.

And his fractured hand too, ouch poor thing.

Not in my wishlist, to be calling in sick.

I am extremely happy knowing that in a month or so I'll be a post-grad student woohoo! Wait a minute I did tell you that, right? RIGHT!? Hehehe.

But today- I'm feeling slightly sick.
Spinning head.
Blocked nose.
Upset tummy.

Such a way to spend my precious Sunday don't ya think.

And right now I want nothing but to religiously lie down on my thin mattress & watch the day passes by.  

Constantly reading those figgin trilogy of 50 Shades of Shit ehm I mean Grey is not helping too. Sighhhhh.

OH KAWAN-KAWAN HARGAILAH MASA SIHAT ANDA. INI SERIUS.

It'll get better.

2 bulan tak blog apa-apa. Sebab? Sebab....... I like keeping myself in the dark. :)

Aku tau aku tak buat teruk + tak sempat pun nak buat teruk sebab setiap kali nak start buat teruk ja budak-budak ni dah gelak-gelak & cakap tu bukan aku. Yeah maybe I wasn't in my right mind + bukan stail aku untuk buat teruk camtu. Ha ha ha. Walaupun sebenarnya aku memang betul-betul nak buat teruk. Aku nak nangis, nak buat drama, nak act pathetic, ah the list goes on..... sorry I don't know how to express myself but hey I can curse pretty well. Want a taste? 

But then. Come to think of it, I'm not some kind of attention whore & I don't think I want to become one. I asked within, why don't I let it go this time? So I did. 

Tapi... itulah. Mulut kata okay, otak kata behave, hati kata tipu. Bukan aku tak try buat apa Musseyh cakap, aku try. Apa dia cakap aku inhale dalam-dalam, sebab takut lupa. Sebab aku niat nak ikut apa dia cakap. Sebab aku janji dengan diri aku.

Sorry, aku mungkin tak jahat mana tapi banyak benda aku kena betulkan. 

Orang kata sebelum start lari, kena belajar jalan dulu.

Boleh camtu?

Psst, to my very own version of Fifty, this one's for you. 

Wherever you might be. 

Good night.

YNWA

Boleh tak nak perasan ni untuk Ped? 

Je vous remercie beaucoup mon meilleur ami cher~

Mid June/Early July.

Did you know?

There's a small cut, 1.5cm+ long, near my toe, on my left feet.

Did you know? 

I bet you don't. 

I clumsily slipped while walking.

It's the front door grill that hit me.

Did you know?

I bet you don't. 

That was 27 days back.

The wound seems alright by now. 

It heals completely.

But I still haven't met you ever since. -

Alter ego talking.

Hi I have one fucking boring blog yes I am such an annoying freak I don't even know why I'm still blogging. God.

*nangis bawah meja*

May.

Your call.

Entertain me. 

Make silly faces,

Tell stupid things,

Dance off beat,

Sing nasty songs,

and be happy.

Blood, please? ;)

Mirror on the wall.

I see the truth in your lies,
I see nobody by your side,
But I'm with you when you are all alone,
And you correct me when I'm looking wrong.

Too engrossed with this one now, as we speak.

Mushy much?

*phone rings* *picks up* 'hi babe' 'hi boo' 'how are you today?' 'just fine as you saw me yesterday hehe, how's you?' 'I just got up and getting ready to work' 'man how is that possible? it's late!' 'I know. I went a little bit off last night, hehe' 'see I told you this will happen' 'sorry bun, it's not going to happen ever again' 'and you gotta promise me that sweetie' 'all my heart!' 'good, that's more like you, smooch!' 'so, what are you up to?' 'not sure yet, something regular perhaps? *smile*' 'oh darn it I miss you already' 'hahaha reeeaaalllllyyy? miss you too, smooch!' 'have you had your breakfast?' 'no not yet, too lazy to get out of the house and there's nothing to eat too here' 'grr what did I tell you about breakfast?' 'ya la ya la I know, and I'm going to. You're such a nanny *teasing*' 'but you never listen...' *cut talk* 'okay okay you have a nice day at work' 'there you go again, change of topic. Imma pinch your cheek the minute I see you later' 'hah! as if! hahaha' 'we'll see, hahaha look, I gotta go. you take care sugar and don't forget to call me' 'you take care too, drive safe!' 'bye' 'byeeeee' *click*

Just another post.

Holiday's started, again, for the umpteenth time. Seven semester's down, one more to go. This is getting exciting and I can't wait to see what will our ending be. *smirks*

That's that. 

