I rant baby, I rant.

Kak Mas kahwin.

2011-12-29T23:05:00.000-08:00

I know I'm about a month late since the wedding took place. blaming my lazy ass for not uploading the pictures as soon as it's over. =___=" actually I would very much like to describe each and every event occurred on the wedding day but since it has been a while, and the topic seems not that intriguing anymore so I'm choosing to only upload the pictures. LOL boleh camtu? because this wedding, it's one of the highlighted wedding of the year for me, whoops jangan fikir ni wedding paling gempak ke apa pulakkk. I'm labelling it as wedding of the year because this lady, she's my cousin by blood. tambah pulak wedding dia on December, hujung tahun, so acceptable la jadi wedding of the year eh?

sapa-sapa ada planning nak kawen in 2012 boleh la buat as rujukan. X)

pelamin for the day. looked simple but, it costs a lot. $___$

the little flower girls & flower boys. these are my cousins' daughters & sons, so I'm actually an auntie to them.

Tok in action. ni tok (nenek) sebelah mak ye. Tok tak lawa lagi masa ni, tak pakai selendang betul-betul. HAHA

from left Mak Ngah, bride for the day mom. yang kanan tu me mommy! :)

lawanya yang kiri sekali tu tolong kirim salam sat, cakap nak berkenalan. muehehe sebelah Tok, Mak Long anak paling tuaaa & paling baik!

favourite cousin, Kak Anis.

candy corner.

Mak Ngah & Kak Marina, welcoming the guests.

hall from an angle.

photo booth, oh guest book pun ada jugak hehe for you to live your evidence of absence.

cousin gua part time model bhai. -_____-

this is what I like the most, the wedding presentation! Kak Mas told me she didn't have much time to shoot for a wedding video so they just went for a filming at a bookstore, but it looked pretty awesome to me! daebak!

hihihih sapa ni sapa ni, mi familia with the pengantins yaw. tapi adik takda dia mengada tak mau balik nak jugak duduk kat Merbok tu lantak hang la padan muka takda dalam gambar.

the bin/binti Shahab or we shall call it as The Shahabs. tu semua kakak-kakak, adik-adik mak gua, 8 beradik cukup.

The Shahabs minus the newly wed couple.

In denial like me.

2011-12-26T19:46:00.000-08:00

gulp Isnin atau Selasa minggu depan kena balik Cheras. eh? OK -__________-

Maybe.

2011-12-08T20:21:00.000-08:00

terjumpa. terplay. tersuka. lalu post kat blog dengan sengaja.

"Oh, the only way to really know is to really let it go,
Maybe you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back,
You're gonna come back to me, you're gonna come back to me."

ahhh tiba-tiba rasa macam if only playing ukulele is allowed.

No useful reference here don't say I didn't warn you.

2011-12-07T20:19:00.000-08:00

changed for the better, seriously? really, seriously? shut the fuck up. posting a few religious links on your site doesn't automatically make you a good person overnight isn't it? oooh alright at least you tried. me? hmph OK 1 - 0. who am I to judge you anyway kan? pffft being judgmental is like so last year you urban people said (read: sarcasm). tapiiiii the Zoukout that comes after that? Tiesto? Rootz? jangan ingat I tak tau bang. *laugh* I tak nampak the relevance of your so called 'changed for the better' you tu kat situ. so I celaka kan? you lagi celaka kot. tak pun kita sama-sama celaka kay, fair and fucking square. nak? sini meh nak kiss sikit. then you can get the fuck off you fucking asshole. hiks :)

a lil bit teladan here kids; practice what you preach. don't lose respect. simple.

Littlest Things.

2011-12-06T21:10:00.000-08:00

6 days past December. so friends, whaddup? have something in mind for December? I'm hoping to end my December, yet my year, appropriately. that's all. because December has always been a laid back month, cos you know, I'm in the middle of holidays. got no assignments, no classes, not too much bitching, not too much stress. basically nothing & it's actually comforting liddattt.

sooo speaking of months, there's a side of me that I find quite geeky. HAHA bodoh tak payah over sangat, I bet most girls sama. at least a few girls I knew ada the same perangai which is we remember dates. we pay an extra attention on small little details of things going on around us. are you with me girls?

kalau tak takdala Lily Allen buat lagu pasal Littlest Things kan booyah!

these dates ;

24/10/2009
29/10/2010
09/01/2010
21/01/2010
07/02/2010
02/07/2010
28/08/2010

lastly.

13/11/2010

I remember what happened on these dates. the happy/shitty memories they bring regarding a person I used to know very well, a one person that...yeazzz I. TOTALLY. AM. A. FREAK. tell me something I don't know. >.<

Darling I've loved you for a thousand years.

2011-11-28T22:23:00.000-08:00

sempena dah tengok Breaking Dawn hari ni maka malam ni meh ramai-ramai dengar OST movie tersebut pulak. Breaking Dawn ni from my point of view dah boleh bertepuk tampar dengan a few other soft porn movies, video klip Rihanna - We Found Love contohnya. tapi nak tengok the Cullens punya pasai, tengok jugakla. hihihi tapiii jangan risau noks, awal-awal je sikit. tu pun most Malaysian cinemas dah cut banyak dah, unless ada yang gigih tunggu DVDRip version then download uncut scenes punya la kan. towards the end tu dah more to Edward/Jacob protecting Bella's pregnancy from the dogs. don't worry. ^o^

I still hate Bella. she's a selfless bitch. tamak. Jacob nak Edward pun nak. grrr

I prefer this Christina Perri's OST rather than Bruno Mars.

Selamat Tahun Baru 1433.

2011-11-27T23:45:00.000-08:00

hari baru tahun baru 1433 dimulakan dengan kenduri kahwin. up to this level, kenduri kahwin bukan setakat Sabtu/Ahad, both Tuesdays and Thursdays pun ada jugak. kalau yang kawan-kawan tu sah-sah la aku pi. kalau yang mak bapak punya kawan, ehm, tengok lokasi kenduri dulu, baru decide nak ikut atau tak. peh demand siak. HAHAHA takda ah. ingat senang?!? sementara nak duduk and makan each time sampai rumah kenduri, kena salam seribu orang dulu pastu orang tanya pulak 'ni anak yang ni belajar mana/kerja apa/kat mana' segala baru nak kedek-kedek ambik lauk and settle down untuk makan. kalau kena table tu ada kawan-kawan depa lagi ah. sembang setahun, baru teringat ajak balik. jenuh nganga kalau ikut tak tau nak buat apa. dok terkebil-kebil sorang-sorang tang tu jawab dia. mulut lenguh asyik senyum tak payah cerita la. hmph

K panjang dah kot. bawah ni ada gambar raw curik from Zackie. gambar nak oren saja. baju aku dah la stripes head to toe oren, gambar pulak nak mode shade ja. nah ambik buntang mata hampa tengok, tengok la nah, tengok la.

We found love in a hopeless place.

2011-11-26T00:16:00.000-08:00

malam ni nak mimpi AG, and that new Godin of his. the Godin that he's been telling the world about. he shall not be saying anything in the dream. he'll sit silently in a corner of the red room in his studio, with me sitting beside him. holding the Godin in his hands and play me a song. every song that I want to hear. then I'll start spilling everything to him, I want to tell him everything that I know. I want to tell him about my day. I want to tell him about how unsure I am of what I've been doing now. I want to tell him of those boring days I had. I want to tell him how far things had changed that people nowadays hardly have time for other people. I want to tell him of how busy my loved ones had become that no one's actually listen to me babbling anymore. I'll tell him that I'd tried but they shut me off. they were too busy doing their things I don't know where to turn to. I sent them long texts, but sadly I never got any reply. I will never forget to tell him that I still secretly wish for a sister. hehehe. I'll whisper to him how lucky I am to have him around and that he should pay me a visit more often, in dreams, so that I would not be bothered by anything else. >.<

oyes this is my dream. let me have it the way I want. good night reality.

Pull the trigger, boom!

2011-11-25T00:22:00.000-08:00

here's a lullaby I'll leave you to listen to for tonight. I put this one on repeat for a few days now. not that it's a new song pun. haizzz good night lads and gents!

rum pa pa pum rum pa pa pum rum pa pa pum me say wah man down.

look I never thought I'd do it, never thought I'd do it, never thought I'd do it.
what ever happened to me, ever happened to me, ever happened to me.

Transparent. Lame. Period.

2011-11-24T15:10:00.000-08:00

been shutting myself from the Facebook world for a month and a week now. think I should give myself an excuse and reactivate my account back since I couldn't get hold of the information posted in all those various private groups. some are very important details that I really need to take note of you see.

I've seen the harm Facebook brings to people. me, you, him, her, them. that's why. Facebook has become so visible... and transparent I couldn't stand it.

despite of how much I hate Facebook, no, not hate. hate is such a strong word. I just kinda dislike, wait, I think 'not prefer' is better. yes, most likely. I don't prefer Facebook to be the main site for me to virtually socialize anymore.

nevertheless, hello Facebook. *clicking the log in button*

Money moneyy moneyyy. $_$

2011-11-19T23:27:00.000-08:00

lemme tell you, I earned RM50 today. I worked. my first RM50. should give myself a pat in the back, no? good job Farhani. very well done. for some people this might be nothing, but it means the world to me. hey I actually contribute something to the society and then got paid for the work I did.

I have never been working you see.

guess that's why I'm making such a fuss over this though it's only RM50. HAHAH who cares. feels like taking a picture of me and the money and post it up here tapi rasa macam over pulak so tak jadi so takpa lahhhhh.

anywaysss exam's finally over. can't believe I've been through with semester 6 already, sighhh how time flies. SO I THINK I CAN KISS SEMESTER 6 A GOODBYE NOW!!! happy holidays classmates! happy holidays PISMP January '09 intake! stay healthy and be safe, see you next semester!!!

