Possessed by.

this is one of.

now I know why Enna cares for this very much.
it's the same reason I had for myself too.

which is ; something that can never be replaced.

YOU ARE THE FIRST AND WILL ALWAYS BE.

Here is me asking from YOU.

I arrived home, safely.

it was a not so long journey anymore for me because the minute I woke up, it was Sungai Dua already. no no KL - Kedah is not like Jitra - Arau. it's only me trying to have a say about how I get used to the distance after these whole three years going back and forth.

I know mak planned on balik Penang tomorrow morning because it's going to be Mak Njang's 53rd BIG day and they'll be having some partay (in a way of older people celebrating birthdays) but when mak told me little Azhan was being admitted because of diabetes I was a bit shocked. Azhan is my Mak Teh's son and he's only six and yes he cannot be having diabetes yet!

oh God please. he was such a pleasant kid. erm ok not that pleasant but he's quite nice to me. he's very talkative. he asked things and he told me things happened at his nursery. he told me that his teacher keep forcing him to sleep after class while waiting for all the kids' moms and dads but he did not want to because he's not sleepy and so on. why is he telling me everything? it was because I told him I'm a teacher and he thinks of me as his teacher.

he was sooo sweet.

mak told me he had been admitted for three days now after he puke and fainted at his school. he was admitted at Hospital Kepala Batas at first and then transferred to Hospital Seberang Jaya. luckily Cik Ana was there to help Mak Teh out. I was being told that Tok is staying at Cik Ana's too to look after Azhan's brothers and sisters.

come on, get real.

he was suspected having DIABETES.

the test had still being carried on.

let us pray for the best, shall we?

Jangan marah ya Nancy Sinatra.

12 jam lagi.
12 jam lagi.
12 jam lagi.

su su su sugar town.

oh yeah baby I'm coming!

Now you know.

sudah pukul 3 pagi ++ tapi belum mengantuk. nasib baik ada dia jugak yang masih belum mengantuk mahu main-main messenger dengan saya.

:) :) :) :) :)

ooo ini ada gambar saya sama KT buat comel dalam kelas masa tengah tunggu Haikal fikir steps untuk London Bridge nursery rhymes kelas kami.

haha tinggal berdua saja orang lain sibuk bersembang sana sini jual mahal tidak mau join keseronokan bergambar pakai web-cam ni.

eh ada Didiey pulak tersesat sorang-sorang. HAHA!

Klue-less.

baru balik IB ; tengok Anak Raja Dua Serupa.

makyung tu!
cakap kelantan tu!

terbaikkkkk.

last-last KW yang tolong jadik translator.
Ezadd tunjuk muka bosan.
Pah dgn Sheken boleh bergelak.
KT paling awal lena.
Ana kat belakang dgn Zaki.

dah la sejuk aku pakai baju tangan three quarter damn menyesal!

tapi tetap seronok.
sebab pergi sama-sama.

I was being blessed for quite some time.

ALHAMDULILLAH.

Practically precise.

Mr. Gana cakap time management penting sebagai seorang pendidik.
Mr. Gana cakap kena exercise at least 20 minutes each time.
Mr. Gana cakap kawal pemakanan anda which means, eat to live.
Mr. Gana cakap setiap orang kena berdisiplin.

semua Mr. Gana cakap tu is something that bapak talks about to me and adik almost all the time ; which is totally true.

call me budak form one baru masuk asrama (seperti kata Tong) but I really miss bapak at this exact moment.

But I know cannot.

SERIOUSLY I NEED EACH DAY TO BE ADDED TILL 48 HOURS.

My sanctuary I call it.

B O S A N, B O R I N G.

jangan sampai aku kemas beg straight balik Kedah.

High above me.

pernah aku rasa macam nak jerit kuat-kuat biar semua orang dengar.
jeritkan tentang apa?

jeritkan perkara yang sebenar.
hal yang betul.

aku ada satu benda mau cakap, mau cerita.
satu saja.

tapi bila mungkin boleh aku lemparkan?
bukan dalam masa terdekat ni, semestinya.

satu saja.

tolong.

dengar aku.

A reason to be happy.

yeah dah berjaya!

erm tapi ATM card got stucked pulak tadi. kacau betul. nasib baik aku belum blah dari situ. haih tang-tang ni lah. dah la dalam bank tu je pun yang ada duit.

tak kisah lah yang penting dah selamat semua.

:)

disebabkan perkhidmatan jalur lebar di institut ini telah mem-block a few social/networking websites so this is officially my first post in 2010.

haha lame gilaaa.