To the one and only.

he lied.
he caused troubles.
he acted unpredictably.

so?

he doesn't see any problem with that.
he doesn't think that it's a sin either.
he doesn't care if it hurts.
he's taking us for granted.
and that's the major problem.

I'm losing my patience.
I'm losing my confidence though.

I'm trying my very best to help whenever I could.

but if the person himself doesn't have the heart to change then I don't see any possibility that everything will turn out the way they planned. am I right? deep down, I knew it's him who had to change himself first and listen to others.

honestly I don't know what to do anymore.

he's not a 3-years-old toddler for everyone to keep telling him what to do. he's big enough to think about himself and make wise decisions. till now, I don't know why he makes everything so hard for all of us. I can't actually detect where exactly things started to go wrong. I keep questioning myself if he ever thinks of us when he's in a crime zone.

and I wonder if he knows he's all I think about for the past nights.