It has been a while.

2011-11-18T23:47:00.000-08:00

"Don't wait. The time will never be just right.
What we do today is what matters most."

Got a feeling I can be someone.

2011-11-02T10:08:00.000-07:00

terkejut tak? terkejut kan? kay I know where I stand now. guess this will be my turning point too, no? I will never look back. yeah gal YOU SHOULD NEVER.

BY THE WAY.

"didn't I tell you I love beautiful melodies telling me terrible things?"

I didn't miss the other 10 months did I?

2011-11-01T22:03:00.000-07:00

I like red. red is blood. it's a bit funny isn't it when we have nothing in between except for blood?

Hello November.

Yes word.

2011-10-29T18:18:00.000-07:00

Sarah said yes. Chuck's probably the happiest man alive.

it took her 3 years just to nod her head and said yes.

it's risky guys. good luck in taking one. :)

Can the books take the place of you?

2011-10-27T15:47:00.000-07:00

I purposely left my Terry McMillan's A Day Late and A Dollar Short at Kasturi. now I'm down with nothing to read. ada je English Methodology Principles and Practice of Teaching, Amalan Pentaksiran dalam Matematik notes and blah blah to read tapi ehm malasla. tak rasa nak baca buku pelajaran while in the middle of cuti. yeah I'm THAT type of person. I'm no hardworking as you. -___-

it has been a while since I ACTUALLY read something. and I was in deep regret too because last time I went to Big Bad Wolf, I didn't bought anything by Danielle Steel. :( if there's anything Ba had taught me, one of them is Danielle Steel. Ba gave me a book when I was little, I think it was when I'm 12 years old. after UPSR. sure got nothing to do innit? Ba told me whenever you want to start acquire the language, by reading of course, read this book. which was the book he gave me. Danielle Steel - Daddy. that's my first fiction book. put aside Enid Blyton for kids tu lah kaaaaannnnn. :)

okay! enough of childhood memories, let's dig up the piles of books I have at home and maybe, well maybe, I might read Anne Rivers Siddon's of Nora, Nora. Anne Lamott's of Blue Shoe, AGAIN. or whichever. to keep me occupied.

Graduation is another beginning. Fight hard, fighters!

2011-10-24T20:28:00.000-07:00

#Aidilfitri 2010

it was when the picture was captured. anyways happy graduation bitch number 1! I'm truly sorry I can't be there. I know how important it is to you but what to do, the timing is slightly wrong. Pakdi, Kadesh, Aney & Farah were all there so I heard. then you'll be just fine wouldn't you? nevermind let's make up once we meet! I'll treat you to something nice! it's a deal! lots and lotsa hugs and kisses!

#Urbanscapes 2011

we went to Urbanscapes just the two of us since no one's interested in going in the first place! hahaha it was one hell of fun! so this is to my number 2 bitch, happy graduating too! I know how you feel about the convocation and all...of course I can't say it here, but hey! don't let anything come in your way. just stay the fabulous you! you'll make it through! still have no idea when's the latest we could meet since you're already out of town but let's celebrate someday. 2 or 3 months late, it doesn't matter! will miss you real bad bubba!

Paling comel di hatiku.

2011-10-22T13:29:00.000-07:00

orange pants! orange pants!

Ya Allah cutenya Taecyeon!!! cutenya!!! rasa nak mati tengok Taecyeon cute gila!!! I used to not give a damn when housemates watched these types of videos kat Kasturi, esp si student-exchange from Korea ehem-ehem Ezadd la kan siapa lagi tengok segala benda pasal Korea ni. sekarang ni siapa yang gila?! siapa?!!! *kelardada

it all started after tengok Dream High. serious busuk hati depa ni sebab bagi + suruh aku tengok cerita/variety shows Korea. kan dah fall for Taecyeon deep gilbabs! OMGGGGG kalau ada sebijik Jang Geun Seuk and Taecyeon depan mata, serious mati. KIOK!

Damn.

2011-10-17T23:16:00.000-07:00

tsk SAD. true that.

to whom it may concerned,

I tak mau camni kay boyfriend?

HAHAHA

You're so gay.

2011-10-16T22:31:00.000-07:00

oohh tadi time tengok Real Steel dengan ucuk kat Pavilion kan ada gay kat depan geli-geli siak main lentok kat bahu, pegang tangan, god-knows-what-they're-doing. first time tengok live kot. mengalahkan aku yang straight ni boleh tak! eeii nak muntahla. eeii menyampahla. eeeeeeeeeeiiiiiiiiii

tapi tak sempat nak usya lebih-lebih cause right after the movie ended mamat ni dah kalut-kalut ajak keluar hall dah. takut aku usya & make faces to the gay couple lah tu. hahaha lantak! biar padan muka depa! serve them well! dah takda pompuan sangat gamaknya kat dunia ni? eeeeeuuuuuwwwww

Bad things happen, and most are my fault.

2011-10-09T23:09:00.000-07:00

pernah dilanggar? pernah melanggar?

I did. I langgar a car in front of me at a junction. blue-ish CRV. ada makcik dengan pakcik dalam tu. luckily they ask nothing from me because there's just a minor scratch on their car. semua tu sebab apa? sebab careless. so aku dengan Didiey tak jauh beza sekarang. culas to the max. Allah je yang tau how scared I am, how terrified I am and gosh I don't know how to describe the feelings. I'm really really really really really really really really really really sorry. if only you both read this, then you know how regret I felt deep down inside.

I hate to say this but tomorrow marks a week after the accident. God please look after me, I'm begging you. I beg you with all my heart. :/

LESSON LEARNT.

Cheers to the freaking weekend, I drink to that.

2011-10-01T15:26:00.000-07:00

greeting October with a hello, hello October. it has been a while.

not so much of a blog post I want to write actually. it's just recently there's a thing that makes me wonder which is what is the freaking wrong with Malaysia's radio stations nowadays? all they have there are disco songs yada yada. you know, fake boobs. bimbos. bling bling. party hard. stay out late. pretty I must say. and hypnotizing but come on lah. music are so much more than these.

just saying yaw.

A day after I turned 22.

2011-09-29T17:38:00.000-07:00

thank you BFFs, t'was a pleasant surprise.
I owe you one, BIG TIME.

speaking of that.

I choose to be happy, just plain happy.
how so you?

and ah yes...

feeling grateful for this one too. :')

B-b-b-birthday.

2011-09-02T00:01:00.000-07:00

happy 22nd birthday dear self.

setahun je lagi.

more or less.

♥♥♥

Nonsense yet funny kids.

2011-07-24T02:02:00.000-07:00

I was lurking on the net the other night, jumping around stalking SKSBU teachers' facebook hihi. oh don't give me that what-are-you-doing-stalking-people's-facebook-account because boo everybody's a stalker. just admit that yo. suddenly I bumped into a few of my 3 Cemerlang pupils' account.

lepas tu terjumpa la Muhaimin punya facebook yang tak tahannya ada pulak 'in a relationship with' Natasya bla bla apatah whose in 3 Cemerlang too! I was all geli hati and tak percaya so I decided to ask for myself during school.

esoknya tu I went directly to Muhaimin and blurted out the question and guess whattt dia tak mengaku y'alls. hahaha merepek lah budak-budak niii. nasib baik cerdik pandai buat Maths. kalau bengap Maths memang aku tonyoh jak baru padan muka. OK serious nanti nak printscreen letak kat blog. Y___Y"

Femme fatale! Break a leg!

2011-07-23T23:35:00.000-07:00

went to Rock The Youth earlier during the day and met a few familiar faces. it does gives me a sense of belonging and I'm grateful for that.

Hasanul captured a photo of us but sadly takda ambik gambar dengan dia. aiseh. takpa lah Monash dekat je next time pun bolehhh. >,<

urgh crap now I miss Langkawi days!!!

Everybody's changing and I don't feel a thing.

2011-07-22T23:47:00.000-07:00

kata lidah ;

I can't change you,
nobody can help you to change,
unless you really want to change.
I just hope you'll change on one fine day,
or you'll lose everything you said you care.

Bwoga.

2011-07-08T15:26:00.000-07:00

OK Ahad lepas telah berlaku sedikit sesi panjat memanjat. I and a few friends went to Broga just you know, trying out the Broga to see for ourselves what Broga is like and curse you damn tiring lahhh!!! but of course I had fun hihi. I even drag along my two bitches Farah and Nasreyah.

among us all Nasreyah paling semangat nak naik because the night before we lepak Canai. Anoz kan baru balik from Sheffield so they decided to held a small gathering. Anoz datang dengan Eryn and a few former budak PDRM Syubeck Acap and Shidan...I think. lepak there till like 2.30 am then balik Kasturi sekejap to pick a few things then at 3.45 am we took off to Semenyih. for fcuk sake we didn't sleep AT ALL. seriously knowing me, I so cannot tak tidur. at least for 2 to 3 hours I need to get my sleep huwargh.

I have picturesss. hehe nak tengok tak nak tengok tak? anyways thank you yeh Nik for inviting me and girlfriends! and thanks too sebab jaga kami all the way to the top and during all the way going down. tolong pegang kamera, tolong tarik beg and TOLONG AMBIK GAMBAR. haha Nasreyah pesan nanti kalau nak picnic invite lah kami lagi. Nasreyah pandai masak. >,<

(: oh yeah, pictures. here they are. :)

Companion of the moment.

