Rays of light shines egoistically on her.

Betullah apa orang tua-tua cakap. tumpuan itu penting, meaning focus in doing something. by the way, focus isn't about tumpuan saja. it's about the passion you have on something and how determine you are in completing it. what I'm trying to say is, if you really focus, you can control things. you can achieve whatever you want to achieve, you can do whatever you want to do. just simply imagine the satisfaction that you'll feel afterwards. happiness will stop by too. I may sound a bit lame but trust me. I know.

Actually, I was playing games in my lappy just now. I didn't know where did I go wrong tapi asyik kalah saja. I tried on every strategy. I even tried on the cheat code Mohd Irfan gave to me but I still didn't make it to the next level. then, I came to a thought that "Oh patut lah. aku tak focus tadi." maybe I was thinking about I-don't-know-what-I've-been-thinking-about things but my mind was definitely not on the game. it made me realize then on how important the 'focus' thing. you might change this capitalist-priority-world into a better place to live for those tiny little things you did. who knows?

Sebab tak focuslah, businessmen boleh hilang tender juta-juta rm.
Sebab tak focuslah, students didn't do well in their exams.
Sebab tak focuslah, marriages can be over.
Sebab tak focuslah, people tend to involve in accidents.
Frankly, sebab tak focuslah, we make mistakes here and there.

Why can't we deal with this 'focus' thing? it's simple as little kids chewing bubble gums on the streets. there are distractions everywhere. example, tengah makan pun mata sempat pandang orang lalu-lalang, tengah jalan pun sempat lagi pandang mamat handsome yang jalan sebelah, tengah belajar pun sebab lagi gelak sebab kawan geletek. see? these stuff caught our attention. don't blame others as you can handle it on your own (I feel like I'm saying this to myself. stop blaming others Cik Farhani!) mind-setting. teringat Adik Tengah. mind-set itu penting kan Adik Tengah?

Done with mistakes, we regret. but the funniest thing above all is we keep on repeating the same mistakes again and again. however, I learnt that that's the nature of life. let's look on the opposite side. we actually live with it. tell me is there anyone who lives in a perfect life? perfect in every single way? perfect is not only how many cars you owned, where do you work or where do you live. perfect is something rare. perfect is *think*, I don't know. it's what you think it is I guess.

Perfect life. who? I believe there's none. with these mistakes, we keep our chin up and face tomorrow. we may have failed but we had pun on hopes and effort which means we tried. please, don't feel guilty as that is the most admiring and incredible part of all. congrats for the failure.


odd? I don't care.