My love's too big for you my love.

"You should know I'm dangerous."

"Because I know you are, I decide to stick around a bit longer."

Coming home.

within those so many people living all around me, adik lah yang paling jarang keep in touch dengan aku. jarang call, jarang text, jarang sangat nak bugging aku. tapi dua malam lepas, dia tiba-tiba call. at 1.16 am. nasib baik belum tidur.

tu first time adik call aku cakap lama-lama though we didn't talk much. as solemn this might sounds, that was one valuable 6 minutes and 45 seconds I ever had. my baby brother had grew up, he talked about future. he asked me for my opinion. I can't really tell whether deep down inside him, he's feeling sorry, scared or what but I seriously want to look out after him. no matter how much he screwed up before, he's the only sibling I have in this entire world.

ah ni nak touching ni. sial lah.

tak sabar. nak balik nak balik nak balik!!!

Bury me, bury me.

it was last year when I usually feeling awfully low on the inside I used to listen to The Kill by 30 Seconds To Mars a lot. you know when you think no one will hear you, you always have songs, papers and pens to cheer you up, to write  down every feeling you feel about. perasan tak perasan tak?

now HALT! this is NOT about that, no not involving any emotional feelings yaw cause I'm freaking stable at the moment. ^^ hihi aku terjumpa video kat bawah ni, Boy buat cover The Kill. my my suka siak. sebab hang senior aku Boy aku terus tempek kat blog. haha and oh yes he's one of the guys from Hello, is this the band? too. okay you go senior! Jitra FTW.

It's by chance I'm updating.

last two days Farahin called bagitau dia dapat 58 for Maths. agak tak tau nak buat apa di situ ye. kesian pulak budak-budak tu. depa tak faham ke apa aku ajar selama ni hah sampai dapat C cenggitu? haha okay tapi kalau fikir balik tak payah rasa bersalah sangat pun tak apa kot sebab aku ajar multiplication. addition dengan subtraction aku tak ajar. sempat buat revision tiga empat soalan je before start ujian. lain kali buat revision awal-awal sikit eh kiddos. 

berbalik kepada blog. nak greet blog properly, hai bloggie long time no updates where have your tuan blog missing to? :p ni tuan blog dah balik from shopping oopsie hari ni TERkeluar lepaks dengan Chapawati and Shamimoa. habis la jugak dua tiga keping duit aku padan muka. aish tak apa as long as I'm happy, we all happy. maybe another one week or two I'll be whining of how sengkek I am elsewhere but for now I shall live like that and again, I'm happy like thaaat.

shait lah ngantuk zZZZz, cemana ni report KOAM tak buat lagi. die die die.

Faces of tomorrow.

if you ask me what is one thing I miss about my praktikum days, the answer will definitely be the girls. leave alone all those sicko lesson plans, complicated teaching aids, screaming at the top of my lungs just to get them into their seats blah blah I declared them as my personal motivation, the reason why I go to school five days per week. hamagad I exaggerate I know I know. LOL

it's undeniable they can be irritating at times but this enthusiastic value they have within them of learning something new each day, nothing can beat that. they talked a lot, like A LOT I tell you. cause girls will always be girls isn't it?

3 Ixora

1 Ixora

now as I'm writing this, I truly miss my three most active girls from 1 Ixora. Ferrasha, Adriana and Farisha. ni semua sebab pagi tadi Adriana call tanya teacher buat apa, teacher kat mana, teacher dah makan ke belum. *sigh* 

till then, little monsters. :)

A real deal.

Kak Atiqah kata "kalau korang rasa buat assignment pergi kelas segala benda tu penat, pergi praktikum lagi penat. kalau korang rasa pergi praktikum tu letih, dah kerja nanti lagi berganda letih."

pandai-pandai fikir sendiri lah.