2011-07-01T20:33:00.000-07:00

specially dedicating this post to a girl I'd known since forever,

err if forever does exist.

thank you for the night spent, thanks for having me.

I owe you one.

much love! Xx

Baru tak semestinya bermakna.

2011-06-24T14:48:00.000-07:00

hai selamat tengah hari awak. saya kat rumah ni. rumah sewa je la tapi. seronok ke? boleh lahhh. sejak ada rumah ni rajin betul masak. masak air buat teh and goreng keropok ikan. oh give me a break. kira terer la tu kak oi.

new semester had started. sem ni semua sekali ada 3 subjek je. nampak sikit ye tak? tapi for each subjek, kelas ada yang 7 jam seminggu. blergh takda la free mana sangat pun aku nak berlenggang kangkung meronggeng sakan ke apa kan. bestnya kelas Maths Puan Kamariah 3 jam straight bestnya!!!!!

erm Farhani kena chill okay? it's about time to stop worrying so much. they say you'll never know how strong you are until being strong is your only choice. makes sense innit? WHATEVER. oh lama tak guna kan, hihi yeah WHATEVER.

Mak cik terlampau.

2011-06-14T02:25:00.000-07:00

amboiii melampau aih mak cik nih, lempang satgi baru tau~

source ; Nisha's wall photos

Just do it!

2011-06-13T02:12:00.000-07:00

first of all, I have no specific relationship to this boy Aiman Azlan but it's kinda proud to say he's my junior from Langkawi. truth be told, I don't even remember him! LOL recently, a few of my MRSM mates had been posting this boy videos in our private group and they got my attention. I had watched a few videos he produced and I must say they are quite something, positively. his videos are more to giving advices to youngsters and educate people, but in a funny and charming way. so yeah, good luck with your video making junior!

0:56 - What would 'THE PEOPLE' think?

that's one good of an example. hell yeah why must we held back whatever we want to do just because of 'what will people think'??? that's.....rational, Aiman. of course if it's for something good, don't hold yourself back.

Keep on dancing till the world ends.

2011-06-12T01:44:00.000-07:00

if you ever wondering, no baby I'm not going to give up blogging. no not just yet. I might as well pronounce it as 'taking a break'. decent much huh? though I know I didn't really write anything related to intellectual and there's also no particular reasons of why you should read my blog.

I started blogging in 2008. it was just for fun back then and it still is. so if you're hoping into bumping posts like 'Harga RON95 Naik Lagi' or 'HTC HD7 Review' sorry to point out that you're at the wrong blog and you might want to search for those at Freedom Of Association kthxbai.

by keep on dancing till the world ends I mean fight until the end. most likely.

woah oh oh oh oh oh woah oh oh oh woah oh oh oh oh oh woah oh oh oh.

Beauty gets the attention.

2011-06-07T22:47:00.000-07:00

let me introduce you to my half of party people.

err excuse me for the picture quality though.

it's the kenduri(s) that bring us back together.

oh darn it, I love you babes.

Setelah sebulan.

2011-06-06T22:13:00.000-07:00

serious ah sebulan tak update blog kan, loser wei loser. since start cuti hari tu, kakak kawan-kawan dah selamat kahwin, kawan-kawan pun dah dua tiga orang selamat mendirikan rumah tangga. naah it doesn't matter much to me because my circle of friends aren't the types that are rushing into this kind of thing. we guys are going to take one step at a time so tak ada la rasa ketinggalan sangat kan sebab kahwin lambat? LOL PERLU KE FARHANI PERLU KEEE?????

okay to those who still doesn't have a clue, next sem aku dah tak duduk dalam. at first mesti lah berat hati and tak mau ye tak. living cost of staying outside is a bit pricey you know, it wouldn't be easy plus considering our safety some more. these days I tell you bad people are everywhere. acid man lah, rapist lah, stalker lah you name it. that scares the hell out of me. but we'll see, I think I'll be doing just fine. I'll be looking after myself & my babes really close no worries!

erm what's more are there? ah shizzz for god sake I think I'd lost my vibes. I can't even write properly anymore. where the freaking hell had my vibes gone too?????!!!!! sorry if I bore you. T_____T let's just end with a fullstop here for now. I will write as soon as possible if comes the lousy idea I promise.

anyway to put in into simple words, life had been pretty much the same. :)

My love's too big for you my love.

2011-04-27T01:26:00.000-07:00

"You should know I'm dangerous."

"Because I know you are, I decide to stick around a bit longer."

Coming home.

2011-04-26T23:16:00.000-07:00

within those so many people living all around me, adik lah yang paling jarang keep in touch dengan aku. jarang call, jarang text, jarang sangat nak bugging aku. tapi dua malam lepas, dia tiba-tiba call. at 1.16 am. nasib baik belum tidur.

tu first time adik call aku cakap lama-lama though we didn't talk much. as solemn this might sounds, that was one valuable 6 minutes and 45 seconds I ever had. my baby brother had grew up, he talked about future. he asked me for my opinion. I can't really tell whether deep down inside him, he's feeling sorry, scared or what but I seriously want to look out after him. no matter how much he screwed up before, he's the only sibling I have in this entire world.

ah ni nak touching ni. sial lah.

tak sabar. nak balik nak balik nak balik!!!

Bury me, bury me.

2011-04-24T16:57:00.000-07:00

it was last year when I usually feeling awfully low on the inside I used to listen to The Kill by 30 Seconds To Mars a lot. you know when you think no one will hear you, you always have songs, papers and pens to cheer you up, to write down every feeling you feel about. perasan tak perasan tak?

now HALT! this is NOT about that, no not involving any emotional feelings yaw cause I'm freaking stable at the moment. ^^ hihi aku terjumpa video kat bawah ni, Boy buat cover The Kill. my my suka siak. sebab hang senior aku Boy aku terus tempek kat blog. haha and oh yes he's one of the guys from Hello, is this the band? too. okay you go senior! Jitra FTW.

It's by chance I'm updating.

2011-04-23T23:49:00.000-07:00

last two days Farahin called bagitau dia dapat 58 for Maths. agak tak tau nak buat apa di situ ye. kesian pulak budak-budak tu. depa tak faham ke apa aku ajar selama ni hah sampai dapat C cenggitu? haha okay tapi kalau fikir balik tak payah rasa bersalah sangat pun tak apa kot sebab aku ajar multiplication. addition dengan subtraction aku tak ajar. sempat buat revision tiga empat soalan je before start ujian. lain kali buat revision awal-awal sikit eh kiddos.

berbalik kepada blog. nak greet blog properly, hai bloggie long time no updates where have your tuan blog missing to? :p ni tuan blog dah balik from shopping oopsie hari ni TERkeluar lepaks dengan Chapawati and Shamimoa. habis la jugak dua tiga keping duit aku padan muka. aish tak apa as long as I'm happy, we all happy. maybe another one week or two I'll be whining of how sengkek I am elsewhere but for now I shall live like that and again, I'm happy like thaaat.

shait lah ngantuk zZZZz, cemana ni report KOAM tak buat lagi. die die die.

Faces of tomorrow.

2011-04-16T00:28:00.000-07:00

if you ask me what is one thing I miss about my praktikum days, the answer will definitely be the girls. leave alone all those sicko lesson plans, complicated teaching aids, screaming at the top of my lungs just to get them into their seats blah blah I declared them as my personal motivation, the reason why I go to school five days per week. hamagad I exaggerate I know I know. LOL

it's undeniable they can be irritating at times but this enthusiastic value they have within them of learning something new each day, nothing can beat that. they talked a lot, like A LOT I tell you. cause girls will always be girls isn't it?

3 Ixora

1 Ixora

now as I'm writing this, I truly miss my three most active girls from 1 Ixora. Ferrasha, Adriana and Farisha. ni semua sebab pagi tadi Adriana call tanya teacher buat apa, teacher kat mana, teacher dah makan ke belum. *sigh*

till then, little monsters. :)

A real deal.

2011-04-08T19:56:00.000-07:00

Kak Atiqah kata "kalau korang rasa buat assignment pergi kelas segala benda tu penat, pergi praktikum lagi penat. kalau korang rasa pergi praktikum tu letih, dah kerja nanti lagi berganda letih."

pandai-pandai fikir sendiri lah.

Just saying.

2011-03-26T01:38:00.000-07:00

we have everything the world could provide us with,

yet it's funny how we still feel so lonely inside.

Fact 101.

2011-03-17T22:53:00.000-07:00

tadi siang balik rumah nani. nani cakap aku makin kurus weyyyyy. so starting this moment tak mau dengar cakap orang lain, nak dengar cakap nani sorang je.

I without a piece of doubt loving you grandmommy, like no other. mmmuuuaaah!

Tasteless thought.

2011-03-14T23:34:00.000-07:00

source ; tumblr

I did some not-that-extraordinary things I've never did before. something like...let's say you had never like to eat instant noodles since you were little and you didn't even want to try liking it. but then comes a day, you are ready to consume instant noodles, you had this thought that you want to taste what instant noodles are like when you squeeze 'em all inside your mouth. will it be that delicious, tasteless or worse, spicy. that's how exactly I feel and then I go doing this one thing I never actually bother to do just because...JUST BECAUSE.

you have any idea what I did last night?

I downloaded dozens of Korean songs.

though I constantly watch Korean series,

this is my first time downloading Korean stuffs.

and I'm 100% cool that way. (#^_____^#)

Mid-term break.

