We don't choose, we just fall.

the previous post I mentioned about the crap of happy faces and horny and etc; it made me think. so let's get back to it. yeah I wouldn't want to see their full of smiles and big laughs faces as there was me, standing all alone. for me it was so not fair. but on the same time, I don't want to be part of them. ish entah tak faham lah.

I'm the type that would care less about this single/in a relationship/complicated things ya know? so I'm single and so I live on my own bare feet and so what? what? I could tell I'm dependent enough but ya lah, women will always be women. one hell of complicated trait and difficult to handle.

I guess that was when I refuse happiness. oh don't get me wrong. I still treasure happiness but with a different definition. I valued families too since I'm nobody without them but sometimes it was too hard to please people. I discovered that you can prevent hurt by creating gaps and trust me it worked.

eh sudah, bukan pasal tu.

I find some girls can't live on their own as if they were made to be with boys all the time. oh come on get a life lah. tak kan kau dah tau boyfriend kau main belakang dengan perempuan cantik lain kau nak duduk diam and buat-buat tak tau macam katak bawah tempurung? it's not breaking up is the best solution but at least you should talk over it. kan? itu pun kalau tak nak jadi loser lah.

nampak tak? there's nothing wrong being single anyway. tak payah lah jaga tepi seluar jeans orang asyik tanya dah ada boyfriend ke belum. MENYAMPAH. Beyonce pun cherish all the SINGLE LADIES tau tak (eh ke Christina Aguilera?) kalau tak, tak ada la dia sibuk-sibuk buat lagu.

huh.

tak faham apa aku merepek meraban? biar, tak payah susah-susah nak faham. emmm tapi nak tulis jugak, it's because people are jugdmental these days.