Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Love grows, including her ability to cope with it. That's how she keeps going.

Yuna - Deeper Conversation

Is your favourite colour blue?
Do you always tell the truth?
Do you believe in outerspace?
And I'm learning you

Is your skin as tanned as mine?
Does your hair flow sideways?
Did someone took a portion of your heart?
And I'm learning you

And if you don't mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
And everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

And if you don't mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
And everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

Does your name ryhme with mine?



I fall for you. hard. you can tell if you found out. I really do. the feeling is there deep down in my heart. tapi, stuck. it seems that I can't let it out. god. that's pathetic. I would like to share the feeling with him. if I tell anyone, they will freak out. he seems too far and too fragile for me to catch. a part of me wants to hold on to that feeling tapi the other part is totally disagree. he seems unreal somehow. tapi, I want to know everything about him. I wonder what's he doing now. I wonder if he's ever think of me. I wonder if he likes this song. I wonder if he prefers to watch that movie with me. I wonder if he wants to jog with me. I wonder if he would like me to meet him after his futsal game. I wonder if he would like to have dinner with me. I wonder where did he get those talents in him. see? I've been wondering all these stupid things all along. if only I could tell him. if only he's here. if only he understands me. if only he has the same feeling as mine. if only he'd see me. and if all my 'ifs' came true, I'll be the most happiest person on earth you've ever known. the feeling of liking someone is nice kan? I know.

Awak, awak. I tear myself apart for liking you.

Will you like me back?

10 comments:

Celestial Being said...

stupid .. just tell him directly .. don't just keep it in your heart .. someday he will understand your feeling .. learn from the past .. i understand your feeling because i have experience .. once ..

farha ni said...

rasa taknak. I guess I know how does rejection felt. hmm. I can't. he wouldn't like me pun if he knew.

Celestial Being said...

huu .. nak buat camne .. just let it go ~

farha ni said...

he had someone dah sebenarnya. saja menyusahkan diri sukakan org yg dah ada girlfriend.

hahaha

Celestial Being said...

why ?

Anonymous said...

this luahan hati of yours shows how deep the feelings are. it hurts kan. hurm. u're a tough cookie darl. if he's the one, he'll come again. have faith. :)

Hamano Michiyo // said...

this is always better than falling fr a gay,whom you knw,he wont ever love u in return more than a fren. :)

have faith pedd.


maybe he'll see,u actually love him one fine day.if only the takdir ever written,dat he is urs. :)




sygg pedd.never knw pedd wud pour her heart on someone dis much.haha.well,we all grown up.and being human,dis is one of the term,falling fr someone,and get hurt.


take care darl.

farha ni said...

bilal - why what?

adik tgh - it totally hurts. I'm losing my faith though. :c

hana - itulah. I've never fall for someone kan dulu? now, when I really do, I can't tell him pulak. ouch that hurts. hana, don't tell me you fall for a gay. Ali kah?

btw, thanks thanks guys. mucho mucho

ziharusan said...

Yeah, being rejected is totally hurt. So if u dun want to feel the hurt just ignore him, there are more other guys in the world kan.

farha ni said...

Fren, I guess so. hmm. dah la. looking forward to enjoy sepuas hati dulu.

kepada cinta, pergi terjun gaung.