2011-03-12T00:30:00.000-08:00

cuba teka saya di mana, pinjam phrase @heydelila japs hehe. saya kat rumah! saya sampai subuh pagi tadi. it seemed those chaotic weeks of ASS-ignments had finally ended alhamdulillah. sumpah penat dol, sekoq-sekoq dah macam zombie pulun buat assignment. so cuti seminggu ni rasanya patut buat apa ye?

we'll see. yang penting kena renew lesen sebab dah seminggu aku drive merata secara illegal. hish berani betul nasib baik mak tak tau tapi esok siang nak pinjam kereta dia pergi renew lesen mestilah kena bagitau jugak kan. Y___Y"

aku baru habis tengok A Love To Kill ni, yes shoot me. I know it was so last three years LOL. err though actually aku tak paham ending dia, mati ke tak entah depa dua orang tu sebenarnya. could somebody please explain to me?

aish lantak depa lah, hari ni hari tenang aku. sebab apa tenang? sebab aku tidur sepanjang hari. kira balas dendam tidur tak menentu minggu lepas ah. haha aku bangun mandi and makan je tengah hari lepas tu tidur balik. dalam bas semalam tak boleh tidur la pulak kan, sejuk macam haram lagi. dengan hidung berair + batuk tak berhenti, yeay sukanya yeayyy. semoga dalam masa cuti ni sempat sihat balik macam biasa. serious rindu nak minum icey drinks, serious weh.

ha lagi satu kalau nak tau naik cuti nanti terus start praktikum, kims cuak lah.

She's on the move.

2011-03-06T19:41:00.000-08:00

dear abandoned blog,

I'm currently more like my real self and I love being me.

just so you know, it's six days past March already.

remember what happened in March five years back?

I buried those shattered memories deep, deep down.

put it in a box, warily wrap it up and throw it away.

just like that, not an effortless just-like-that though.

let me tell you again, I now live in a pursuit of happyness. :')

EDU 3106.

2011-03-05T20:30:00.000-08:00

ni lah coursework paling susah dalam dunia, niii lah dia kalau nak tau. hmph dua minggu straight on weekend aku buat menatang ni je tau tak. jadi, lihatlah hasilnya! cantik menawan. instructions dalam coursework task paper dah tulis siap-siap suruh design sepasang baju sekolah yang bertemakan pelbagai budaya di Malaysia. tu pasal ada tiga line kat baju dengan seluar dolls tu, 1 Malaysia lah tuuu. unique-lo kan baju sekolah kami design? tapi rasanya kalau in real life, macam 'eh tak payah pakai baju camni pun takpa kot, bergaya sangat' hihi.

okay sekarang cepat teka antara kami empat orang siapa yang jahit baju dolls ni? nanti kalau betul kasik lotsa lotsa hugs and kisses, LOLOL mau dak? XP

Look I'm still around.

2011-02-25T14:34:00.000-08:00

Self talking for dummies.

2011-02-24T16:32:00.000-08:00

I keep reminding myself to stay put these days, hence my eventful life.

and had been trying real hard in developing one hell of a patient soul too.

Perfect girlfriend.

2011-02-19T02:11:00.000-08:00

THIS IS RATHER INTERESTING YET TRUE.

What is a perfect girlfriend? They say there is no such thing as perfection, and therefore perfect girlfriend doesn't exist at any circumstances.

She dresses up all cute and pretty every time you take her out on a date. This is her way of keeping you interested and your eyes are locked solely on her. But you stare at other girls instead, and she gets hurt and upset that all her time and all the effort were put to waste. You call her insecure now.

She holds on to you like she'll never let you go. This is her way of telling other girls she's lucky to have you, and no, you're not available. You call her clingy.

She calls you with the sweetest nicknames, or ones that only you two will understand. This is her way of saying how special you are, and there is nobody else in this world like you. You call other girls "babe" just as how you would call her, and she gets disappointed. You call her shallow and jealous for no reason.

She checks up on you, making sure you made it home safely or that you're not out getting yourself into any kind of trouble. This is her way of showing how often she thinks about you and that she worries constantly because that's how much she cares. You say she's nagging.

She cries when you do or say something wrong. This is her way of saying "That hurt only because YOU said it and I love only YOU". Directly you call her overly sensitive and being so emotional.

She loves you more than you love her. This is her way of dealing with the fact that your relationship wasn't like how it used to be, but she is willing to make room for more love and some changes. You push her away again and again. You call her dramatic and annoying.

So go ahead. Leave the insecure, clingy, jealous, nagging, overly sensitive, emotional, annoying girl you had.

She will soon be much happier in the arms of someone who actually deserves her and loves her for who she is.

Now recall, how were you acting again?

TAKEN SOMEWHERE HERE.

The first man a little girl falls in love with is her daddy.

2011-02-18T16:12:00.000-08:00

here's a quick update. semalam birthday bapak. semalam adik tak lepas JPJ test and semalam jugak I sprinkled my right leg during kelas olahraga.

I panicked at first, no kidding. I find it hard to sleep too last night because of lenguh-lenguh and sengal-sengal kat lutut but hopefully today I'll be getting better Insya-Allah. I could really use some prayers right now. :')

I told bapak about what happened a bit late than usual and he strictly said no mengurut. I should letak ais je on top of my knee within 72 hours and bapak kata if still sakit, go seek for doctor's advices. I think I'll be fine, it's just a minor injury of terseliuh. I mean kecik-kecik dulu main naik basikal pun selalu jatuh jugak kan. chillex. in a few days time, I'll get up and start running again.

by the way, happy birthday bapak.

sorry for causing you trouble throughout these years.

as plain this might sounds, I love you with all my heart. honestly.

There's something like a line of gold thread running through a man's words when he talks to his daughter, and gradually over the years it gets to be long enough for you to pick up in your hands and weave into a cloth that feels like love itself. - John Gregory Brown

I ♥ JAPAN.

2011-02-16T01:46:00.000-08:00

I finally got my parcel yesterday. I went to check with the office a few days before and the thing is I forgot to ask the sender first because pos laju/pos ekspres je parcel masuk office. ordinary parcels kena kutip sendiri kat kafe. god I should have asked in the first place, the same silly me. nasib baik ada orang passkan kat Shakirah and the parcel then arrived safe and sound into my hands.

thank you, you.

Like whoa.

2011-02-15T02:06:00.000-08:00

hmm because each time I did something it never had been enough,

or at least satisfying to speak of which.

maybe in between, not sure.

torturing, blaming seems enjoyable to you as much as ice cream is.

and silence treatment some more.

somewhat a payback we call it.

you know what it feels like?

TRASH, UGLY STINKY TRASH.

how to say this in words --- miserable, terrible, horrible.

yes that would be it...without wavering.

okay let's play this the way you wanted to.

I will stop to care if that is so pleasing.

I will be definitely avoiding you.

I will start watching videos too.

just for laugh, pathetically.

Decode.

2011-02-14T00:24:00.000-08:00

how did we get here, when I used to know you so well?

Ned Nott and Sam Shott.

2011-02-10T23:28:00.000-08:00

while printing, I decided to expose here of what we'll be doing in English class tomorrow morning. TOUNGE TWISTER! super fun isn't it? it is one of my favourite part in learning language. I think I looked kinda funny when I tried too hard to pronounce those lines. ala who cares, everyone does the same. that's how we learn things. *shy laugh* oh and I discovered there are actually a few types of tounge twisters. here I include an example of poetry tounge twister.

HIHIHI kakak-kakak abang-abang meh kita baca sama-sama yah ;

Ned Nott was shot and Sam Shott was not.
So it is better to be Shott than Nott.
Some say Nott was not shot.
But Shott says he shot Nott.
Either the shot Shott shot at Nott was not shot,
Or Nott was shot.
If the shot Shott shot shot Nott, Nott was shot.
But if the shot Shott shot shot Shott,
Then Shott was shot, not Nott.
However, the shot Shott shot shot not Shott, but Nott.

Back here.

2011-02-09T19:49:00.000-08:00

assalamualaikum dan selamat maghrib, saya dah sampai Cheras. perlu tak saya cakap saya stuck dalam jam for 14 WHOLE hours on the highway hari tu? ZzZzZzZ bosan gila batak woi. rasa nak menyebai sepanjang jalan. sampai tak larat nak usya mamat hensem dah aih, cemuih. okay tayang gambar sikit.

bukti kereta BANYAK.

neah barang depa saja sekerat kereta. HAHA

muka penumpang pun kena la ada jugak kan?

sebenarnya aku tak mandi lagi. tengah tunggu kakak-kakak KPLI. depa penuh satu bilik air celah mana aku nak mandi pun tak tau lah, tu pasal mai bukak blog ni. panas dah kak oiii, cepat sikit mandi. toksah berendam lama-lama sangat.

and and last shoutout goes to...err no one actually, saja nak habaq kata Canon dah ada beg baru. hihik okay that's it lah, bye see you some other day.

Accidentally on purpose.

2011-02-03T22:12:00.000-08:00

disebabkan lagu kat bawah ni yes lagu kat bawah ni, I got the chance to finally interact with him!!! yaaaaa speechless tak payah cakap, berdebar tak payah cakap muahaha because we happened to be liking the same song for the time being. ish rasa nak sapu sampah keliling rumah je sebab overwhelmed sangat.

I have been secretly fancy this person and his band since forever and it's like a wish came true you know, it was as if Zachary Levi noticed you when you walked down a road and he waved at you, calling your name etc etc. what will you do? you'll be as hell jumping around in excitement just like me. WICKED!

mood aku tengah baik ni, senyum sampai pagi esok tak makan pun takpa dah.

Tak semua kita rancang akan berlaku.