Went to KL International Book Fair not some time ago, and this year, I went all by myself. Bought quite some nice books (I still have plenty I HAVEN'T finish reading though, sheesh) but me being me, I'm a potential buyer. I give myself thousands of reasons why I should buy stuff just to make sure I don't feel guilty later if I'm slightly short on money.

Who cares. It's final year dude, come on. I want to be doing every other thing I want and ought to do. You wanna get in this?

I like this one the most. 

Let's see what it has to offer. 

Magnifique, juste magnifique.

Though I'm not anything close to skinny, hihi.

Fire away, fire away.

They said never trust a girl with a BlackBerry.

You never know what's going on inside her BBM.  

Whaaaaat?

True that.

Can't lie, get high.

I AM MY OWN BOSS. 

YOU DON'T OWN ME. 

And what's this stupidity with Boyfriend, Bieber?!?

Ponteng hari Isnin.

takdala sampai sebulan pun tak bukak blog.

bukak je tadi dah jadi camni. 

duh? 

aku rasa macam slowpoke gila.

kat Jitra ni. Jumaat haritu last day praktikum. 12.30 cabut from sekolah, balik kemas barang, mandi apa patut, tunggu Kem datang ambik terus balik. tak tunggu apa dah. orang tanya, Isnin cuti ke? mestila tak, buat cuti sendiri. ponteng. ala sehari je kelas Mr Tan pun 4 jam je, jangan berkira sangat.

tiga bulan. tiga bulan hidup penuh aktiviti pagi petang siang malam ada je benda kena buat, Sabtu pun kat sekolah. aku bet start next week mesti awkward sebab schedule dah berubah. bukan tak suka masuk kelas, suka. jumpak kawan-kawan, gelak-gelak, study sama-sama. best la siapa kata tak best.

cuma... itulah. nanti rindu rutin tiga bulan. sebab dah biasa. 

dua hari lagi masuk May. pastu tiba-tiba December. pastu 2013. ehm for now la kan, tak nampak lagi masa depan 2013 tu. tak tau la cemana nak cope dengan 2013.

ahahah over sangat, 2012 pun tak habeh lagi.

Jklasdfghwqertuiopmnvczxb.

Rindu.

It's alright.

as clearly stated in the clip this is an OST from a Korean drama, City Hunter. tak tengok habis lagi pun cerita ni but! I went mental the first time I listened to this song. somehow, resembles one of my favourite 90s Japanese band. to tops it all... erm... nothing. I have no other things to say except for the urge to liking this song. hihi thought of sharing it with whoever happened to read my blog. with a mountful of hope that, you'll like it the way I do too. ^^



PSST WHY DO I ALWAYS HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY? 
IT'S NOT LIKE THE SONG NEEDS AN EXPLANATION PUN.

Y___Y" DUH.  

Scumbag society.

banyak sangat orang jahat sekarang ni. culik, rogol anak orang. culik, bakar anak orang. latest, culik baby from his day care centre for the sake of to be found in front of KLCC. stupid ass much?

thanks to rapid info sharing, baby Adam was found. 

babies are not fucking cats you fucking retards.
even cats don't go burnt down their little ones.
malula sikit manusia ada akal tapi perangai binatang. 

anak orang, bolehla masing-masing buat tak tau.
cuba kalau anak sendiri?
adik beradik sendiri? 

bukan nak mintak la kan.

"happy to see unhappy people, 

pleased to see people are wrong. 

SCUMBAG SOCIETY."

is this the country you want to live in,
with these types of mentalities?

go figure.

You can be addicted to certain kind of sadness.

my most favourite break up song, like, EVERRR. 

I smell hatred. mmmeh sweet. enjoice!

One month late.

banyak benda nak cakap sebenarnya, tak tau nak start from mana. first thing first, this is my first post for the year 2012. after a month huh? K you got that babe I AM A FREAKING BUSY WOMAN. cheers to this fine first post. *drinks up*

if you ever wonder what am I up to nowadays, I would halfheartedly proud to tell you that dah seminggu pergi SK Jalan Bellamy. up to this point, sekolah tu macam cool lagi, cikgu-cikgu single sekolah tu pun banyak duduk Kasturi sama blok dengan aku. blergh thrilled innit? -_____-

satu lagi, I yam glad I made it home this week, though it has actually been only a week departed from here since the CNY holidays. LOL guess I can't hold it in anymore. and then there's this other reason when someone yep someone, made me realize, opened up my eyes to the fact that 'as you are busy growing up, you tend to forget that your parents too are getting old' or something like that, like the saying goes. excuse me for I'm not very certain of the correct saying. so yes,  this is a shout out to every children out there, why not now? sementara mereka masih ada. :)

till then!