There's you sitting beside me.

I was in a very good mood yesterday's evening as I spent my time wisely throughout the day. it was nothing much. I got up at 9.00 am. took my bath, had my breakfast and help Mamma with all the dishes, dirty clothes and ironing.

*silently, I'm seducing Mamma to buy this new iron promoted by Auntie Pah my next door neighbour*

At 2.00 pm I went out to meet Iena Nunun and Mat. Mat la. he wanted to treat Iena for her birthday which is on last 11th. we spent two hours. KFC saja. half and hour for eating while another one hour and a half of chatting and laughing regarding those years we left behind but will always stay fresh in our memories. *smile* then, I feel like eating Roti Tisu. so, I use all the methods I could think of to persuade Iena Nunun and Mat to accompany me. yeay. we settled down kat Yasmeen. I successfully had my Roti Tisu. another victory for me, eventhough it took the cook about 15 minutes to prepare it. I don't know what on earth took him so long to make that simple Roti Tisu. haha. yes, there goes another Friday of my blissful days.

I'm now counting the days. holidays are getting shorter day by day and I hoped for the opposite. I hope holidays will never come to an end. I hope, when I woke up I'm still in the same week. I hope time will stood still and the clock will stop ticking. I hope and continue hoping. well, at least I'm good at it.

Entah lah. I don't know why I'm hoping so.

I'm not ready to face anyone or anything maybe. with the results, with these people. I *sigh* just don't know what to do. I ain't ungrateful, I lived positively instead. begitulah manusia. never satisfied and always wanted more. the greed is there buried in our soul. and I don't blame them for being greedy. the need to move on with life is the reason why they're being who they are.

*look around*

Dear holidays, hold on please. I'm struggling to do my best for you.

Oh, berhenti berharap.

off to Pulau Pinang till 15th.