2011-02-02T15:33:00.000-08:00

bosan jugak sorang-sorang rupanya eh, tengok aku merepek sampai tiga post dah hari ni. bapak kerja mak kerja adik kerja. duduk la sorang-sorang kat rumah. mak balik lambat sikit ada ko-kurikulum kat sekolah, bapak balik petang after office hours, adik lagi over balik malam terus. nasib baik ada internet, TV, dapur boleh lah aku bergolek sakan berpesta liar sorang-sorang dalam rumah. heeeee

I think that's one of the reasons why I go out spending time outside a lot. ehm kawan-kawan aku mostly macam aku jugak. Jah anak bongsu, Nun anak bongsu, Shafiz anak bongsu, Hazim anak tunggal, Enna ada adik lelaki sorang je tu pun dah tua bangka dah adik dia macam adik aku jugak. K-own dengan Nadia pun sama, adik-adik dah habis sekolah. mak ayah masing-masing kerja so apa lah sangat nak buat kat rumah. dah siap kemas rumah serba serbi terus tak tau nak buat apa mula ah gatal tangan sekoq-sekoq hello-hello ajak pergi sana sini. haha tapi sekarang ni semenjak mak cik Nun jadi wanita bekerjaya aku pun kurang keluar tadak idea nak pergi mana and end up main-main kat rumah je.

ish ada motif tak penulisan ni? tsk tadak kan kan kan. kthxbai.

Lost in the plot.

2011-02-02T14:44:00.000-08:00

alamak rindu pulak, hihi. >___<"

We need a miracle.

2011-02-02T13:33:00.000-08:00

these are taken from Mimie's twitter from her previous tweet.

"I'm with 7 students from Egypt. Wow kat sini pun dah hectic I can't imagine themselves there."

"The Star, embassy called them. Mesti diorang tengah serabut. I, on the other hand mengantuk and nak sambung tidur. Lol"

"Just in case you're wondering, the rape case tu rumours and orang kena tembak kaki tu rubber pellet je. Sibuk kan saya ni."

"Boleh tak suruh diorang cakap kat The Star they are safe here in Mimie's house in Edinburgh? Haha"

how convincing this might be, we cannot be rest assured.

Siti Aminah di Germany.

2011-02-01T00:06:00.000-08:00

I wasn't interested in anything related to this girl's background when I watched these videos at first so I just let it slip by. but when I re-read some of the comments and responds, I came to realize this is the kartunis's daughter, yang anak lelaki dia dulu dilarikan oleh isteri first dia to Britain, to her hometown.

by the way, budak pompuan ni anak dia dengan isteri second dia kat German. comel sangat budak ni cakap melayu and I gave her an extra credit for she speaks in loghat utara hehe. daddy had taught you well yes girl? cubit pipi kang!

3 years old Siti Aminah

4 years old Siti Aminah

dah alang-alang aku baca background budak ni, aku pun baca sekali pasal ayah dia Lepat tu. sekali baca rasa simpati aku memang melimpah ruah I mean how could they did such thing to him? dia ada anak lelaki yang dilahirkan beragama Islam, maka relevan lah rasa risau dia terhadap anak lelaki dia, murtad ke apa kalau tak dibimbing dengan betul ye tak. and throughout my reading too, I gather some information that his son had changed his name to something else. so tadak lagi dah nama ke-melayuan yang ayah dia bagi dulu masa dia lahir.

if you feel like digging some more on this matter you may read here Ismail Lepat atau Ismail Ariffin Dianiaya Sistem Politik Malaysia? boleh lah tengok video dia yang sejam lebih tu, aku tengok je sampai habis walaupun lama. =___="

p/s : recent comments saying that Sunni (Lepat's son) is one of Jukebox Juniors member in Got To Dance UK. oh my could you just imagine how would his birth father felt? *heavy sigh*

My own version of cooking.

2011-01-31T18:01:00.000-08:00

semalam aku main masak-masak kat rumah, tapi tadak ah pakai daun pokok bunga kertas mak dengan daun kari tepi rumah kan. aku masak betul-betul aa pakai api ahaahaa. masak apa? trifle. benda ni aku tolong Elley dengan KW buat dua minggu lepas kat Bangsawan and tiba-tiba aku rasa ceit tadak la susah mana pun so I decided to give it a try while kat rumah ni. thanks to Elley yang bersusah payah textkan ingredients to buy and e-mail me cara-cara membuat trifle. when I told mak I want to try this out she completely goes 'no problem, p la beli barang-barang amek duit mak' yeay mak sponsor duit, bapak sponsor air liur tolong kritik masa aku tengah buat semalam. dia tak habis-habis habaq hang 'betul ka Fani reti buat ni, ish takut jadi macam masak dulu tu keras tak boleh makan' T_____T wargh bapak downgrade kebolehan aku I was like 'ee bapak ni bukannya nak bagi sokongan moral kat anak-anak' mulut kasi muncung sikit, muka buat-buat nak merajuk sikit okay berjaya, bapak pun diam kekeke.

skill masak-memasak aku ni as everyone knows isn't that skillful tapi to achieve something like this I would say I'm proud of myself because at least dah melangkah setapak lagi ke hadapan betul tak? daripada tak reti buat dessert ~~AT ALL~~, dah tau buat one type of dessert. impressive Farhani, impressive.

and anyway, buat trifle ni tadak la involve a lot of cooking. I mean tumis-tumis ke, bakar-bakar ke, no nothing. masak susu cair je sikit heheh I bet most girls know how to do it already so I don't think there's a need to re-write here anymore. just take a glance at the product will ya? ^_____^

tadi after kerja Nun and Jah came by because I told them to come over and have a taste of my hand-made dessert. guess what, Nun kata yummy you. nampaknya boleh buat lagi! Jah tak prefer sangat this type of food so it's just a so-so to her. nevermind. bapak pun diam-diam makan rupanya sebab pagi tadi aku bangun tengok half dah hilang hehe. okay lads serious business here, tempahan dibuka sekarang siapa nak cepat call and order ye? *playful smirk*

Hang in there dear.

2011-01-30T23:11:00.000-08:00

it suddenly came to me that I'm actually the type of person yang tak tahan sejuk. haha random kan? macam ni, sebab dua malam lepas aku balik naik bas air-cond direct kat muka kot. yep I had my sweater on and my stockings too but it didn't work this time. it's too fucking cold in there I can't even sleep man. sebab tu sampai je rumah aku hentam tidur sampai pukul 11 pagi tehehe.

forget that, sekarang ni meh focus kat orang Egypt. Dila mana Dila? betul ke internet connection kat Egypt dah kena potong after midnight last two days? I hope you're doing just fine over there friend, stay indoor if possible. nanti contact yeh bila dah ada internet connection semula. lots of love from Malaysia.

and then this sudden news from Ezadd telling us her sister got involved in an accident today. I was like 'oh my god, everyone must've been worried about her' Ezadd's on her way to Sungai Buloh the second she texted us and according to her Wann is still in the operation theatre, be strong Ezzati and family. insya-Allah dia tak ada apa-apa. let's pray for the best shall we?

A token of gratitude.

2011-01-26T00:16:00.000-08:00

a week ago, I helped Didiey and his Asy-Syakirin team taking pictures of them as a group, formal and informal pictures. alah type-type gambar kelas duduk berderet tu lah. and yesterday, they rewarded me with something! I was thrilled and feeling appreciated for what I did erm just because you know I ain't that good, I take unreasonable pictures as far as I'm concerned. but a friend told me we need no reason to take pictures, we just push the shutter button and it'll be memories which we can never have again, not the exact one at least.

so this is the thing they gave me. later when I go back home end of this week, gonna send the cloth to my favourite taylor, nak buat baju kurung.

special thanks goes to Didiey, Najwa, Suhaibah (urm not sure of the spelling) and basically everyone, thank you very very much! *wide grin*

Sugar! Oh honey honey.

2011-01-25T13:01:00.000-08:00

well, ring a bell now?

Committe and commitment.

2011-01-24T21:34:00.000-08:00

awkward sikit rasa macam dah lama tak update blog. XP

ni nak update lah niii. lusa nanti ada Larian Mesra lepas tu Jumaat. maksudnya? Jumaat balik yeayeah. eh tu je update-nya, blergh tak thrill langsung hehe.

as for now depa semua pergi meeting committe Larian Mesra so I'm just goofing around endlessly in my room jadi mari tengok Playful Kiss cause finally I finished watching 90210 S01. fine got it, I know it was so last year but hey I'm busy remember, tak sempat tengok ceh alasan baik punya. lepas tengok cerita kita basuh t-shirt putih pakai pergi PJ tadi ya. lepas tu tidur esok ada kelas Linear Algebra okay? good girl, good good. *pat myself on the back, feeling proud*

sekadar peringatan, be strictly careful when you put high expectation on anything or anyone. you see it's simply because all that might came crashing at some point and it will be painful as hell to deal with. I'm just saying, kthxbai.

There's a whole new world out there you should see.

2011-01-18T19:19:00.000-08:00

why deactivate girl? problems can be solved, trust me. it's just you have to have the guts to face the fact that when one's gone it means he really had gone and he's not worth waiting for. holding on to your past would not help you in any way. oh come on, you know you're better than this. prove me I'm right.

I want to see more of cheerful you, please. take my hand and let's walk together through. damn enough of those tears, it ain't that hard to be happy.

smile again, like you used to.

Live the life you imagined.

