It'll get better.

2 bulan tak blog apa-apa. Sebab? Sebab....... I like keeping myself in the dark. :)

Aku tau aku tak buat teruk + tak sempat pun nak buat teruk sebab setiap kali nak start buat teruk ja budak-budak ni dah gelak-gelak & cakap tu bukan aku. Yeah maybe I wasn't in my right mind + bukan stail aku untuk buat teruk camtu. Ha ha ha. Walaupun sebenarnya aku memang betul-betul nak buat teruk. Aku nak nangis, nak buat drama, nak act pathetic, ah the list goes on..... sorry I don't know how to express myself but hey I can curse pretty well. Want a taste? 

But then. Come to think of it, I'm not some kind of attention whore & I don't think I want to become one. I asked within, why don't I let it go this time? So I did. 

Tapi... itulah. Mulut kata okay, otak kata behave, hati kata tipu. Bukan aku tak try buat apa Musseyh cakap, aku try. Apa dia cakap aku inhale dalam-dalam, sebab takut lupa. Sebab aku niat nak ikut apa dia cakap. Sebab aku janji dengan diri aku.

Sorry, aku mungkin tak jahat mana tapi banyak benda aku kena betulkan. 

Orang kata sebelum start lari, kena belajar jalan dulu.

Boleh camtu?

Psst, to my very own version of Fifty, this one's for you. 

Wherever you might be. 

Good night.