2011-01-17T17:33:00.000-08:00

if I write here, updating with typical stuff I did everyday it must've been a real bore is it? but the purpose of writing in the first place isn't about you, it's me. so that when I'm old enough there's an available place I could dig to, reading about myself, smiling from ear to ear. I just happened to love imagining things.

well as for now I want to write about future. about things I used to dream pointlessly each and every night, which were variety of them I dreamed of you know. I often dreamed of having a small house that would be convenient for me and my upcoming family. I would like to paint it in warm maroon on the outside and I'll paint it with pastel colours on the inside. family room, kitchen, bedrooms, and other rooms, they will have beautiful different colours. I would want to own a room full of books and I'll build nice shelves attached to the walls where I'll be putting my books up. I'll make it possible to have a white room too because it'll be easy for me to take pictures of families, friends, kids and everyone I love. I will have two bathrooms of pink and blue in colour. I'll buy some crafty wooden kitchen stools to match with my polished floors. then I'll buy a simple L-shape leather couch to fit into my living room and knowing me, I shall not grow plants or flowers but I'll be growing green well-trimmed grass instead in my yard.

hey this is no wrong right? =)

Saya dua puluh dua saya okay.

2011-01-10T23:16:00.000-08:00

it was such a long Monday today, not really some kind of a start I would like to have actually. KW kena kondem during EDU's presentation lepas tu Kak Ha pulak cakap Ezadd kena blacklist from asrama sebab tak pulangkan kunci. whattthe aku pun tak pulangkan jugak kot sebab tu kunci duplicate sendiri duh.

but that was just that. after class we went out for dinner since KT and Ezadd puasa so sekali bukak puasa. well we planned earlier on surprising Elley with something because tomorrow's her 22nd birthday, happy birthday babe! love yah! what we did was we bought half of a dozen doughnuts from Big Apple, stick a few candles on 'em and sing a birthday song at her doorstep. it was fun innit. I got to snap a few pictures too, here they are. ^_____^

Elley in telekung lagi. lepas solat Maghrib, tengah baca Quran hehe. aku tadak dalam gambar! tak aci ah korang! eeii diskriminasi terhadap insan lemah huh. :p

we took her out after that to have a proper dinner sebab dia belum makan and guess what happened masa tengah tunggu order. ada orang gila y'alls. sial sumpah aku takut tangan siap ketar-ketar. mula-mula tak cuak sangat masa dia jerit-jerit tu bajet dia tak kacau orang, tapi sekali dia main kasar pulak kejar kakak sebelah table kami hah apa lagi menyirap ah. aku blah doh dengan KT tak sanggup tunggu dah. budak-budak ni tunggu order Elley siap, bungkus, terus blah. dalam kereta bising habaq hang siapa tak cuak woi. buatnya dia ada pisau ke, cekik leher ke, tendang perut ke apa yang patut tak ke naya namanya.

ow ow ow don't worry kami semua selamat pulang alhamdulillah, mana entah dia hilang lepas tu tak muncul dah budak-budak ni cakap. just a friendly reminder everybody, please watch your back and be extra careful. sekarang ni manusia semua unpredictable. kalau jadi apa-apa siapa yang susah? diri sendiri jugak betul tak. walk in groups or you know, things like that. take care dearies!

Tak berapa gemar.

2011-01-05T00:26:00.000-08:00

roughly, these are two non-preferable things I just realized of.

lubang jalan.
minggu orientasi.

bahahah tadak kerja ke cik kak? eh tapi betul ni, alergik betul lah dengan lubang jalan yang mendalam sedalam cinta aku terhadap Pierre Andre tu. bergegar rasa otak and mengancam keselamatan pelis. orientation week is another thing, boring serta tak cukup tidur. tak payah mention ah kan pasal kena ambik sign senior segala tu lagi blergh. haish that explains why. yeah dah puas hati now lets get back to work, nak buat tutorial Linear Algebra ni nyah oi. *waving*

Don't ever look back.

2011-01-04T00:18:00.000-08:00

it had been four days in 2011. a brand new year, a brand new hope. so I'm writing from Cheras, yes I'm here already. berat hati malas belajar apa semua tolak tepi. mari jalani hidup apa adanya kata Ezzati once before and lets share all the difficulties together. InsyaAllah we'll make it through, the toughest us.

thanks for these precious going-away gifts.

seriously rasa nak nangis bila baca.

and now sumpah dah rindu.

distance is just another bitch we hate. agree? :S

Chickas are ready to see what God has in store for them.

2010-12-31T22:50:00.000-08:00

2010 was?

just another year for me.

eh gaya kenapa macam disconsolate je ni, ish ish and for the moment I'm still stucked at home. I know most of my friends are heading back to college but I'm not ready just yet plus I still have things to take care of. I will do nothing too tonight except for pleasing myself with downloading every single song/video I could think of to occupy me for the next few weeks/months when I'm away.

so as we can see clearly, 2010 is finally at its end.

to tell you the truth, 2010 wasn't that bad. it was a year of triumph, disappointment, joy, sorrow, love, heart breaks, great highs & awful lows.

okay 2011, bring it on!

Ku ingin kau tahu.

2010-12-27T01:12:00.000-08:00

just because it's cute yet simple.

to everyone out there who keeps falling in and out.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Click, click...snap.

2010-12-26T23:23:00.000-08:00

So take a dirty picture for me,
Take a dirty picture,
Just take a dirty picture for me,
Take a dirty picture,
Just send the dirty picture to me,
Send the dirty picture,
Just send the dirty picture to me,
Send the dirty picture.

Snap.
Uh.

auwww sounds sexayh. it's just a song I'm currently into, deal with it. so I was after watching a football match between Malaysia and Indonesia. unbelievable? believe it. sebab mak la ni bebel suruh keluar tengok. asyik terperap tengok internet je. dia kata 'cuba mai tengok dunia kat luaq ni pulak' haha mak, mak.

first of all agak-agak apa yang aku tengok? who cares about the ball, I straight away usha mamat-mamat pemain bola. okay spotted. the goalkeeper, Fahmi apa benda entah nama penuh dia hehe. Chinese look yaw. mata sepet comel!

ooh right cut the crap, puji melambung macam lah dia kenal aku. Y___Y"

I just realized there are so many things I need to do before I go back. first thing first kena settle benda adik since bapak kerja and mak dah start duty kat sekolah. dia mengada boleh tak, tak mau naik motor nak jugak aku heret buat itu ini untuk dia. kesian pulak, ye aku ikutkan je lah. disebabkan adik aku ni over pandai sangat, dia pergi buang lesen L motor dulu which still needed to be use. dah tak pasal-pasal kena pergi buat replacement lesen L kat JPJ. nak buat lesen kena ada gambar formal so kena pergi amek gambar dulu aiyayak leceeeh.

tu adik punya hal, as for me I listed a few other things to do myself. kalau tolak part menggedik nak tengok Gulliver's Travel, makan char kuetiau dengan makan chicken chop pun still ada banyak lagi kena buat. haha kena pergi fix speaker lagi sekali, pergi bank, balik kampung visit nani, kemas barang and maybe basuh kereta kalau sempat. hah lagi satu kakak, borang asrama jangan lupa isi noh.

zomg can't believe cuti is coming to an end already!

Bakat semula jadi.

2010-12-24T18:34:00.000-08:00

sumpah tak pandai join contest jadah-jadah ni, but since Tong tagged me, I decided to just do it. alah letak gambar syok sendiri with various expressions je, macam tak biasa pulek haha. assume this is just another blog entry okay? =)

nah ni entri asal orang yang buat contest, mana lah tau there is among you nak try, for fun purpose of course eh kalau nak menang pun boleh je muehehe.

hah amek hang, lmao tersedak tengok!

I made these shirts for you.

2010-12-23T01:35:00.000-08:00

Julian singing to They're Yours, promoting his tees.

your gigi jarang makes you even more cuter you know.

>___<

Suram seperti malam.

2010-12-22T23:10:00.000-08:00

firstly, hari ni birthday adik. happy 17th birthday adik, kakak sayang adik.

I need a place to you-know-what and this is the best place I could think of.

hari Ahad hari tu, sir meninggal. sir suami Cikgu Zainab. sir yang ajar aku english, sebab sir lah aku suka english walaupun dia selalu piap sebijik dengan pembaris lepas tu cubit lagi kalau salah congak sifir. sir jugak orang first yang panggil aku Ped sebab dia kenal bapak and sebab sir lah nama tu lekat sampai sekarang. sampai aku rasa pelik kalau closest friends here panggil nama betul aku. kadang-kadang sir panggil aku bulat, hah yang tu aku tak suka. nanti budak-budak laki especially Azim, Nik dengan Hizami ejek aku. last two months balik weekend sempat jumpa sir kat kenduri kawan mak, sir kata aku makin lawa haha tapi dah tua bangka ni dia tadak la tarik hidung aku macam masa kecik-kecik dulu. malam arwah meninggal tu, bapak pergi visit. orang kata meninggal sebab heart attack. entah aku pun tak sure aku tak tanya banyak sangat. aku cuma harap Cikgu Zainab kuat sebab till now mana-mana aku jumpa depa, mesti berdua dengan anak last depa, Razin. bapak kata jangan sedih, tak baik. yang hidup tetap akan pergi. esok lusa mana kita tau mungkin ada antara kita pulak ye tak. nothing much left to say. just want to prepare myself to face the worst, in anything.

BTW, nama sir tu Sir Rosli.

Counting on.

2010-12-20T22:22:00.000-08:00

twelve days left, only TWELVE. :(

Just another weekend.

2010-12-19T23:08:00.000-08:00

sorry I cannot hear you I'm kinda busayh k-kinda busayh. yeah literally, busy.

whatever. kita cerita pasal hari minggu okay, disebabkan aku jobless sekarang maka hari minggu untuk aku diperuntukkan sebanyak tiga hari iaitu Jumaat, Sabtu and Ahad. kenapa tiga hari, sebabbb Kedah cuti Jumaat Sabtu, negeri lain cuti Sabtu Ahad. jadi untuk berlaku adil serta saksama, aku cuti tiga hari heee.

tadi macam semangat gilak, ni rasa malas pulak. idea nak karang tiga empat ratus patah perkataan hilang pergi mana entah eeii selalu macam ni tau. tadak hal relax jangan risau, lets make this short and precise shall we. baru umph!

hari Jumaat aku pergi Perlis, pergi sempadan lah Padang Besaq dengan Wang Kelian tu hah. mak nak sangat pergi tapi end up tak beli apa pun, which is rather exhausting but since I've been bribe with delicious food so I guess I'm all fine.

yesterday was quite a long one too. pagi-pagi gerak balik Penang, first stop kenduri sedara sebelah wan, lepas tu sambung pulak dengan kenduri jiran depan rumah tok. drive pergi sana sini semua aku of course. bapak tak ikut dia pergi settle kereta mak, kalau ada driver syok jugak noh. oh man too much kenduri making all these pengantin didn't seem to be that interesting anymore to me.

and finally hari ni. relax ah sikit sebab pergi bertunang je weee aik aik bukan aku bertunang, Kak Mani bertunang yaw! Kak Mani tu kakak Nun. cantik oo Nun hari ni pakai baju kaler putih from head to toe pergh seropa dia pulak yang bertunang haha. yeah, mengambil gambar dan bergambar macam biasa tapi gambar semua dalam camera Nun aku tak bawak Canon tadi, bawak W705 je.

eh ada lagi, abang aku dah dapat anak. tak percaya sial dia dah ada anak bila ingat balik kecik-kecik duk pulun tengok Kamen Rider Ryuki sama-sama, ada satu time tu gigih berebut light saber ba sebab aku konon-konon Princess Leia tapi Bamir tak bagi sebab dia perasan dia Obi Wan Kenobi hehe.

mesti ba seronok sebab Bamir dapat anak pompuan, ba dari dulu lagi nak anak pompuan. hmm esok nak visit lah, nak beli PSP tipu bagi hadiah kat baby so that nanti bila dia besar tadak la dia nangis nak PSP lagi dah. ^___^

Makes my heart goes boom boom boom.

2010-12-17T22:41:00.000-08:00

neah cantik teroks, nak sebijik!!! *drooling*

Kacak luar kacak dalam kacak dengar sini.

2010-12-14T23:21:00.000-08:00

gelak lah kalau nak gelak, tapi aku memang tengah dengar lagu Malique - Senyum ni for real. catchy yaw. it had been a few days I'm neglecting blog. tak ah mana ada aku busy, biasa lah cuti panjang macam ni memang tak energetic mana sangat. bosan pun tak jugak, I'm not feeling neither happy nor sad but just in the middle. wei pompuan tak berperasaan, bosannya hidup hang! HAHA

beriya konon nak tengok Social Network, tak pergi tengok pun. konon nak tengok Rapunzel, pun tak pergi tengok jugak. hah Narnia ni aku nak make sure pergi tengok kalau tak pergi jugak ish tak tau lah apa nak jadi pemalas sangat ni. jom siapa-siapa, kita pergi sama-sama nak? sementara waktu masih adaaa.

setiap hari kerja aku ---> jaga kebajikan budak baru habis SPM. psst dia start kerja hari ni. kerja kat kilang buat peti ais, ahaha keluar pagi pukul 7.45 balik pukul 6.30. oh my baby brother macam tak percaya siot. dia balik kerja terus aku layan baik-baik teman makan nasik. selalu aku buli dia suruh tutup tingkap dengan siram pokok tapi tadi muka lembik semacam je esh tak baik pulak buli kan, jadi aku buat sendiri semua. lepas tu tak sempat pukul 10 dah tidur alolo.

heeehehe selain itu aktiviti tetap ialah makan nasik kandaq Yasmeen, sekian.

Words that a heart trying to say.

2010-12-10T22:42:00.000-08:00

my parents marriage age is now 22 years old and they were being very cheery about that. I'm happy for them, I'm happy for everyone who's in love or trying to be in it. I would want a strong relationship of my own too someday and lives together for let say, the next 40 years maybe? geez cheesy I know, I know. :)

"Love is handing someone a gun, and letting it point to your head,

believing that he won't pull the trigger"

but whoa, dangerous it is.

Minggu lepas.

2010-12-09T01:17:00.000-08:00

I'm trying to chill out here, gimme some space will ya?

though thinking of exam's result really got me on my nerves.

@_____@

Half to complete.

2010-12-07T13:47:00.000-08:00

each time I got in a state of gloomy over something, I often fantasizes of having a sissy around to share feelings with. I want a sister like a G6, like a G6.

Grab your phone and vote now.

2010-12-04T16:41:00.000-08:00

come on guys, I'm helping a friend here. a friend from school years ago. nanti cakap aku gila glamour pulak nak mengaku kawan hahah. she needs votes from you, yes you all of you for her final Pertandingan Dewi Remaja (PDR). final tu is like a few days ahead je. 8 Disember kot kalau tak salah, entah aku tak ingat. so, care to help? I want a yay please not a nay thank you very much sweetie.

hoi Loops, it's dari Kelantan okay bukan daripada Kelantan HAHA.

apa ni marah tau Cikgu Yus mengajar kau BM penat-penat tau.

this is the latest video of Lofa promoting her PDR thang.

it was an interviewed session at a radio station if I'm not mistaken.

and I saw many wrote that they miss her LOL-ing on her wall ever since.

look, Lofa had the most witty laugh back at school it's like you'll laugh too even when you don't feel like laughing but you laugh only to laugh at her laughing. >)

before I end here, this is her modelling or is it acting ergh whatever in Hujan's latest video clip, Muda. it was filmed at a beach in Terengganu dah la awek cantik pantai pun cantik pulak tu grrr jeles.

sit back, relax and enjoy! and hell yes do vote.

Easy come easy go.

2010-12-02T22:06:00.000-08:00

he then chuckled at her and left.

nobody sticks around you see.

MIA.

2010-12-01T20:56:00.000-08:00

I have a friend that went disappeared from the facebook world. I noticed this weeks ago. I have been wondering where did this one person go. you are on the other side of the world and I can't reach you now. gah it's depressing! HAHA.

so to you-know-who-you-are, if you are reading this come forward and let's have a somewhat people would claim as small talk. oh you missed out tasty gossips you know. no don't worry I kindly will fill you in with the details later.

silly you if you think no one cares because I care. =)

Isn't it great?

2010-11-26T22:35:00.000-08:00

I had every reason to enjoy myself these past few days. you see walaupun cuti dan jarak yang wujud membataskan perhubungan kami, internet tetap ada for us to stay connected with our loved ones. that's why I so cannot live without internet connection. for a day or two mungkin boleh but for a week?! no I don't think so. eeii geli macam pompuan mengada la pulak okay apa-apa lah.

to stay connected dengan siapa hang tanya? dengan favourite people from Bangi, Mulong, Bachok, Sabak Bernam and of course paling dekat dengan aku, Bukit Selambau! wehehe tak cukup inbox, wall posts, messenger conference now we've got a place to share what's new and so on. thanks to Elley for willingly creating the space up. it makes you even more cantik jah. LOL to make it even more fascinating, just now Ezadd shared a link to a website where we can download an application of polaroid image maker. thank you zadd!

the three easy steps are ;

step 1 : download the application

step 2 : drag and drop photos

step 3 : wait for the film to develop

cool tak? even fake, you still have to wait for the film to develop yaw! cool habis okay terjakun japs. and proudly presenting my fake polaroid photos muahaha. ini gambar pergi makan char kuetiau haritu-haritu ni. ;D

this is the link to the site (in case there's any of you who still haven't been introduced to this site yet) go give it a try guys. it brings so much fun trust me!

My humble opinion.

2010-11-24T21:27:00.000-08:00

hobi baru aku sekarang apa? apa? apa? teka, cepat teka! dasar pemalas ni hampa semua ni, semua nak tunggu aku cakap hish (bebel sorang-sorang menatang apa tah) alright fine. hehe hobi baru ; tengok video kahwin orang. pergh best kot, bukan sebab gatai sangat ke apa tapi saja lah siapa suruh depa upload merata kat youtube, facebook, vimeo semua ada. orang tadak kerja macam aku ni mesti lah tengok kan.

Ezadd cakap paling dia suka Syeikh Muzafar's wedding, tapi for aku anak Nasimuddin tu lagi best. cuma resolution video anak Nasimuddin yang orang letak kat facebook tak cantik sangat. videos from CST Production are superb too, those background songs are making me smirking for the rest of the day you know. though tak dapat disangkal memang cliche scene-scene dia, alah the one that got orang jalan-jalan tepi pantai, tersepak botol and kutip botol tiba-tiba ada love note dalam botol tu.

oh baby come on, don't tell me you believe in fairytales.

maybe you are, nevermind I do believe in happy endings anyway.

sekarang ni orang bising ada banyak so-called photographer.

lepas ni mungkin banyak dslr film maker pulak kot noh?

PEACE!

psst tak larat gelak tengok video Cik Shida Dari Parit harem lawak teruk!

Deepest gratitude towards friendship.

2010-11-23T18:47:00.000-08:00

finally Fazliana joined the 21 years old awesome society! Ezzati sabar sikit eh, tahun depan je lagi. aku, Shafawati dengan Fazliana mengundi dulu.

eh lupa pulak, si ~~gajah~~ Syamimi pun dah boleh mengundi haish.

kau bawak-bawak bersabar jap ye weeeee.

happy birthday KT, you're the first girl I met on our registration day in 2007 and had been spending most of my time makan, buat kerja, study apa semua kat bilik hang especially masa sem satu dulu.

thank you for everything, live happily and we love you!

:')

Dear all SPM 2010 victims, best of luck!

2010-11-22T17:23:00.000-08:00

pergh macam tak percaya adik duduk straight dua jam kat meja tengah-tengah rumah buat revision tak menyembang, tak bergerak sana sini. modem internet pun dia switch off okay. saya ulang semula, SWITCH OFF. jadi bagi menghormati semangat berkobar-kobar dia nak belajar aku pun online pakai broadband, mak pun menyumbang sedikit jasa dengan tidak membuka tv agar tidak terganggu pembelajarannya. dalam hal ni bapak je selamat, sebab bapak pergi kerja. dia cuak kot muahaha. esok je lagi dah nak start exam.

jadi sebagai seorang kakak yang baik dan bertoleransi aku membantu di mana perlu. ajar la modern maths sikit you. tehehe nasib baik reti. tang add maths dia suruh ajar tu aku ajar la jugak tapi setakat function, integration, differentiation semua tu lah. kan baru lepas calculus kalau tak ingat jugak tu hah boleh mai lempang kot. err walaupun calculus hari tu macam apa je.

to start it off, esok paper BM then English then blah blah blah entah aku tak ingat. yang English tu pun aku tanya la dia kot-kot ada lagi yang tak reti, mana lah tau aku reti boleh lah aku tolong ajar kan. muka dia konfiden gila cakap, adik tak suka grammar. awat grammar tu leceh sangat? mak oih ingat Shapiq Roslan sorang je tak suka grammar sekali mai adik aku pun tak suka jugak. lastly, mak yang ajar dia grammar sikit-sikit sebab mak lagi cekap.

so to conclude it all, buat habis baik ye adik-adik nanti lepas SPM cuti lama berseronok lah seseronok mana pun tadak siapa nak marah.

If it doesn't break your heart, it isn't love.

2010-11-20T11:42:00.000-08:00

heh title post nak menjiwang je kerja. itu lagu lah. bukan lagu baru, bukan bukan. lagu Switchfoot from Hello Hurricane area-area tahun lepas. tapi sebab macam best and ada sikit kena mengena dengan situasi sekeliling jadi aku ulang paling kurang tujuh belas kali sehari.

selamat hari Sabtu readers! bangun pagi-pagi tengok mak dengan bapak tadak. aku pun mengambil langkah bijak call depa tanya kat mana, rupa-rupanya depa pergi jogging berdua ja hmph kot nak kejut aku ajak pergi jogging sekali dah la lemak tengah banyak ni ROFL.

wei pompuan, motif update blog? well, actually tiada motif yang tersembunyi atau terdapatnya perkara-perkara extra menarik untuk dikongsi bersama. it's just saja rasa nak update tulis apa-apa yang terlintas untuk isi masa lapang yang berlebih-lebihan ni.

something to ponder ;

"I believe that everything happens for a reason.

People change so that you can learn to let go,

things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right,

you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself,

and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."

- Marilyn Monroe

Will you marry me?

2010-11-19T00:29:00.000-08:00

this is how it works. ;D

Stunned.

2010-11-18T21:42:00.000-08:00

I'm finally home. it's not that late to bid you with a selamat hari raya Aidiladha is it? selamat makan daging! dah sampai Jitra akhirnya boleh tengok dengan mata sendiri sisa-sisa banjir, it's truly awful I tell you cemana depa beraya semalam pun aku tak tau lah. kesian habaq hang. ada satu tapak pasar malam dekat-dekat IPDA tu orang buat tempat longgok buang barang-barang. I could see a looot of used furnitures there, waiting to be burned down. sayang kan?

due to the sudden flood also, there's a problem with the house internet line. asyik terputus je kejap okay kejap tak sebab apa entah. surf pakai broadband lagi laju doh. haip stop it jangan mengada lah pompuan, tolong jangan. sila bersyukur at least rumah kereta harta benda semua selamat tak naik air.

I spent two nights at kampung. the first night tidur rumah tok and the following night tidur rumah nani. fyi, aku balik menumpang je raya haji tahun ni. tumpang Kak Aida and Kak Anis yang nak balik Kulim. alang-alang tu depa hantar la aku sekali balik rumah tok tehehe. on the way balik banyak pulak cikadaknya, jam at least 10 km sebab ada bongkah batu jatuh near Kuala Kangsar punya exit, disusuli hujan lebat gilas nak speed 110 km/j pun tak boleh and kereta overheat pulak tiba-tiba kat tengah-tengah jam tu. woh dugaan balik raya agaknya.

anyway last night I taught my six years old cousin. I taught her subtraction. rajin tak cousin aku baru start cuti je merengek mintak ajar matematik? awww kalau aku kecik-kecik dulu sumpah tak nak, nak main Play-Doh je kerja LOL. this one time, I gave her a maths punya soalan lah lebih kurang, stated 17 - 9 = ?

"kalau soalan yang ni Piya nak buat macam mana?"

"erm macam mana?" *tanya aku balik sambil pandang muka aku*

"Piya buat la yang macam Kak Fani ajaq tadi tu, yang guna jari tu"

"yang tadi? okay" *pandang jari dia sambil nak try congak*

"tapi jari Piya ada 10 ja. macam mana nak kira guna jari? kan ada 17"

"ala apa susah Piya pinjam la jari kawan Piya"

aku ---> buat muka tak-tau-nak-react-macam-mana.

LMFAO budak Piya ni kan. ada jugak aku geletek sampai terkencing nanti. ada ke patut dia bagi solution pinjam kira pakai jari kawan dia. actually aku nak test je tadi, aku nak tengok dia ingat tak method aku ajar kira pakai batang aiskrim. method ala-ala tally tu la, yang potong-potong tu.

haish last-last dia buat dua soalan je lepas tu mula mengadu boring, terus lesap pergi main bunga api dengan cousin-cousin lain.

tunjuk sikit gambar Piya, glamour you hihik.

No more.

2010-11-15T15:40:00.000-08:00

semester four and me, we are officially apart now. please do not keep in touch with me anymore. I'm so over you and I'm better off alone without you. LOL!

I'm glad I'm done with exam. in fact I'm glad that most things are over. I repeat, MOST THINGS. thank god I finally could breathe easy. but of course I couldn't deny the fact that I sucked at a few papers hurms god help us all, I wish.

erm erm just to share here since I don't have the guts to spill out the mistake I made to anyone else. well yeah, I made a mistake recently. it was an unpleasant mistake of course and I've been feeling guilty towards myself and a few other people for days. I don't know how to express how sorry I am and how I wish it would never happen again. hmm I can never be a good girl, can I?

Gibbering.

2010-11-14T00:16:00.000-08:00

"I LOVE Eminem!"

"I like Skittles better."

"No, the rapper, you freaking moron..."

"You're the idiot, what's so good about M&M wrappers?!"

Cooperative learning.

2010-11-13T10:05:00.000-08:00

good morning peeps, rise and shine!

got up not so early today and was thinking what should I do (instead of reading PJ's notes) erk nampak sangat pemalas. so I googled on motivational quotes and been spending quite a number of minutes reading them all. this is the true meaning of how to spend your Saturday morning in such a sensible way yaw!

so now what's there to share? bwehehe entah. before I went on and on babbling and chattering of nonsense, baik awak-awak semua tengok gambar saya nak tunjuk ni. tunjuk gambar pergi study kot, ala jangan la puji rajin malu la ROFL. resolution of the photos might be not that clear since I'm using a 3.2 MP camera that attached to my W705 tu je. amboi-amboi bersyukur sikit pelis.

anyways, ada 1 paper lagi. all the best guys.

eh main tunjuk-tunjuk pulak ;p

Didiey merata-rata~

sedondon habis baju brown tudung hitam!

okay ni tipu! ni pura-pura je HAHA

botak gila - Iqbal yang cakap eh, bukan akuuu

as usual, aku memang serabai huhuh

Dira pun ada!

muka sumpah berilmu wei

kau bajet comel ke gemok buat hidung cenggitu huh?

here are the sewels of the class

Pin it down!

2010-11-10T01:56:00.000-08:00

the toughest subject for this semester from my point of view ---> MTE 3108 punya exam is less than 24 hours now. cuak tak? cuak habaq hang. puh puh mintak-mintak lah sempat nak kira, tulis calculation cantik-cantik tak guna pensel and susun jawapan kemas-kemas before hantar. insya-Allah. ^_____^

sekarang ni aku mengantuk.

sepatutnya tidur kan tapiiiii,

nyamuk banyak duk gigit menggigit ni gatal tak boleh tidur lah! though Shieldtox purchased a day before and dah sembur quite a few times tapi still ada nyamuk pfft geram betoool. haram ngoh sistem imunisasi kebal ke cemana entah depa ni.

bluergh stop acting like a spoiled brat, good night lovelies.

Dirty mean cycle.

2010-11-06T15:06:00.000-07:00

babis why sedih-sedih over stupid lagu-lagu sedih? tak macam gampang pulak kan. oh semalam mimpi AG lepas tu terus tak boleh tidur sampai pagi. how weird is that? hah tak kisah lah jom baca buku. finish everything up and live a happy life again, not that I'm not happy now. I just want to be happier. got it lads?

and have you ever realized that most things go in circles? I mean it doesn't matter which way does it goes, in the end you'll find yourself at the starting of either something new or.....something you'd met before. be it bitter or sweet.

psst I miss you today like I've never miss you before.

Turning 21.

2010-11-05T20:09:00.000-07:00

hoy nganga apa bang?

tangkap nyamuk ke?

kekeke~

HAPPY BIG DAY!

nak hadiah eh?

kasih sayang mau?

wishing you a great year ahead.